// track 4 - i can only exist in the context of you
produced by me
VA: Yutogi Seto

Lyrics:

あなたの唇から言葉が漏れるのを待っていた

and you'll come back again
forget about it all
exist inside of you
exist inside of 
you

何度も何度も、動作が痛くなるまで。
私は無になりたくなかったのに、あなたは私の意味を与えてくれた、

I can't let go
I'd break myself
twist into my lungs
your voice
shape me - more 
take me - more 
make me - who I am
trace into my palms my meaning
make me ask if you still need me

I was never what you want
break my bones and mold me
stained with tears you hold me
you could never know me but I need you
to need me too

cause over and over and all again
you etch my skin we share meaning
cause what am I without all the things you meant
I only exist in your stead
callused hands outline my chest
waiting for my smile again
over again and again I'm nothing 
words won't escape from my lips

I tried holding in-
lie bout stains on my skin
movements hurt as you say the words that match marks left on me
I can't exist
with your hands in my ribs
but I'd die if you let me go

so let go 
I won't 
hold on
please wait for-

あなたの指が、私の体になぞった輪郭を型どった。
私の肌は、私たちが共有した思い出で染まった。

私たちの感情は、まだ残っているすべての痛みに刻まれた

I want to tell you where I've been 
I want your hands on top my skin
please just say that it's all alright you will not lie not for me
not again all again
I've made a mistake
I know I'll forget 
all my regrets
they'll happen again

do you see my palms
can you count the marks
can you still find yours 
find yours
we'll love again 
and we'll forget 
but scars don't heal
marks reveal where we've been

I'll laugh it off
you'll talk some more
cradle my corpse in your hands
that you used on me
I'll bleed
just me
just me
I'll wait for it to end 
you'll start again
always again

nothing remains of me

どうか離さないで、
私はあなたの中でしか存在できないのだから。

alem

i can only exist in the context of you

// track 2 - learning to grow
produced by vai5000 + @disphing
additional vocals by @disphing
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ

太陽の光を肌で感じた
まるで生まれ変わったかのように。

And I tried to stand
My legs shaking under
the weight of all I can’t seem to grasp
take a moment let me trip again
reaching out to you- to your hand
Will it still - it still - hurt when I wake up?
can't let go just yet I'll try again

I could feel sun rays on skin as I kept myself running
trip and fall be reborn when
I get up
legs shaking get up
learning to-
learning to love someone that I still don't know
look into mirrors and I don't see myself
kept running kept tripping footsteps on asphalt
All I knew learning to-
Can’t let go
Let go
I’ll stand for you
Can't let go of you just yet I'm still learning to love
when I fall over again will you pick me up

アスファルトを引きずりながら走り続けた
明日も痛いのだろうか？その瞬間はどうでもよかった。
ただ、君に届きたかった、抱きしめたかった、それだけだった

私はまだ成長する方法を学んでいるのだと気づいた。

reaching out as im falling
catch me on the downswing
dont fight it
dont fight it
dont fight it
you hold me
you know me
you save me

revealing myself slow
your patience lets me know
its worth it
its worth it
its worth it
ill try for you
ill change for you
ill wait for you

learning to grow +disphing

// track 6 - fragments
produced by vai5000
additional vocals by  瀬戸ユトギ  
art by おきしどーる

(Organic sound -)
And I know it won't last
Everything comes to pass
Memories I have, will I forget
I feel it break away from me
I can't breathe

[Verse 2]
Hold me close to you
Tell me what to do
Save me from myself
Help me feel loved
And I'll try it again
Do it over again
Tripping on myself I can't help
Why am I such a mess?
Was it words that I said
I'm still stuck in my head
Can't say what I meant

[Verse 3]
Am I not enough
Am I what you want
Watch me break again
A thousand fragments
Start it over, let's try again?

[Verse 4]
Picking up the parts
One by one I'll
Try remake my heart
I'll try so hard
Tore me apart to love me
Is what's left still enough

[Outro]
I'll heal the cuts left on my hands
I'll take some time, I'll learn to stand
Collecting pieces of me
I'll make myself come whole again
(Synthetized from fragmentation)

[Yutogi Seto]
僕じゃダメ
きみの望み
また壊れてしまう
心も
もう一度始めようか
拾い集め
バラバラの心
つなぎ
強くなるよ
傷つけ愛して
残るは
傷跡癒していく
時間をかけて立ち上がる
バラバラの僕を
ひとつへと戻すから
(ひとつへと戻すから)
(ひとつへと戻すから)

fragments  +瀬戸ユトギ

// track 7 - hollow
produced by vai5000
additional vocals by @nujioh
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ
artwork by shinnkei_

今日は太陽が暖かく感じる。
ステンドグラスでできたような顔をして。
まばたきの瞬間を待っている
太陽が目に入る
私はブラインドを覆った
でもまだ君の全てが見えるようだ

watch the time pass as we dance
wish the clock would stay with frozen hands
every time I see your face
I can't help but tear up-
you promised to be here but you're far away
dancing with the ghosts inside of me
your memories
it's all I breathe
every part of me
is just-

and it all comes back again
and I'll relive all of it
every footstep that we made
our hands your face

and I'll try again I'll reach the sunrise
reaching out for stars above
will you hold my hand and tell me it's alright
everything you said will stay in my mind
and when it's all gone I'll stand by your side
echoes of your touch breeze through the air
cause even though you're gone you won't see me cry
I'll hold on to your warmth, we'll meet again

all the time we couldn't have
I'll make sure to pay it back
felt my heart- you said you loved me 
why can't I hold on to that
feel your hands around my body
every time I'm forced to go
cause even though you still love me
I can't say it back to you


胸に感じる。
1.. 2...3..

i'll be your shoulder to cry on
is that the hill you should die on?
who else could i rely on
just please reason with me my god
my cups empty without you
doubt that you see it
please do not leave me
why you gotta be so uptight
what you do when i'm out of your sights?
you told
you told me
told me everything's gonna be
okay
tell me what you said
but you know
i'm dejected
whats your message
i can't help it
i'm just circling around for you
felt rejected
how you carry all my fault

1.. 2..3...4... 5... 6... 7..
ひたすら待つ

hollow +nujioh

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/someone-like-u

eudaimonia

____________

i've been searching for someone like you

i hope you're not playing with my mind
'cause i believed we weren't wasting time
but now i'm seeing how it is
i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be

okay
wrong shit in front of my eyes
should've known cuz i've been through this twice
burned once and now i'm paying the price
tried to forget but you’re stuck in my mind  
i was fantasizing every touch you gave me 
all because i was...

searching for someone like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
'cause i've been searching like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you

wasted talks and empty nights
lost myself in your eyes
i tried to focus on my path
i tried to care less when you passed 
in my life
need to grow
time alone
in my life
need to heal
make it known
in my life 
something real
no disguise
in my life

someone like u

it's no use trying to be someone full of hate
so just let things be and wait for love.

fragments +瀬戸ユトギ

vai5000

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