would u look at that, my twin dropped some bangers

valetical botting situation 2024 (i just found this out today)

i watched it fall i watched it burn (from the ground up i built our life)
u took my heart u let me hurt (from the ground up i built our life)
and i watch from afar at the top of the hill / u look so different now
thinking of words to say when we cross paths

i really dont know how u say ive changed but the only thing here thats changed is ur mind
leave me replace / there goes another lost hope that i thought i would find

and i know that its not healthy to be obsessed but u cant help me
i want whats best but i know that i cant give up what i want

do u enjoy watching me suffer
i play my cards put down the bottle
i know its hard my life is awful only gets worse
i read every chapter and there is no happy ever after
im a bad liar im a bad actor
i put on a smile but its really a disaster but i go on

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hurtz (demo)

this song is all midi guitar

that's one way to make me feel alone
i won't change until i've found my hope
give me a break (break!)
search for my answers, still at the first stage
i won't break unless they make me change

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

one day, i'll stop caring about them
if i knew how to stop i would
my mom asked me "look what you've become"
but she's misunderstood
i'm passing by without a goal
no reason to keep my control
this fucking mental takes its toll

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

deep cuts

prod me +intro synth from @omgisai

i guess im back where i left off
has the grass grown any longer
last time we talked u got pissed off
did i ruin ur fun?
if i wanted to i could take u down w/ me
but i know u dont want that so i wont

i wanted more but i received closure
the ends right there n im getting closer
i got one more night until its over
i wasted time trying to let go of her
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again
and now i know and now i know
i cant let it happen again

i havent had a break to take for a while now
ive been fighting for my life
its not that easy to get u to calm down
i know u hate the way i...
talk about the past but i still wont stop
i know u hate the things i...
want but at some point i gotta turn it off

idle

i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

all vocals n instrumentation done by @sincetrin + @elliemillss


trapped, trapped inside the wall of my lies
dad, why cant you do anything right
laugh, only moments i know im alive
gash, blood is slowly dripping off the knife

its takes time to see the signs
left alone, and wonder why
stuffed my feelings deep inside
now its super hard to find

will it get better
or will it ever stop
felt like this forever
leave me out to rot

dont care bout the weather
i just wanna go
maybe in December 
buried in the snow

i wanna go
anywhere
anywhere
but here

Self - Titled (Demo v2)

produced by me
made in september 

project next

lyrics:
and its like that 
you don't wanna know about me
I cant fight back
I don't wanna know about you
I don't like that
you don't even know anything
gotta back up
need to run away from you
x2

its all I know
and I cant breathe
I'm letting go
what do you see?
i don't think ill see it through
when the lights run dark
I believe in you
I think that my heads turned blue
think I'm needing you
peel off the glue

and its like that 
you don't wanna know about me
I cant fight back
I don't wanna know about you
I don't like that
you don't even know anything
gotta back up
need to run away from you
x2

its all I know
and I cant breathe
I'm letting go
what do you see?
i don't think ill see it through
when the lights run dark
I believe in you
I think that my heads turned blue
think I'm needing you
peel off the glue

from you

production by me, extra vocals done by @elliemillss
drums ib toe+squarepusher

this summer
i want nothing to do with u
this summer
i want nothing to do with u

i broke my promise
once again

this summer (i broke my promise)
i want nothing to do with u
this summer (i broke my promise)
i want nothing to do with u

i broke my promise i broke my promise

Broke my promise

circa august 2024
prod me

lyrics/
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

i need a warning when i get close to her
its never fair at all
always ask myself what am i doing wrong
dont wanna lose u again
but ur slipping away like the last time
i keep holding on to fall apart
tell me what ur feeling on the inside

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

wont u take me back?
sometimes i wanna give up all i have
i got problems stacked
i been doing other shit to make me mad

and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me
and i know when its all done
ur gonna blame me, ur gonna blame me

potions

This one was a lot of fun to make. Toom me two-three days this time. Shoutout RXOMIGHTY for the vocal track.

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