last night i was sleeping and woke up exactly the minute this was released ✨😭

produced by hiraeth
(sinxi on guitar at the end :>)

let me down
said that theres no reason to mourn
you let me drown
reaper pushed me outta the door
ur not around
i dont wanna die to a sword
put me down
said that theres no reason to call

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again


cant find the time to stay
wasting it all away
feelings i cant erase
blood ripping down in the rain

shovel  shit across the  yard in the silence
take him out man i aim where his head is
such a switch swear before he wasnt like this
how do u not get sick of being pretentious

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again

feel

[lyrics]

NOAH THOMAS
aw yeah cypher song, take one breath i know you’re breathing me in, when I’m a thousand miles away how could you still think of him?, you’re on the train home thinking about what y’all could’ve been, when i was right here all along, just kept making amends

SPOOKYBANDS
baby hang on, i’ve been good as far as you know, we don’t need to make problems, i cant love you right now girl, yeah i can fix up that front door that you complain about, you say you can feel a draft still, i dont need you getting colder

SACE6
and I’m still holding on, for it to be the same, if i’m still going on, don’t ask me to stay, i’m so sick of writing paragraphs, no need to cry it wouldn’t last, anyways, anyways

HAMILTON
and i’m so sick of feeling like this, woke up and my body feeling lifeless, i’m at the bottom of the bottle can you pick me up, i’m so sick of feeling this stuck in my head, every single day, memories of you start to fade away and turn gray, as i turn a new page, i’m just another dog trying to break my cage 

KENNY ORLANDO
and if i said that i moved on then you know i’d be lying, how do i put something i love so damn much behind me, i’m stuck in hiding, but let it find me, how do you move on? you do it blindly

KILLMESUMDAY
this time you can lose my number, i don’t know why this happens to me, time flies she still wears my sweater, thats the closest that she’ll get to me, my heart hurts cause i still remember all the lies that you fed to me, we can’t talk you’re always pulling me under, i can’t let you get the best of me

EZRA
you’re far away and i hate you, you won’t find another me i hope it breaks you up, was it a mistake to let you live a dream i hope life f***ing wakes you up, I-95 i’m driving all alone and i’m driving drunk, just stay alive, i’m trying, your heartless words don’t help me much

LOVE JAI
if i'm a piece of your puzzle i just won't ever fit, i feel like some people hate me and they just won't admit, i live up to your expectations i'm a piece of s**t, i got a target on my head and it's hit or miss, don't pay no mind heart intertwined and my hands are tied, i can feel the pressure from all angles I’m not switching sides congratulations your wish is true don’t act so surprised, wont say a word about it and i don’t even know why 

KENNEDYXOXO
it’s like i want what i cant have, i’m so self destructive i suggest that you stand back and you’ll be okay, tough love isn’t that bad, is that sad, now that this is over i wonder who got the last laugh, and its over with i told you i was never okay, you told me to get over it like “oh you don’t say”, i’d be colder and emotionless i dug my own grave, now it’s time for you to leave me here before its too late

JOMIE
when will you care cause i doubt you ever did, yeah we close to the finale hope you had fun cause i did, i feel like robin since my pretty b***h look  to go shopping, anything for her by any means, so run your pockets, vroom vroom got one speed i’m zooming, told her if she got another option she should choose it, why you looking At my face you think that funny s**t amusing, you stay at your momma’s place then make fun of my music, what the f**k you doing, its getting harder to be the bigger person, it’s only a loss if you find you didn’t leaRn s**t, i know i’ve won when i write my name in cursive on your girlfriends lips she says that i’ve earned it

aw yeah cypher song ft. spookybands, hamilton, Love Jai, Ezra, & Jomie

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name 
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Keep in Touch

produced by @hiraethsry

lyrics:

(hiraeth)

take my soul take my body too and leave me here alone
sorry, crashing out on you , its hard to be controlled
looking at the water man id hate to be so cold
bottom of the bridge is over there its looking warm
wonder if i would have found some peace and some tranquillity
holding onto nothing bro im really getting sick of me
its been so long i dont really mind
you should let go now i wont lie
all i gave to you
was all ive ever had
you took a piece of me
and threw it in the trash
all that i endured
just to go to waste
i poud my heart out
for you to copy paste
i let this rain fall down
i dont mind it
i thought with all this dirt you would notice
and though i hate myself you ignored it

(dazed)

how bout lets back track
what did you just say to me?
i know you meant that
but you said it playfully
and thats a problem in itself
i hope you know that
dont say that youre at fault when you blamed me before that
i think im good off all the social interaction
im so tired of talking
im sorry I've been lagging
im going m.i.a for the 12th time this week
im on the verge of it all, i feel my knees getting weak
i'd never resort to abusing my power
talk hard in your lyrics but to me youre a coward
i fear im going crazy pulling strands in the shower
you encourage me to do that, and youre making me cower
I TAKE TOO LONG TO RESPOND
HOW COULD YOU DEAL WITH THAT?
MY MEMORY ISNT FOND
SO I'LL FORGET BOUT THAT
you cant tell me im wrong
when you move like that
yet i'd drop anything just to hear youre okay
and i'll cover my face
in almost every single photo
im insecure and i swear pics are just a no-go
dont need your help
promise, im better off solo
and you know
you know

tranquility (feat. hiraeth)

(Prod. Noise Complaint)

Lyrics: 

Couldn’t let you inside
I just do the same thing 45 times
Know I hate the thought of you with any other guy
No I’m not the type of boy just to see you as a prize
Spent a whole year to realise
I can see you lie
You were never mine
But nevermind

It’s always so silly to me how much I respect the honesty
Put so much forward for things you can’t see
Look in my eyes when you’re talking to me
What it is when my heart feels ordinary
Why do I feel so alive when the shit get scary?
It’s only a problem to me

I can see the tear drops falling down
I know you can’t even look at me
My problem always keeps me separate from the crowd
Can’t you look forward without looking down?
I got too many issues to part ways with you now
I gotta sacrifice
Looking so bluntly while I sharpen my knife
I swear I told you this is what I wanna do with my life
But when your eyes meet mine we just can’t think twice
(Is this what I’m doing tonight?)

What I gotta do to make you proud of me?
What’s for the best isn’t what I want
Know your future’s uncertain and it’s always a lot
Know I make you mad, yeah I pissed you off
Would I stop being sad if I make the top?
Give me time baby, and you’ll forget about me
‘Cause if you get much worse I’ll be the only reason
Try to clear your memories, forget the hidden meaning
When it gets so cold that I-

Always the catalyst
Cry harder for me babe this is the last time
I feel so fucking sick in my mind
I’ll never forget your hand on mine
I wanna hurt myself thinking ‘bout the next guy
“Sorry I hurt you” doesn’t make it better
I can not curse you, only the city weather
And when I fell in love I knew this shit was coming
Crashing at false speeds, and you just leave me nothing.

nvm :/

prod. me (dawsin)
composed by (dawsin)

lyrics:
look that pawn in his eyes
as you continue
to sacrifice
i can listen to the ghosts in my head
my head

I'm burning alive in this room
so hot in here i vision the fumes
left by everyone, i guess this my doom
then i formally invite my ex's to my tomb
to my tomb
so you see my body dismembered and skewed
i saw you by that grace, white cloak pretty face, you've never been
more rude

i left my body at home
and my mind is so weak
I'm traveling for miles
and the people don't speak
i tried for awhile
but no words was fled
i hate all their smiles
like why are they happy?
it doesn't make sense
it's not meant to be
maybe I'm dead or maybe I'm freed
I'm hoping for peace
I'm hoping for peace

I'M NOT DONE TALKING
(I AM THE NEW)
LOOK AT ME
(ORDER)
AM I JUST AN OBJECT TO YOU?

(LOUDER)
(LOUDER)
(LOUDER)

"the park on the lake,
we spent the whole day there
just the two of us, staring at the water"

I'm buried alive
i feel the nerves and they go
she always flirting with me
but me i watch my tone
why am i at this party?
why do i even go?
ill just sit here an think abt it and head home
i can't even go to bed when i want
hear the voices and the taunts
ouu the taunts

please don't leave
this ain't my full potential
please don't go
I'm not done talking
to you
to you
turn around
look at me
am i just an object to you

pawn

// written and recorded in 2023
and there’s more than a million words 
buried round the corners of my mind but none of them feel right now 
but there i said that i love you first
and i meant every word in every moment, not a lie to be found :/

doesn’t matter what you say 
your words mean nothing to me…
felt it as my heart decayed 
your words mean nothing to me 

i’ll keep walking further with my head down 
feels like my hearts constantly in pain now  
staring at the ceiling till i go numb 
i had all the love to last a lifetime but you threw it all out 

oh
valentine? 

// 2/8/2025 
and i hate the way everything has changed
i’ve got reasons to believe that we will never be the same 
but i don’t know who i am without you 
my heart aches when im here without you   

and i can’t talk about my feelings, im ashamed…
i let you into my life so many times so im to blame :/
and i don’t know who i am without you 
cross my heart i’m dead here without you

and i hate the way that ive grown self-conscious 
you ruined me down to the carcass :(
baby don’t you dare call this love  
i tried again and you let me down…
and i hate the way i wake and you’re not here 
weighs against my brain and it’s not fair 
baby don’t you dare give up now 
wait on you till i’m in the ground

i don't know who i am without you [michael harrison x fxckyeahako]

produced by - Jacob Vallen

brain, dust
silence 
mourge sounds
deafing
heart break
so scared to see all the love fade
Wisconsin is nothing like back, then

holding your hand
the sun set again
my whole life is a dream, with you there right next  to me
and my words cant repair
all the love that has failed
but im glad that we're here once again

id spend my months
getting fit for your love
i know
life is unbearable, but id stand so still 
with your arm wrapped in mine
the time seems to fly
but id spend every second with you

every bump i seem to pass, leaves me second to last
challenges surround me, its so damn embarrassing
but id plan to jump
the sound of your love
fills me up to the brim like a drug

spend every second with you

everything by me
be as well as you can be;
thank you for being here.

i've seen what they're after,
those piles of fiction,
drawings of answers
warping perceptions

o mother, or father, 
doth cast a reflection?
they weasel and balter 
to distance from lesson

out of grace,
i fall from the arms of armistice
lack every card but the ace,
played when he longs for not a thing

studies of readings inscribed by the feeble
distorted, then imported to feed and fuel an ego
though karma is nothing but patience and sermon
for evil and ugly of heart are persistent
the paling and devoid of taste cheer
tagged and collared, held in place
does it ever pose you great fear?
were we ever meant for aim?
to strain
to ache
to strive
to break
to bend on command,
do you not feel disdain?
i'm awake for age of negation
and stripped away of certain relation,
but i believe in better days,
though how does one both go and stay?

out of grace
i fall from the arms of armistice

cyanide skin

produced by: ilyl1ght 
lyrics:
why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see oh 

𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 
𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 
𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 
𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

i feels like i’ve nowhere to go
your not here and im trying to cope 
that look in your eyes feels like home 
home, home 
ohh 
with you it feels like i belong 
with you i don’t feel im alone 
ohhh

why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see ohh

you, i wont cope in a world without you
i wont live in a world without you 

<3

i don't know who i am without you [michael harrison x fxckyeahako]

valentine ghost

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