this has become like one of my favorite songs of all time and you are 4 years younger than me. you are insanely talented

i keep coming back to this you are crazy inspiring

THIS SHIT IS SO GOOD IN 2025 I LOVE YOU LYN

could listen to  this whenever such a vibe

every now and then, i feel like i'm about to hurt somebody
miss the way you felt around me, way you put your hands upon me
if i find out this was for the worse, i'm gonna leave it bloody
if you wanna know how i deal with this,-

just sit and watch me fall down, i can't be bothered to text back the person who just left me behind for nothing
not now, call me a doctor 'cause i need some help figuring out why i can't live without-

you (x4)

my therapist told me that i would have to let go of the past but i can't, i can't
and you're still trying to keep me sane through these rough times, but i can't-

deal with it anymore, i fell to the floor once i read that whole message, i cried 'cause you meant it
and everything we said stays between us forever, and ever
(and ever)
and we can't unsend it

every now and then

i watched it fall i watched it burn (from the ground up i built our life)
u took my heart u let me hurt (from the ground up i built our life)
and i watch from afar at the top of the hill / u look so different now
thinking of words to say when we cross paths

i really dont know how u say ive changed but the only thing here thats changed is ur mind
leave me replace / there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

and i know that its not healthy to be obsessed but u cant help me
i want whats best but i know that i cant give up what i want

do u enjoy watching me suffer
i play my cards put down the bottle
i know its hard my life is awful only gets worse
i read every chapter and there is no happy ever after
im a bad liar im a bad actor
i put on a smile but its really a disaster but i go on

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produced by me, additional vocals from @trustt & @1crusafix, lyrics co-written by @elliemillss

i watched the glass shatter im falling im falling
too busy staring away dont call me dont call me
no i cant even fix myself so how would i fix u
no i dont even love myself so why would i love u

if i wanted to shoot dont tell me otherwise
(dont tell me otherwise dont tell me otherwise)
if i wanted to shoot dont tell me otherwise
(dont tell me otherwise dont tell me otherwise)
oh no u fucked it up again
ill hold the fort ill stand my ground til someone takes me down one day
ive got so close to falling down but everytime i find my way
cant even fix myself so how would i fix u
no i dont even love myself so why would i love u

i cant seem to find out what the problem is
u hit that part of me i act like i like it
if i were u id just let me go now
and id tell u how i feel but i dont really know how

if i were u id just let me go now
and id tell u how i feel but i dont really know how
if i were u id just let me go now
and id tell u how i feel but i dont really know how

oh if i wanted to shoot dont tell me otherwise
(dont tell me otherwise dont tell me otherwise)
if i wanted to shoot dont tell me otherwise
(dont tell me otherwise dont tell me otherwise)
oh no u fucked it up again
ill hold the fort ill stand my ground til someone takes me down one day
ive got so close to falling down but everytime i find my way
cant even fix myself so how would i fix u
no i dont even love myself so why would i love u

is that all you wanted for me to feel
u cried for help but i cant hear u still

debris

this song is all midi guitar

that's one way to make me feel alone
i won't change until i've found my hope
give me a break (break!)
search for my answers, still at the first stage
i won't break unless they make me change

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

one day, i'll stop caring about them
if i knew how to stop i would
my mom asked me "look what you've become"
but she's misunderstood
i'm passing by without a goal
no reason to keep my control
this fucking mental takes its toll

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

deep cuts

i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

produced by me
made in september 

project next

lyrics:
and its like that 
you don't wanna know about me
I cant fight back
I don't wanna know about you
I don't like that
you don't even know anything
gotta back up
need to run away from you
x2

its all I know
and I cant breathe
I'm letting go
what do you see?
i don't think ill see it through
when the lights run dark
I believe in you
I think that my heads turned blue
think I'm needing you
peel off the glue

and its like that 
you don't wanna know about me
I cant fight back
I don't wanna know about you
I don't like that
you don't even know anything
gotta back up
need to run away from you
x2

its all I know
and I cant breathe
I'm letting go
what do you see?
i don't think ill see it through
when the lights run dark
I believe in you
I think that my heads turned blue
think I'm needing you
peel off the glue

from you

prod @lyn_u
@lyn_u @cruseyyyy

@lyn_u
n im not who u
who u wanted me 2 be
but i still try 2 be
and it makes me forget that im still me
and im tired of it
im tired of falling asleep
trying to forget some things
but i hurt myself tryna cut so deep

i dont like to admit the things i do
whenever i talk to u
but every now n then i let it out
(x4)

@cruseyyyy
ive lost it
ive lost it all
you call me heartless
its hard to admit when im wrong
no i dont like it
but ill try again
i know im toxic
tell me when this pain ends
guess i knew this shit from the jump
i got gas in my lungs
i guess i knew where ur coming from
its just not what i want
cant stop feeling stuck
yea ur always on the hunt
and im always on the run
no i cant ever give this shit up
its just not what i want
got no room for yo love

bawl T_T

production by me

im bawling my eyes out
u tell me u want to pull me down from this high
i wanna see u try, i wanna see u try
i wanna see u try, i wanna see u try
im stuck in the background
& every night i fall into my demise
it happens all the time, it happens all the time
it happens all the time, it happens all the time

All the time

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/283UBtnUlTdo8qNqvlJwLb?si=uBiml5d4T-KK9NmfU5IRnw

instrumental by me

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
oh i, couldve said something else
something that wouldnt make me mad
i, couldnt even stand a chance
my body feels too many bends
so lets do it once again

[Chorus]
all the signs pointing at me like i lost today
.... ill be here to stay
you can always play me but ill never lose my name
y,know i dont wanna leave but im too afraid
i never could repay, for the damage that ive dealt
the damage

[Verse 2]
im going home, you dont wanna know me
but i keep asking ''do you feel lonely?''
you dont even know me
i feel the pain, that i've earned
noone to stand beside me
stop being afraid
just wanna hear ''ᶦ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ''

[Chorus again]


please come again... thank you

Buy my music ;3

damage

Had this on my mind

Smile for the little things, dont lose those memories
please keep your wish close to you, dont slip
smile for the little things, listen close, they sing
please keep your wish close to you, dont slip. Teach me how to be myself
...
jw

Your Wish

original track from @797manky

basically just a bit fucking slower and lower pitch but I got artist pro on here so wanted to post it lol

debris

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