@insijun

music vid - https://www.instagram.com/p/CYSoAqJu2kU/

sometimes im awake 
n i feel like i am dreamin  
i think ill b alright 
ill make it to the evenin
but please dont text and please and please dnt call
i tried 2 give a shit but fck it all

me and all da homies in da cut
if u on some opp shit
we could get it poppin
done with all the nonsense
double up im tweakin
lil bish she geekin
im just tryna kill my stress 
all tha problems in my head :/

outta my hands
said its outta my hands
get outta my bed
was this part of the plan?
cuz i feel nothing
im fcked up wit stress
feelin the mosts
got m3 feelin the best
but is it a stress idk
think ive been stressed keep it low

ʏᴀ ʏᴀ ʏᴀ
so far could u come a lil closer
past love lost lookin for the closure
no im nevr simpin
i got things 2 do
focused on the bag
i been makin money moves
they gon b flockin
when the stacks up
lil boy get ur racks up
shawty playin games errryday
they think im mad dumm :s
(hahaha)
i dont wanna run so ive got 2 hide
cant control my thoughts im in overdrive
i guess its all alright

i am dreaming (pr. insijun)

prod @user-238307669 + @northeastlights

mix + master - @kainebot

cover - @stainedgl4ss

lyrics: 

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

i blacked out and woke up in the maze in my mind
pacing in circles, tryna leave it all behind
a mask in disguise trying to mask my demise
pull back the curtain let me into the light

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful
begging the benzos to be careful with my heart
they whisper back “you know that we can’t be apart”
it’s so hard 
i been fucked up from the start
i close my eyes my world goes dark
this game of life i press restart x_x

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful

valium

valium (fendijayd + northeast lights)

craccen [brayam]

Mind (Spill k1ro Rest)

@venusiann
@wintertears
@love3244
@beatsbykrave 

[44everlast]
you're gone now i feel alone 
washed away my tears i feel dead
withdrawals from missing you girl
love your smile you're my whole world

i wanna feel some way
bring me back to the good old days
call me when you need me 
please dont forget about me baby

shooting stars i wanna wish for you
sleeping so late baby all i think about is you
i will wait for you to come home
baby why u leave me alone

can you hear my voice out there
im crying for you back here
i'm missing you everday
you know i don't give a fuck what other people say

[venusiann]
please don’t go away
sometimes it’s hard to stay awake
doesn’t matter what you say
i’ll still love you in every way

don’t leave me, don’t you see
we could be, history
i’m sorry, if i’m mean
there’s little kindness in me

i want you forever, you’re so sweet
you can keep my sweater
you know me, i’ll take you wherever
through cold like december

it’s hard, but you have to try
my heart, belongs to you
to you...

withdrawal +  venusiann (wintertears, lov3ly & krave)

nox & metis - patrick bateman (metis)

junk caffeine, fear of god 

everything by me @stellathepixie

lyrics
bones rip thru my skin 
kimimaro
cold white winter wings 
blush w sorrow 
weak cease-fire girl
forfeit, die yung 
ur paper cut world
sprouts back towards sun

junk caffeine, fear of god
in the backseat of ur old car 
new machines, hating god
coz we’re to young to know what we r

breathing fire, showing scars 
kissing boyz can feel so bizarre
but brush my cheek n feel my heart
ill be better jus don’t go far

endure this shit 
feel the dopamine hit
hold their hand, load her gun 
pray 2 god she won’t fire it
u won’t exist 
a dead eyed hypocrite 
angel, i’d break ur ribs 
if i knew the fuckin benefit

kimimaro (pixie)

@1permalove
@0avalon
@negative_creeper
@zekzo099
@gisenn

heartsick set w/ permalove +avalon + negative creeper + zekzo + gisen </3

prod @1vacy

ive been waiting for that someone
to help guide me thru im fallin for u
idk how to go about tellin u
i wish you felt the same too
u got me goin back
making me feel bad
for all the things i said to u
yk i didnt mean to
i never meant to hurt u

could never tell if u truly wanted me
now im overthinkin for feelings i can’t guarantee
u got me thinkin the time we wastin
i love the way u lied to me
before i knew it wasnt meant to be
but u said u couldnt go on without me
now ur a memory

kimimaro (pixie)

valentinesday