// track 5 - i see my future in your eyes
produced by vai5000
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ

空が晴れるのを待ちながらそこに立っていると
初めて君の笑顔を見た
寒さに震える手で君に手を伸ばした

your reflection 
still stains my skin
your hands on mine
trace where you've been

あなたが私の名前を口にしたとき、私はあなたの口の形を知った。

(in your eyes- hold my hands
in your eyes)
hold my hands
in your eyes
hold my hands
I see my- 
all i am - all i am -all i am
in your eyes
(you're all I know)

cause i'm still learning to (grow)
cause i'm still holding your (hope)

grasping through the stagnant air
to make sure that you're still there
pull the edges of your shirt
making sure that you'll turn
and when I can see your face
your eyes tell me it's okay
your eyes tell me i'll be safe
your eyes tell me
it's okay

hold me
stay for me please
hold my arms
know my warmth

(in your eyes)
(in your eyes)
(in your eyes)
(I see my-)

All over - all over - all over again
All that i- all that i - all that i am now
All over - all over - all over again
All that i - all that i - all that i wanted
All over - all over - all over again
All that i- all that i - all that i am now
All over - all over - all over again
All that i - all that i - all that i wanted
hold my hands
in your eyes
hold my hands
I see my- 
all i am - all i am -all i am
(with your kiss)

cause I need you love you
(hold) onto my hands
give me
all I wanted I
have all I need
(cause I need you love you)
(cause I need you love you)

私はもう何も気にしなかった、
あなたの瞳に映る私の未来

i see my future in your eyes

// track 4 - i can only exist in the context of you
produced by me
VA: Yutogi Seto

Lyrics:

あなたの唇から言葉が漏れるのを待っていた

and you'll come back again
forget about it all
exist inside of you
exist inside of 
you

何度も何度も、動作が痛くなるまで。
私は無になりたくなかったのに、あなたは私の意味を与えてくれた、

I can't let go
I'd break myself
twist into my lungs
your voice
shape me - more 
take me - more 
make me - who I am
trace into my palms my meaning
make me ask if you still need me

I was never what you want
break my bones and mold me
stained with tears you hold me
you could never know me but I need you
to need me too

cause over and over and all again
you etch my skin we share meaning
cause what am I without all the things you meant
I only exist in your stead
callused hands outline my chest
waiting for my smile again
over again and again I'm nothing 
words won't escape from my lips

I tried holding in-
lie bout stains on my skin
movements hurt as you say the words that match marks left on me
I can't exist
with your hands in my ribs
but I'd die if you let me go

so let go 
I won't 
hold on
please wait for-

あなたの指が、私の体になぞった輪郭を型どった。
私の肌は、私たちが共有した思い出で染まった。

私たちの感情は、まだ残っているすべての痛みに刻まれた

I want to tell you where I've been 
I want your hands on top my skin
please just say that it's all alright you will not lie not for me
not again all again
I've made a mistake
I know I'll forget 
all my regrets
they'll happen again

do you see my palms
can you count the marks
can you still find yours 
find yours
we'll love again 
and we'll forget 
but scars don't heal
marks reveal where we've been

I'll laugh it off
you'll talk some more
cradle my corpse in your hands
that you used on me
I'll bleed
just me
just me
I'll wait for it to end 
you'll start again
always again

nothing remains of me

どうか離さないで、
私はあなたの中でしか存在できないのだから。

alem

i can only exist in the context of you

// track 3 - southward
produced by vai5000
additional vocals by elliebell (@1ellie)

And I can’t remember what my last words were
Let me say it
Let me say it
Let me say it
Again
cause I'm stuck here once again looking southwards
Let me say it
Let me say it
Let me say it
A-
I still see your smile when I turn
replaying moments I can't relive
Hoping that you’ll see them too
Say it again say it again
Say the words that we wrote

said words I can't seem to recall
All the nothings that were said
When we
Stayed up so late just talking
your smile through my phones glow
I'd try and hold your body
A thousand lights say
You loved me
and I'd look again old texts that I read
our memories stuck in my palm

@elliebell
Faster, faster
Ended up wordless, tattered
Leg-locked patterns
Touches hands its our disaster

(in my head)
We;d go all in
elysian eyes
My skin is thin
Black out at the siren
Head still spin
Eyes go blank when you hold my chin

Faster, faster
Ended up wordless, tattered
Leg-locked patterns
Touches hands its our disaster

@vai5000
check again check again for me
Sd cards holding 
our lows and highs
your goodbyes
my last smile 
that I gave you
if i told you i'd come back would you be there when I land
would you take me back
start all again

And I can’t remember what my last words were
Let me say it
Let me say it
Let me say it
Again
cause I'm stuck here once again looking southwards
Let me say it
Let me say it
Let me say it
A-
I still see your smile when I turn
replaying moments I can't relive
Hoping that you’ll see them too
Say it again say it again
Say the words that we wrote

southward +elliebell

.gav guy guy: why'd i let you go baby i,

need to know if you're not around now, i need to go now

oh im breathing slow, dont you know how to let it go?

https://soundcloud.com/loveywill guy guy:
I think we’ve gone too far, this time.
The olive branch was broken, as the bullets fly.

I don’t how to save you, this time.
The battle roars and rumbles, as we lose our lives.

So tell me… was it worth the war? Was it worth the bloodshed? Was it worth the gore?
Was it worth it? Was it worth it? Was it worth it?
Was it worth it? Was it worth it? Was it worth it?

gav guy guy: (dont lie to me) (dont lie to me) (dont lie to me) (dont lie to me)

olive branch w/ byewill

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/someone-like-u

eudaimonia

____________

i've been searching for someone like you

i hope you're not playing with my mind
'cause i believed we weren't wasting time
but now i'm seeing how it is
i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be

okay
wrong shit in front of my eyes
should've known cuz i've been through this twice
burned once and now i'm paying the price
tried to forget but you’re stuck in my mind  
i was fantasizing every touch you gave me 
all because i was...

searching for someone like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
'cause i've been searching like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you

wasted talks and empty nights
lost myself in your eyes
i tried to focus on my path
i tried to care less when you passed 
in my life
need to grow
time alone
in my life
need to heal
make it known
in my life 
something real
no disguise
in my life

someone like u

i hope people are enjoying the more orchestral stuff recently! I'm having alot of fun making them, my musical drive is basically nothing if im not making this stuff rn.

I'm sure my old inspiration for the regular stuff will be back soon, but for now I'm gonna enjoy this auditory hyperfixation :)