Discobitch - C'est Beau La Bourgeoisie (HBz #tbt Remix)

TITAN ❌

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way too many milligram
i hope i dont wake up again
my blood is raining from the sky
im not alive i wanna die 
go insane let me fade away 
i got parasites in my body, changing me, feel like dying every single day 
know i never gonna feel again
i dont wanna see my life again 
i got ptsd i dont mean shit 
i wanna fall into peaces 
trust nobody, just my bro, who let the devil in 
im nobody, just a body full of medicine 
suicidal on my own shit 
drugs in my body im hopeless
trust me you dont wanna know shit  
sorry mama i cant feel this way forever
hella fcking pills im never getting better
i cant focus i cant even write the letter
i used to trust you now i know you loved me, never
ever - can i feel like this again
i dont remember who i am 
i hope you know i tried my best 
i dont need money i need rest 
i cant change and i hate myself
dreams die im never coming back
nothing is true, i got no clue, for you i would die in my symphony 
when i die dont remember me 
i cause pain i dont wanna be - 
anything like this, i miss any days i was able to function 

I died that day (prod. AKVRI x EZRAH)

7 MÄDCHEN - Paula Hartmann (XETEX EDIT)

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i feel like im living in a dream 
i dont feel alive what does it mean?
pray for better days im way too deep  
i got nightmares everytime i try to sleep
ghost in my face 
dying in this place 
body full of meds
im a walking mess 
woke up in this hell 
im a walking shadow never met somebody else 
worldwide got this pain in me 
no hope loose controle of me 
aint no justice for this fcking body 
they turn a human to fcking zombie 
demons from the past live in the future make me feel like shit 
i dont like no bitch i need that girl to be obsessed with it 
im not going 
it caught up 
i dissapair again 

How to feel alive? (prod. Fallen)

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@skinnydragbeats

Thinking back it made me shed a tear 
laying at the shore look for my mind like i was never here 
benzo for the panic nothing helps me im still trippin
all the trauma is like torture whats the point and why im living? 
dont know if im suicidal i just know im feeling trapped
let him drown inside his pain hes breaking down until hes dead
and nobody understand me talking to me yea its nothing 
and i let you fck me up so bad at least it felt like something 
rainy days im in the west 
never getting rest 
in every single memory i have ive been depressed 
i dont wanna live a lie 
let me close my eyes
i dont really wanna die still think about it all the time 
i am fcking terrified 
sick of never feeling right
lately i dont even want to sleep got nightmares every night 
mind is way too dizzy
dreaming what it could be 
screaming from the water why does nothing seem to help me
floating on the pain feel like i fade away 
lost my mind inside this maze i never find a way 
dream of what it could be while i watch my mama cry
and i went into this clinic i saw different ways to die 
can you make me feel alive i feel like nothing way too long
way too many bodies stumble with no purpuse where im from
im so sick of being strong 
like a place i dont belong 
really feel like i wont make it really hope that i am wrong 
i dont wanna talk about it anymore
lock the door when i be crying on the floor 
all the torture and its coming from my brain 
lost my hope i just wanna kill the pain 
mom idk what to do
dont know what is true 
look at me like who are you 
too much im going through 
lately i cant show my pain to anybody nobody can feel 
the way i feel-turn into a zombie im waiting for something 

My thoughts are getting worse (prod. Skinnydrag)

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my bro on the pedal this whip might crash 
fucked in the head its because of my past 
i know this bitch tryna see me again
smoke me a cig then i pop me a xan 
dont give a fck what they sayin these people be talking so much 
like they know anything about us
and its like idk how to trust 
su*cide i be thinking too much 
ptsd like im loosing my mind 
shawty in pain i can tell shes my kind 
look in the mirror like something aint right 
i be outside w my bro in the night 
if she a bit crazy i know she gon like me 
i dont got time i be busy surviving 
and its like idk where i be  
i guess nobodys able to save me
sleepy eyes and i close them forever  
i cant breathe from the pressure 
you say you love me i know you did never 
wherever i go i got nightmares they with me 
sad eyes on my girl that shi pretty 
i hate the pain nothing else i can feel 
open my scars idk how to heal 
she gives me brain while i still gotta think about this 
on the meds and i cant even feel shi
on the ground i was running from conflicts
by myself all alone in the darkness 
got a problem dont feel like im present 
feel like dying like wtf happened 
look in the mirror like why you be killin me 
something inside of me feels like an enemy 
they think its aesthetic they praysin the devil i know you be flexin
a whole lotta drugs
these rapper be corny af 
bad bitch ik she wanna
feel like vexy this hoe got a deathwish
and she told me she fucks with my tracklist
so many people in pain this shi fcked up 
im fighting a batlle like nonstop 

only sad girls love me (prod. painhunter)

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Watch me die
I got flames in my body
Kinda pain you dont wish on nobody
I got dirt in my veins and im cryin
Mind bleeding out think im dying
Talk to a witch like im crazy
She reading the pain from my face
Days in the limbus
I think about all of this shit
And I feel like a waste
Memories got me so fucked up
Remember the drama whatever you say
Talk to a stranger I think its myself
And I do it again fade away
And I wish idk
Hide my face im on go
Voices they tell me to face it
Drugs in my body im-
And its all about paper I know
Evil energy where can I go
City lights like a flash in this coupe
Drei Zimmer weiter läuft blut
See i need a mind to replace
This life is a hell of a place
Why tf everybody so insane
Judge a man you dont even know his name
Fucked up, i could never be this lame
Ive been stuck in the dark for too long
And I know what you did
Hope your way never crosses me
Ive been lost in whatever they say
I dont trust anymore feel like nobody knows me
Im a story that never began
I become what they did to me then
For the people I dont need a fan
And I wish you could see who I am
dont wanna fade away:((

paranoid eyes (prod. Jupiter)

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Always keep a knife inside my DC bag  
She tryna fck, she tryna fck, I’m too depressed  
Drama from the past, it never leaves my head  
I hear voices telling me I’ll end up dead  
Makes me feel so bad  
Bloody vision, bloody hands grabbing Xanny packs  
Feeling fcked up as a bitch, like I’m in a trance  
Why some people in this life never get a chance?  

I just try to breathe, I can’t feel my face  
Fck your picture-perfect living, it’s a different place  
Got a problem in my brain, don’t make me die again  
I don’t talk, just follow my footsteps in the snow  
She digging my grave  
How to fix the damage?  
How to fix this damage?  
Can someone fix this damage?  

Live in a system I don’t fit in, that’s not your business  
Everybody selfish, everybody is a witness  
Walk inside this bitch, they make me toxic in my system  
If I wouldn’t love my fame, I’d turn his ass into a victim  
Okay, okay  
It’s too much, feel my body break  
Look around, tell me what is fake  
Like what we doing next  

I just try to breathe, I can’t feel my face  
Fck your picture-perfect living, it’s a different place  
Got a problem in my brain, don’t make me die again  
I don’t talk, just follow my footsteps in the snow  
She digging my grave  
How to fix the damage?  
How to fix this damage?  
Can someone fix this damage?

Beat 3

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