Copy of Buzzing Rock

as time stops i look away
pacing 'till i fade away
glass grounds looking in my grave
empty bottles i wash the pain away
let it go
you're my home
i hope you know
that i love you 
but it's so hard for me to show like this
i wish nothing but the best for you
i just want you to be happy

instrumental by me

streaming

homesick

augustfifth, twentytwentyfour.
produced by anvii.
drums by anvii.
guitar by anvii.
bass by anvii.
synths by anvii.
additional guitars by @gaberamirez1.
outro spoken by @aaaaaaaaaaaaa12.

[verse]
i'll fall this time
while they push all my
thoughts to the ground
tell me now
what is wrong?
while i drive on the road
round our town
go on tell me something
i'm all ears
and i'll cry my eyes out
to call you here
where is my mind?
myself?
to show all of you
and i haven't spoken to no one

[verse]
so i talk to myself way too much
and i have these attacks every time
"so stop remembering bout everything"
go on tell me something
i'm all ears
and i'll cry my eyes out
to call you here
where is my mind?
myself?
to show all of you
and i haven't spoken to no one

[outro]
with these moments that were
once in the palm of your hand
you can see that it is no longer,
so let go of that moment.

fuzzed up words

stream

Transit

silence

crash

My Girl

@dissipatedsouls on Instagram 

spring is here.

as when we were kids (prod new desires)

lost in the dark
searching for someone
waiting for someone

wait in the water
weight in the water
wait in the water
weight in the water

drowning i cant breathe
waiting for you now
all uncertainty
i cant i cant breathe
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
i cant i cant breathe

waiting
uncertain
been searching
waiting for

cant escape the weight
the waves all pull me in
its dark but i can see
the way it all began
the way they play pretend
the way they pull you in
it always ends with you drowning

wait in the water
weight in the water
wait in the water
weight in the water

drowning i cant breathe
waiting for you now
all uncertainty
i cant i cant breathe
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
i cant i cant breathe

Spotify

drowning

insta: lamowya
hmu if any of you need help <3

Love&ecstasy

малоговорю (prod.glorykeyz)

Made with IPhones GarageBand
A demo with professional intentions

Lost Memories (instrumental demo)

“When I Still Loved You” is a nostalgic indie pop track with heartfelt lyrics, moody verses, and an unexpected upbeat drop.
It blends emotional storytelling with a danceable finish — perfect for fans of artists like Lauv, The 1975, and LANY.
This song captures that bittersweet moment of reflecting on a past love — when you remember how deep it was, even if it’s no longer there.

When I Still Loved You

Twin Sister by Fawn Breaks

Without worth or price
I'm doing all I can
And she can't tell the place
Twin sister pleads me

Don't do it alone
Don't leave me a stray
You gave me a choice
United again
I didn't come this far to lose

The realer was the suffering
The closer we could be
Perturbing in your mutterings
Your conscience warns me

Don't do it alone
Don't leave me a stray
You gave me a choice
United again
I didn't come this far to lose

But you're no longer you
The flashbangs insincere
The closer we became
The more our time decayed

Don't do it alone
Don't leave me a stray
You gave me a choice
United again
I didn't come this far to lose

Twin Sister

where you been
and how long am i waiting
waiting on you to be
the girl i fell in love with
its my fault
pushing you away
its my fault
for alienating myself
where you been
and how long am i waiting
waiting on you to be
the girl i fell in love with
its my fault
pushing you away
its my fault
for alienating myself

pushed you all away
it was all my fault i
know i gotta wait 
for you to come back to me
dont know how to ease the pain
so many sleepless nights
stuck inside my brain
feeling alienated

where you been
and how long am i waiting
waiting on you to be
the girl i fell in love with
its my fault
pushing you away
its my fault
for alienating myself
where you been
and how long am i waiting
waiting on you to be
the girl i fell in love with
its my fault
pushing you away
its my fault
for alienating myself

alienated

thank you guys so much for the love on this song
—— lyrics

guess i’m not something that you wanted warm
this time is ticking on my back
and it’s been taking shapeless forms

you can go and tell your friends that they were right bout me all along
and these dreams where i can’t speak
and these dreams where i can’t speak
so you went and told your friends that you were right bout me all along
been having dreams where i can’t speak
been having dreams where i can’t speak

guess i’m not something that you wanted warm
this time is ticking on my back
and it’s been taking shapeless forms
(everything after this is freestyled live so the lyrics are different every time we play it)

warm (anticon)

[LYRICS]
it’s nothin 
it’s nothin 
at all
at all

it’s nothin 
it’s nothin 
it’s nothin 
at all x5
and even if i told you what it was you wouldn’t care 
cause every-time i talked it’s like you 
weren’t even there 
it haunts me every night to think of you with someone else 
after every chance you gave me and  i’m still sleeping by myself 

late night out with the windows down 
got the ac on while i’m smokin loud 
thinking of ur face and it makes me ouch 
drinking every night till the memories drown
tryna convince myself that i don’t really want you 
i know that im evil cause i hope it also haunts you 
i don’t want this feeling that keeps
 aching my bones 
i don’t want this feeling that keeps 
making me cold 
i’m so buried in anxiety 
don’t know what’s deep inside of me
so i just pretend just pretend 
just pretend

it’s nothin 
it’s nothin 
it’s nothin 
at all x5
and even if i told you what it was you wouldn’t care 
cause every-time i talked it’s like you 
weren’t even there 
it haunts me every night to think of you with someone else 
after every chance you gave me and  i’m still sleeping by myself

NOTHIN'

NOTHIN' [okei]

A song dedicated to my love of cycling.

The fastest ive ever played the drums. quite proud 


The song is too long, too repetitive. I will shorten it, re record vocals, and write more parts and better lyrics

Ride

hiatus <3
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discord: @v4nity

alienated

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