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[vai]
call back
take my hand and
take me back to where I met you

said you love me why don't I feel
that you were there when you said
you're right behind me and you will never leave
how come I don't
feel your heat

talking like I was nothing at all
but you said you love me
staring at my phone one missed call
I won't pick it up
try my best to just forget it all
all you said about me
but you still live inside my veins
feel you pulsate through me

tear up my lungs as I try scream out but it's silent
all that you said rings through my head
and I can't digest this feeling

stare into your eyes I can see that it's hollow inside
I can't feel your heart beat
where did your love go
it's too much for me I don't want to break memories
that we shared but I guess you never cared about me

[phixel]
im the youngest ive ever been
im the youngest ive ever been

all i have left are retellings of memories
a stylized rendition of what i was
cause i am a canvas removed of its paint
a machine left to rot, left to build up rust

your face, makes me feel nauseous
i dont know why, to be honest
as soon as a thought comes to mind, it passes me by
and i scream "im the dumbest ive ever been"
your eyes, glassy and hollow
there's no joy, nothing that follows
you make me feel like i know nothing, you don't even try
you act like I'm the youngest I've ever been

like I'm the dumbest I've ever been
I'm the youngest I've ever been

[vai]
I'll stare back as I watch you fall
relapse into your own world
eyes wide as you try to reach out to me
you can't see
try grab my hand
won't grab back
I'll let you go tonight

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