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out of luck [garasu]

i don’t wanna change — senses (slowed)

let the foxes lick my bloodied handzzz

prod @blackwinterwells
ft @blackwinterwells 

(pixie)
why dont i know whats wrong
dont talk me down ive won
give me ur gun
n give me ur love
n stay down
stay behind me
stay alive baby

metaphysic masterpieces
stay off my damn heels
i know im never needed
so this is what you want me 2 feel

druid, earth knight
i jus wanna hide in trees and make myself look clever
let the foxes lick my bloodied hands
ur stain is there forever

(wells)
yeah
ur never really honest 
and i dont know what u wanted
4 some reason u  wont say it 
can we take it back 2 basics
back before u spoke in riddles 
ur so cold im getting shivers
can we take this somewhere warmer 
4 my molars start 2 chatter

i cant read between the lines ur writing
im so tired of the fighting
all my muscle tissue withered into dust
and i need some time alone 
2 find my feelings 
that were buried for survival 
as 2 not fall off the tight rope

walking backwards through the darkness 
if i look i know ill plummet
2 the ghosts i meant 2 banish 
keep my blindfold on 2 spite them
and im pleading for ur candor 
yr behavior is substandard
and im puzzled but i'm standing over spikes at least i'm balanced

(pixie)
fairytale romanticism
hollow kingdom full of perfect life
id live mine out in peace and quiet
bcos i dont like 2 fight

but after 1 or 2 dull weeks
id start 2 miss the trauma that was you
i was ur fool
and i have never liked anything better

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druid w/ blackwinterwells (wells)

@specialsoft
@glassxhotel

changing colors of my skin from the pills i dont want 2 take
 ur so violent transparency is all i have
my lil lil baby girl

hanging in the loop but the loop breaks by itself
saw a pearl in you but failed to open the shell I
i am so rubbish and i know you are zero waste 
mirror in blood i want to get out of hell

i am so rubbish and i knw you are zero waste
 & i also know this bitter taste
 other side only place u want me 2 take myself
i come to you to cry on bloody hands
know u hate me but thats the only way
these pills are my sunset now
u dont even care
go fuck yourself im gonna die here anyway

zero waste (specialsoft)

feat: idiot, chained2, leiahp, inno, august, nicopatty(greentop), mika, april21k, twintails

Coetus Clips Vol. 7 (Legacy) Finale edition

@venusiann
@k4nji1004

[coldspades]
and its too easy to see 
what you wanted from me
can't get you out of my head
just wanna go right asleep
i know she want me to stay
yeah she begging me please
but i just think about you
kissing you in my dreams

[venusiann]
maybe i'm crazy
you couldn't save me
this feeling deep down
it hurts but i wont speak out
kiss me slow, oh
i sing you these notes, oh
did you know, oh
i love you the most, oh

dreams ft. venusiann (k4nji)

@kojowav @kimzhel
@glassxhotel

i feel like i can hear your breath every day
but id like to be deaf to that 
maybe we could spend some time again
 but would be painful in the end

save the pain i gave you then
& brake my spine by accident
so greedy for bleeding
ecstasy changes my ceiling

im the only one deep so dark in mind
when everything is fine i have to fuck it up

can't face it
is it difference
i dissolve my face in whitness
let the pill paint me a rainbow
i deserve nothing but echos
replace me by someone
someone who can support you
my blood is so poisoned
that every every day is torture

replace me

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replace me (kojo kimzhel)

junk caffeine, fear of god 

everything by me @stellathepixie

lyrics
bones rip thru my skin 
kimimaro
cold white winter wings 
blush w sorrow 
weak cease-fire girl
forfeit, die yung 
ur paper cut world
sprouts back towards sun

junk caffeine, fear of god
in the backseat of ur old car 
new machines, hating god
coz we’re to young to know what we r

breathing fire, showing scars 
kissing boyz can feel so bizarre
but brush my cheek n feel my heart
ill be better jus don’t go far

endure this shit 
feel the dopamine hit
hold their hand, load her gun 
pray 2 god she won’t fire it
u won’t exist 
a dead eyed hypocrite 
angel, i’d break ur ribs 
if i knew the fuckin benefit

kimimaro (pixie)

prod me

(chorus)
do you believe that
we could be what we want x2
do you believe that
we're too desperate for love x2

(post-chorus)
you said you'll never let me go
i just wanna let you know
that i miss when we were close, oh oh

but it's hard for me to show
emotions aren't my roll
you don't wanna know..

(verse)
maybe we should leave
somewhere we could be
together you & me
forever you & me

i'm trying hard
to play apart
i think we're meant to be
i think we're meant to be<3

desperate love

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desperate love (prod me)

@xxsyris
@awwy2k @lewisgoing
@glassxhotel

(syris)
yeah u broke my heart
nd you did it so fast
i’m rlly blowin up
see the smoke thru the glass
my bby plz don’t leave me
i just wnt you in my life
takin puffs of cigarettes
idc about my life

ahhhh
make me chase you down
i’ll use my knifeee
ik what u wnt and it’s not loveee
i’ll die if you ever fuckin stoppppp

(syringe angel)
I don't know innocence
take me on a date
was kidding babe 
cause i don't leave the cave
 i need a break  2 find myself

my limbs go numb 
you are asking why 
this plastic ceiling is not the sky
my teeth in blood 
you see a smile 
container in which i live is falling apart

i dont wanna hurt you but im in deep love with pain 
& i dont wanna hurt you but it just happens by itself

plastic ceiling + syris (kidu lewisgoing)

@syringeangel
@prodmichael
@glassxhotel

mastered by @venusrose4u

vivi;
tell that bitch that i'm coming back home with no cash
i've been living ambitionless but it's okay
got my gun steady loaded pointed at my face 
it gonn make me look pretty covered with (ilyvenus) roses 
when it blows maybe then u'll say sorry 
i've been lonely each day u been snorting 
u don't fucking know pain u've been causing 
all i wanted to hear that u'll be okay

syringe angel;
its the middle of summer but now u colder 
say ur words that im just a junk im not a stoner
 so why you look at me disappointed?
u used to about our life but i was joking 
because in your life iam only a problem
 & thats why i have to buy a gun in october
 i want 2 die but im afraid of it 
its fucking nonsense 

crawl under the weight of my own head
i don't remember the day when i was sober
cannot change anything in my life
is so pointless
 since with each other we’re so frozen

ketamine +syringe angel (xmichaelwarren)

a girl made of moonlight and teeth

@pearlblade + sympathy

the incisions
dopamine 
n the kill is
always clean

bend ur body
damp n lean
fire licking 
gasoline

a hacksaw n a staple gun
a piece of her is missing
she birthed u like an egg from inside 
ur slow n she isn’t

motion sick n coughing blood
her syrup in ur throat
ur lover on the pavement
with the last drop of ur hope

pls ignore the knives on the wall
its a hive mind n a heart murmur
incorrect flow of blood
into the oil burner

a girl made of moonlight n teeth
her face will bleed n moisten 
inaccuracies of the mind
its so much worse in person

there is a rifle 
pressed into my skull
the corpse of my angel
sockets n cold bones  
i checked my watch so
everybody would know
the time that my head split 
im sorry i’ve grown cold

loverzz on the pavement (+pearlblade +ami)

mix/master/engineering for both vocalist done by : maestro :)

maestro:
Theres a party going on inside my head
and all my worst thoughts are invited
they tell me that i wish i was dead
they tell me that i just wanna have fun
i just wanna have fun
i wanna party all night long
this is your favorite song DJ turn it up

xaxanity:
Ya there's murder in my head when I pop another M
Voices in my head saying that I should be dead
But I keep pushing on
n on n on n on
I just want ur love
ur love ur love ur love

I been poping fucking xannies until I blackout
Baby take my hand, can you take me out of hell?
I just wanna cry but I can't fucking cry.
Fuck ya im alright, you can tell by my eyes

maestro:
Theres a party going on inside my head
and all my worst thoughts are invited
they tell me that i wish i was dead
they tell me that i just wanna have fun
i just wanna have fun
i wanna party all night long
this is your favorite song DJ turn it up

kimimaro (pixie)

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