this is the best thing ive ever heard in my life

shouldve changed to "vai5k i lost all hope"

this is my favorite source of calcium. strong bone gang reprisent

Written September 2021
Stream on Spotify, Apple Music & All Platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/late-night-recovery
Stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1R2jbljMBDrwpVmBw78ks7pejCwg-0I2Y?usp=sharing
Download via Bandcamp: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/late-night-recovery

lyrics:
I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Stream

Late Night Recovery

a song about the things i wish i could have done

produced, mixed, mastered by phixel
verse by saoirse dream
backing vocals by jackalsclaw

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[NOTE: english translations will appear in brackets next to catalan lyrics. im still learning the language so im really really sorry for my bad pronunciation and grammar]

(phixel)
em fa mal  [it hurts]
tan malament  [so badly]
com puc escoltar  [how do i hear]
digue'm per què  [tell me why]

no et puc veure  [i cant see you]
a través de l'aire negre  [through this smog]
caurà neu ardent  [fiery snow will fall]
t'enterraré, a la cendra  [i will bury you, in ashes]

et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

(saoirse dream)
I still fall asleep in your clothes
Try to struggle out of your rope
Buy into release I’ve imagined
Cling tight to the arms of your ghost
I light matches that I can’t put out
So I burn down bushes outside of your house
And you just watch me
You laugh
Like “what the fuck is wrong with cat?”
You know that I can’t answer that

(phixel)
et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

a la cendra, a la cendra, a la cendra  [in ashes, in ashes, in ashes]

[jackalsclaw:]
(i went, i cast you in the fire, i watched you burn, i didnt cry)
(ill tell you everything alright, to get your memory out my mind)

notebook

ALL PLATFORMS!!!

notebook w/ saoirse dream

Visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RxcoAHZNv4&ab_channel=erdo

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Visualizer

WIP Digital Mix (Visualizer)

ripped by me
all credits to jane remover
"Its the original untouched version -- pre-Frailty"

might be crazy

Jane Remover - might be crazy (vinyl version)

Thanks everyone who participated !
@lundramusic (Boss)
@outfed
@1mosh
OG: 
Ke$ha - Blah Blah Blah
Ke$ha - Your Love is My Drug

LemmeHitThat + lundra + alt0 + mosh

gasping for air | Track 1/6
produced by @irselr w additional prod by me
written, performed, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari

[Verse 1]
Hush, I don’t care anymore
You wrung me out like a towel and I don’t care for it
No more of all your lies to keep me trapped
In your fucking spider web until all the strings have snapped

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Verse 2]
You would rather forget it ever happened
But I’ll never abandon all the thoughts I had (in the moment)
My first impressions changed, now we don’t see eye to eye
Now we’re just seeing ghosts (and you’re just ghosting me)

[Bridge]
Leave me for dead, I wouldn’t mind to
Never see you again, I’m fine to simply
Die alone in my bed, and let the scavengers
Avenge me post my death

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Outro]
7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

7 dollar beverages {prod. irselr}

produced by me + instrumental mix/master 
vocal mix/master by @ryptage + me
art by me
original track by @ecco2k_year0001

spotify

calcium

Had to remake this A year later:https://soundcloud.com/448hz/placeholder?si=ec3f8408c12e4d05bb775e495ac3af20&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
Well Crafted by @erdo & @moonshopp
Artwork: @erdo
Sample: https://soundcloud.com/prodelxnce/angel?si=bfc043f8d25148a88141b0d0bfb6ff2f&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
@prodelxnce
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Original version : https://soundcloud.com/liamswaglord/angel-serene?si=70fac68b1fe14c1bb6946916ec04b8a3&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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