BOOK SCHOOL </3
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cant lie u took a part of me when u left
i been spendin all my money on sum shit that i'll regret
told this girl i wanna die while she kissin on my neck
told this girl i wanna die 
said me too 
and then she left
alot of fake friends
are there real ones left
cant goto sleep 
trapped in my head
pretty girl
chanel bag wit cocaine 
my loves a time bomb exploding
u dont want to love me 
cuz it got too hard
u dont want to love me 
cuz it wont get far

i dont want to think about anything 
im numb inside 
i dont want to think about anything 
im numb inside 
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<3

-emo fruits aka yung this song sounds like yellow or green so finding a cover was hard

BOOK SCHOOL (PROD. 2K6 x TORTURE)

lyrics:

comin up quick again
cuz i took too much
never see u again my friend
u burned out the clutch

trying to back out my driveway
did i say too much?
sorry if i hurt u
i just get in my head a bunch

it’s only life
it’s only life

so i fucked up again
and i cut myself
i can’t even find the words now that could tell

i’m drugged up again
and i found my hell
crawl back up to the earth’s surface just to die again

it’s only life
it’s only life

it’s only life
(i still fuck up all the time without u)
it’s only life
(i still fuck up all the time without u)
it’s only life
(i still fuck up all the time without u)
it’s only life
(i still fuck up all the time without u)

without u (citizen flip)

Rise From the Wreck

cig and a walk freestyle <|||3
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runnin thru my mind like every night
lately all these drugs dont get me high
im the one who does the shit u like
who really gon love u when its time

i got bitches wanna fuck me for my money
but i dont got no money
think its funny
i be in the city 
all black tho
eyes dead
and its prolly from the act' tho
leave me 
u can hate me all summertime
young dead inside
coolin wit these drugs of mine
dying sober
prolly not
yeah im always high
bitches love my whine
love it when i always cry

i love when u hurt me
i know u just use me
i love when u hurt me 
abuse me 
beat me till u bruise me
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-emo fruits aka lean in the wineglass shawty

cig and a walk freestyle (prod. THANKYOUTHOMAS)

produced by misery, highxtides, blade901
written by lightning logan
made by the monster

the secret of invisibility [prod. highxtides]

[+] a list of my tendencies. 
* prod by @sketchmyname *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i could really tell by how you walk
see it in your face every time that you talk, ouu
i don't wanna lock
all the fucking thoughts in my head
but i don't know what to do if i stop
i do this a lot

[verse: 1]
i do this a lot
smoking on that kush
i think my brain startin to rot, uh
fuck it, oh my god
i do this a lot yeah
baby i'm alone up in my room
can i get top?
please get out my face
i don't mean to blame
but you always talk a lot
and i just wanna get some space
uh fuck it i'm a lame
put that on my name shorty
i don't wanna see you
when i pull up with my gang ya
she think i'm insane

[bridge:]
i'll show you crazy
just look in the mirror lil baby
i know you hate me
gold all in my lip
she think i'm a dick
i'ma take yo bitch
i just tell it how it is

[hook:]
i do this a lot (8x)

[verse: 2]
pulled up in a benz
i don't need no friends
fuck it
you can come and see me
if you really want amense
i don't think so
you biting on my lingo
i'ma spark this blunt right here
for you outside my window
like i do this a lot

i do this a lot (interlude)

prod bear

LYRICS
im losin all my friends yea
sometimes i jus pretend that
ur still right here with me
but it aint been the same since u hit that tree
now i numb myself with everything
i can get my hands on it aint helpin me
but at least im livin comfortably
while the hospital bed is where u sleep :( fuck
u cant get any rest there
come stay with me
i'd treat u o so nice dear
can u help me please
im high like every night but
at least im free
call me the i don't care bear
cus ima freak ! :p

where'd my friends go

reflection (prod khail)

[Prod. Metlast] @metlast

Lyrics:
I dont wanna fall in love aye
I dont give a fuck what that bitch say
Everybody lie they dont feel my pain
Everybody lie they dont fuck with me

Aye roll up again
Blow out my smoke and envision my death
Aye

Im fiendin
I dont gotta reason 
I just wanna get high till my lungs bleeding
Ay

Demons be swimmin in my head
I just want piece lay me to rest

No i cannot see a future 
Ill fuck my life, ill make it a mess

So many self doubts
I cannot get out

NOBODY TOLD ME ROCK BOTTOM WOULD BE SO PEACEFUL 
NOBODY TO HOLD ME I FEEL LIKE IM GOING INSANE

NOBODY TOLD ME THERES COMFORT IN BEING NUMB
CAN ANYONE TELL ME IF IM GONNA MAKE IT

the secret of invisibility [prod. highxtides]

children of the night