u made me feel like dying ive never felt like thatt :/

feellikedying [w/ sace6] [noahmadethiss x jolst]

lyrics//

well my luck dried up on the
3rd of march 
and your grandpa clark always made remarks
about my tired looking eyes, and my tatted up arms
he would probably chew you out if he saw you with me now

but that’s how life goes
i heard it moves in cycles
it’s hard to see it through 
when i’m walking with my eyes closed
always wearing blue
deeper meaning to my street clothes
do it for urself never do it for the people

sport a smile dosent mean im fine 
quarter mile to the quarry 
missing my old life
spent the night at the steple 
hoping you’re alright
i could never move the needle
feeling low on time
[x2]

iv been sick of the games that u play
walking in these circles but im keepikg my
pace
one lool at her snd im better
if you keep my shirt ill keep your sweater
still the same
and no ill never change
too numb to feel the pain
its sometnimg in my brain
quit waiting up to find patiance
know im not strong enough 
i went vacant

sport a smile dosent mean im fine 
quarter mile to the quarry 
missing my old life
spent the night at the steple 
hoping you’re alright
i could never move the needle
feeling low on time
[x2]

sport a smile but im borderline
but id never take my own life
know that theyd be mortified
if they found my body out by the pines

quartermile to the quarry [cxrter x cloud]

lyrics 


get to the point
or get out my way
im so excited im starting to shake
im way too anxious i picked up the shakes 
but how would u feel when i end up erased
upping my take
im upping the stakes
someone u luv is just someone to blame
i run away
u aint have to say
cuz i see it myself
and i carry the shame

ill do whatever but
what do u want
sit in my room and im starting to rot
im so accustomed to blowing my shots
why r u near me i dont wanna talk

not surprised u cannot handle the shock
not surprised i couldn’t be what u want
im the one u thought wuld help u along
but i got some problems to deal on my own

think im growing up
and it better now
but im going off
and i let u down
think im growing up
im too sheltered now
but im trying way too hard
just to help you out

poems ii

untitled

on all plats <3

The words getting harder to come out 
Baby look up the sky is coming down
I know you have no love for me now
I just hope I make you proud 

Black Sky, It is a Dangerous Day 
Flatline, The EKG will say your name
And I'm fine so stop asking if I'm okay 
Because I'll lie just to get you out of the way 

No way 
No way 
You're missing me still?
Ill stay 
Ill stay 
In Serenity Hills 
Saying 
"Ill change"
"Ill change"
You got me fr
But in 
My cage 
My cage 
I got time to kill 

Listen to your lies 
I can only imagine 
How are you religious 
But on tablets of acid 
I can tell by your intentions 
You're just after reactions
In need of intermission 
So i am down for the crashing 

For the crashing 
For the crashing 

Baby could you tell me?
Is there Sunshine on that Mountain?
Tell me that you love me 
But I highly fucking doubt it 
And for You I'm climbing 
Even if it means I'm drowning 
Could blame it on timing 
Lemme know how that is sounding!
What's that Will that's driving 
Is it everything surrounding?
Could you please stop hiding?
I'm Alone, My heart is pounding 

I'm Afraid
Could you tell me everything is okay?
Now what to say?
So I can get my way tonight 


I don't really know If I want it 
I cant lie you make me high 
I can feel it in my stomach 
It'll be this way for life

Baby I can change 
like You need me to
Nothing I can say 
Except my heart beats for you
So what do you say?
Can i be your lover?
Ill gladly accept n make my wish come true

Black Sky (Prod. Hurtclub)

[clip of harvey dent in batman]

lyrics

[maesk]
no spark
i just saw myself in those arms
haven't seen a fallen angel but it feels close
no clothes
she told me how it goes
she told me about the loving baby i cannot commit

all day, i've been thinking about it deeply
i can't stay, i've been holding back the tears 
can u do the same
look i don't have a phrase but its ok
just another forest that we face

it rains softly
dont hate me
our words can never travel safely
it's hard to navigate when the systems always breaking
i lost faith 'till one day u remade me

reborn
but the only difference is the tolerance
maybe i didn't play my cards right
but its too late to think about my past life
its just about tonight

[avxid]
carry me out
he cant compare to me now
he cant compare at all
my lungs are across the hall
theyre torn
from my body
but at least i know she want me
still i hurt
still it hurts u know


why the room i rot in feel so cold
all the time
it just leave me frozen
bb can u check the time
cuz i cant move my arms
and my hands sit in a jar
on ur countertop
my lord weve gone too far

not fair
its not fair
i would let u kill me if it meant ud love me more
not fair
not fair
i just let my blood drip quick on these marble floors

look me in my face while ur killing me
i could leave u here all alone and ud still feed off me
bb
i wont let u shame me
i wont let u hate me
see u in ur dreams
cuz i know that ur gonna miss me

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