would u look at that, my twin dropped some bangers

valetical botting situation 2024 (i just found this out today)

plays are botted unfortunately soundcloud would not help me fix this bullshit

written & produced by valetical
(also https://x.com/euclicide/status/1757109291029266834 this is super sick :P)

lyrics:

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

i'm being haunted, i know that their watching my every move
stuck in my room, too afraid to go out and fight my fears
and i know you want what's best, but i'm scared of being left out
and i hate to make you feel bad but i'm only getting worse now

i sleep every night and i see that man in my dreams, he’s watching me i fear
do you believe in me? i watch my shadow move on its own, i’m scared
and i tried so hard, you don’t understand, how can i make my point clear?
and i’m changing more than you realize, i’m not who i was last year

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

(145.130)

haunt

plays are botted unfortunately soundcloud would not help me fix this bullshit

written & produced by valetical
additional production by trustt

lyrics:

a twisted shadow paints the scene
it's all a lie, i've been living in a broken dream
listen to me, read along
it's been weeks and i've been feeling down, but i carry on

believe it or not, i'm not moving on
i lie in bed, and i sing my song
i wrote a note, trying to right my wrongs
you left me to die here, i don't know what's wrong
i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong

you wanna force me to try new things
i thought you already know that it's not what i want
it's not what i want, oh
i swallow the pill, you took my joy away
tip of my tongue, can't find the words to say
now the next time you text my number, don't expect me back

you
you
you
you
you
you
you
you

believe it or not, i'm not moving on
i lie in bed, and i sing my song
i wrote a note, trying to right my wrongs
you left me to die here, i don't know what's wrong
i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
no, i don't know what's wrong
(no, i don't know what's wrong)

(154.395)

dreamer

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:
weeks passing by so fast, it's starting to hurt my head
monster watching me sleep and i let it knock me dead

be careful when he comes around
i know you're trying to talk but you can't save me now
sleep with one eye open, he can't take me down
i keep the window closed, cause i can't trust this town
i was once told that misery loves company, and i'm starting to see it
you left me stuck in a reverie, my dreams seem real, starting to believe it 
(starting to believe it)

weeks passing by so fast, it's starting to hurt my head
there's a monster watching me sleep and i let it knock me dead
caught in a nightmare, a chapter i wrote but really regret
i'm tired of being lied to, honestly things should be left unsaid

i watch the light flicker, i close my eyes, i see you still
did i go to sleep last night? i can't tell time, can't tell what's real
and i've done nothing but care
and you've done nothing but stare at me and judge me, not fair
i fell into your trap, i'm not scared, i'm not scared

(trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(starting to believe it)

weeks passing by so fast, it's starting to hurt my head
there's a monster watching me sleep and i let it knock me dead
i got caught in a nightmare, a chapter i wrote but really regret
i'm tired of being lied to, honestly things should be left unsaid

(starting to hurt my head)
(i let it knock me dead)
(really regret)
things should be left unsaid

(154.395)

knock me dead

prod. @attc
feat. @catgif @attc

@qxi
you not funny get out my sights please
i got money i got hella green
we w/ catgif feeling so damn free...... 💸
you not my friend, you just bought a feat

off this exotic seed
you jus a fan who you tryna be
i'll block ur contact bitch, no i don't wanna meet
guess i am someone that u cannot be

@catgif
yeah im smoking potent shit got me too high
i cant walk i think im too fried
i dont get no sleep i do ts like all night
& your pockets gettin thinner you aint do it right
im next up yeah im getting to the bag
boy you jealous you aint got no enby swag
new fit on i gotta take off all the tags
i pop that shit im moving fast

@attc
yea bitch i smoked u so hard u need an ice pack
yo bitch is so poor i felt so bad i gave yo ice back
and u not comedic so u smokin nice pack
yo girl love me think she needs a buy back

bank account so low yea
u be going broke
while i'm smokin on this dope yea
ion wanna beef while im cookin on tis stove
ion wanna beef while im just Rollin up tis cone yea

@qxi
u not funny take that back
i jus want my money n i want it fast
i've been glitching dropping tabs
if i want it i'll drop a bag

u not funny take that ba ba b ba
i jus want my money n i want it fa a a aa a a a 
i've been glitching dropping ta ta a a aa
if i want it i'll drop a ba ba ba a a  a a aaa a a  a a a ba ba ba  a a  a  a  a a   aba ba ba a a a ba ba ba

all platforms

So damn free w/ catgif & attic p. attic

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

(fuck)

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

now this is a story i don't wanna tell
it's like the end of a movie i haven't seen before
i've always lived for attention, why can't you see that?
i'm on my knees, begging for more

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
(was it something i did?)
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

(195.569)

war within

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

i watched it fall, i watched it burn (from the ground up, i built our life)
you took my heart, you let me hurt (from the ground up, i built our life)
and i watch from afar, at the top of the hill, you look so different now
thinking of words to say when we cross paths

i really don't know how you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find
you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

and i know that it's not healthy to be obsessed, but you can't help me
i want what's best, but i know that i can't give up what i want
and i know that it's not healthy to be obsessed, but you can't help me
i want what's best, but i know that i can't give up what i want

do you enjoy watching me suffer?
i play my cards, put down the bottle
i know it's hard, my life is awful
only gets worse, i read every chapter
and there is no happy ever after
i'm a bad liar, i'm a bad actor
i put on a smile, but it's really a disaster but i go on

you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find
you say, i've changed, but the only thing here that's changed is your mind
leave me, replace, there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

(145.610)

replace

prod. me

i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

that's enough to kill the bitch
stuck inside my room
i don't give a shit
more time to myself
ima make a hit
yea my mom said i'll make it
IMA MAKE THIS SHIT

i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

-tacular
ask me how i feel
i feel spectacular 
-tacular 
-tacular
spectacular 

i'm tryna do this shit for too long
it better work out
i've tried to hit the ball too far
now there's no sound
they tryna take me down i said 
FUCK YOU
HOPE IT WORKS OUT
i've got the best feeling 
it's somebody i know 
i hope you get well

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

spectacular

prod me + @omgisai + @trustt + @v_letical

lyrics:

you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding x2

i've been on the edge
cigarettes, you can smell it on my breath
i got one chance, ima make this shit my fucking best
he a dead man, yea my bullets going through his vest
thought he said sum? pussy boy got filled with that led

and it's sad, i don't care about myself
seeing black, and my skin is really pale
left it in the past, then i turned to someone else
and I'm back, bitch please don't hit my cell

baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
lost sight, I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken x2

you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding 
-
you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding

baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken
-
baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken

needed [out now on spotify]

demo ... there is a finished version somewhere out there

u painted me a picture and i watched the colors fade
oh love liar
u were the only thing i wanted then u made the skies turn gray
oh love liar

im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face
im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face

wounds deep and raw
they dont believe what i saw
thought i was pure im wrong
tainted with many flaws
a burning ache remains
a constant haunting trace
in reverie im lost in an unfamiliar place

love liar

shoutout parannoul for the obvious inspiration

Lyrics:
I'm calling a friend, to tell me it's clear
Cause I'm not ready to face all my fears
I'm stalling my text, cause I'm not sure you're here
I'm sorry, I'm trying but right now, wipe your tears

I can't wait for voices to tell me
That I am nothing without you
And I don't know if I can make it
But I just wanna live right through

I'm mad at the corpses
I do not deserve this
My life is just torture
The voices uncultured

To tell me I'm useless
Is like a destroyer
Create and reborn, done!
I'm tired of mourning

echoes of you

prod @makemeapromise
featuring @8tsukii

[@qlein]
keep me going back
i know that its a bad habit
i keep going back
i wanna take a stab at it
i know u wont crack
bitch im back
y-you dont need to call now
everytime i fucking talk to you it falls down

[@8tsukii]
i want it
break my heart in two
feed it to the ghouls

i got wings up on my back
got halo up and over tack
got hella pockets full of racks
don't wanna talk about it

angels sing the almanac 
the devil sings a heart attack
the full moon sets in all pitch black
so we can talk about it

[@qlein]
wipe your tears ahead of me
swear to god youve never seen 
anything that i could be
anything that i would be
anything that i would do for you would u do for me 
anything that i would do for you would u do for me 

(bad habits, bad habits)

keep me going back
i know that its a bad habit
i keep going back
i wanna take a stab at it
i know u wont crack
bitch im back
y-you dont need to call now
everytime i fucking talk to you it falls down

[@8tsukii]
i want it
break my heart in two
feed it to the ghouls

[@qlein]
think im running out time
swear to god ill make it right
youre cutting deep without a knife
i dont wanna be alive
anything that i would do for you would u do for me 
anything that i would do for you would u do for me 

(bad habits, bad habits)

badhabits

badhabits w/8tsukii [surgeon]

15 aka @katiekross @siennacell @c4v @bleedingcanvas
spam accs -> @c4lol @c4prix @valetical4

#3six0 @3six03six03six0

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