prod.@hassanfilename + me

@trustt
i cant let my mom down 
she knows that i'll make it
making money off a pastime
how i made it
i hope that it works out 
i know i'll be famous
i don't want the long route though
i'm not patient

19, i need it now 
can i have my turn yet?
i just wanna make it out
sorry that i'm upset

IT'S JUST WHEN IM PLAYING SHOWS
I WON'T EVEN GIVE A SHIT
WHEN SHE HAS HER OWN HOUSE
I'LL TELL HER THAT SHE EARNED-
GOD, SHE EARNED IT
MOM I EARNED IT

i can't let my-
cuz i can't let my mom down
i know that i'll make it
cuz i make money off a pastime
how i made it
i know it will work out
i know i'll be famous
i don't want the long route though
cuz i'm not patient 

@hassanfilename
baby don't fool me now yuh just do it right
you can call my phone even in the night
now i'm trippin in my room look through my eyes 
she asked for a ring, yea i just might

i might do it now 
no questions asked yea
MAKE YOUR BEST SOUND
i might do it now 
no questions asked yea
MAKE YOUR BEST SOUND

5 more minutes till i can't 
5 more things till i cant do it no more
this bitch think she can get at me 
don't even try i'm through the floor

i might do it now 
no questions asked yea
MAKE YOUR BEST SOUND
i might do it now 
no questions asked yea
MAKE YOUR BEST SOUND

@trustt
BITCH I FEEL MY BODY CRUSHED UP
crushed up, crushed up 
pressure make me crush up
crush me,  burn me
bitch i'm fucking burnt out
so crush me, crush me
BITCH THERE IS NO PLAN B

CRUSH
this is all i want
one life i spend it
spend it how i want
i just wanna have fun

when i rule the world
TURN THE BASS UP
where's the fucking party??
tryna turn upppppppppppppppp

WHEN IM AT THE PARTY I'M NOT DRUNK
CRUSH
WHEN I'M WITH MY FRIENDS I HAVE FUN
CRUSH
AND BITCH I FEEL THE MUSIC I AIN'T NUMB 
CRUSH

crushed up, bitch i feel my body crushed up
crushed up, bitch i feel my body crush up
crush me, burn me, bitch i'm fucking burnt out
so crush me, burn me
crush me

crushed

[MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/BxLYEp4Ya1A]

prod.@xaev + @72crash + me

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you-

bruises on my body
dont ask me how i got it
brand new face i bought it
shout out to my doctor
bruises on my body 
please dont get me started
bruises on my body
i just wanna party

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?

plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING
plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty thing

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty th-

you just wanna be like me 
but you cant afford it
stop obsessing over me
but you know i love it
if you say i gotta leave
im like ok fuck it
PROMISE you wont follow me
if you blink you miss it

bitch im rolling in my bed
turn the music up
i just wanna smash my head
i just wanna jump

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
I DONT LOVE NO ONE
RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA 
JUMP, JUMP

turn the bass up, why????
IM TOO SHY TO PARTY BUT ILL STAY UNTIL IM HIGH
i dont wanna talk i can talk between my eyes
right behind my forehead is where i form all my lies

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK

it's a beauty thing

i thought i heard your voice again
i turned around, where are you at now?
the same illusion once again

but you were gone before i even spoke
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

i can’t hold on, you slip away
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

stuck in...Yesterday_3

https://soundcloud.com/14gardens
https://soundcloud.com/b3v3l
https://soundcloud.com/cus3d

Glow before

i could leave you dead in a second

samples "Aberdeen Dream Sequence" by venturing.
https://soundcloud.com/02_26_2001/aberdeen-dream-sequence

lyrics:
i can't make no music how i feel;
i forgot everything that i once knew
don't think about it too much
slam your table if you do
and if you hate the things you love
how can you say that you're true?
bitch i'm finally at the point
everything, it hurts
try to live my life myself
fuck it up and make it worse
i got everything i wanted
and i'm sleeping while it's here
i got an angel and a devil
and a shepherd in my ear

chop-shop bound if i was a robot
like some people think
it's like i've never made shit before
i'm forgetting the simple things
can't even do this
my dream sequence is a tragedy
and i can't figure out
how to make a song like aberdeen
i think i've gotta figure out
how to make a song like me
non-stop reminders of who's leaving me in the dust
each time that i breathe
and if the music is a penny's worth
i don't think i'm even in that ring
don't get too greedy or you might get hurt
you might get everything
tough ass sample so the beat rocks
can't make shit, but you still wanna be me
you hated my guts, and that's how we're gonna leave it on
bitch, i'll talk my shit until i'm dead
i only make good music in my head
from scratch until my forehead is red
and when i make beats, it's like fucking [up] a skill check
i'm walking with like 20 dollars bumping venturing
the wolfhound's on the aux
if it don't bump, don't let it spin
just spend two hours on a blank screen
i can not make a thing
my catharsis don't do shit

'cause i can't make no music how i feel;
i forgot everything that i once knew
don't think about it too much
slam your table if you do
and if you hate the things you love
how can you say that you're true?
bitch i'm finally at the point
everything, it hurts
try to live my life myself
fuck it up and make it worse
i got everything i wanted
and i'm sleeping while it's here
i got an angel and a devil
and a shepherd in my ear

aberdeen

tired of being patient (of being patient)
you know you never meant it (never meant it)

why would you make it
(complicated im not angry i just wish that i was happy again)

you can think
(all that you want)
all that you want
(all that you want)

but, that’s too bad forget
cause you’ll never ever get what you want, again.

that’s too bad forget it.

(ill never ever get what i want, again)

cling to your words
choking on every letter

tears start to burn
but I’ll hope your getting better

leave you to think
all that you want

(leave you to think)

but
it’s too bad that I’ll never forget it
cause I’ll never get to feel the relief
ever again. (ill never feel relief)

that’s too bad forget it

(cause you’ll never ever get what you want).

all that u want (っ- ‸ - ς)

prod.@72crash + me

bitches want my swag
well, i don't want it back 
i don't wanna make this shit
i don't wanna sound like that
i don't mean to make you mad
it's just all y'all sound the same 
i got so much more to say
tell me why i'd never change

spending days inside
yeah i'm stuck inside my brain
i don't have a pretty face
i don't got a word to say
there's no point in talking pain
if there's no one listening
i know someone's gives a shit
when they tell me bout their day, yeah

just treat me like someone
big heart but it broke so much
gotta keep going gotta give no fuck
brand new shit gotta test my luck
spin back-
jk i ain't hard so what
talk yo shit just try to keep up

i'd sell out for my love
you sell out for some drugs 
then die by 21
star life yeah ain't it fun
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
movie star like, so what

bitches want my swag
well, i don't want it back 
i don't wanna make this shit
i don't wanna sound like that
i don't mean to make you mad
it's just all y'all sound the same 
i got so much more to say
tell me why i'd never change

spending days inside
yeah i'm stuck inside my brain
i don't have a pretty face
i don't got a word to say
there's no point in talking pain
if there's no one listening

star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what

so what

your perfect girl

I'm definitely thinking about releasing an album under the name Psych-O-Naut?
...maybe?

Lower Rift

Lyrics
In the battle fought with lies
She fuels her own crusade
A weary Joan of Arc
Drained from light and glow
Against the sources of evil
Crawling up the stream
She’s set to beat the lion
In her plea for unity

She is a warrior
She is a warrior
A warrior

Everyone is wrong
It feels... not great
She wants to save them from the bad
But no one cares

She is a warrior
A warrior

Devoted partisan
Losing field
The world rests on her shoulder
It makes her feel… not great 

She is a warrior
With tears in her eyes
She is a warrior
With tears in her eyes
She is a warrior
Warrior

____________________

Instruments
• Electric guitars
• Felt piano – OT Sine
• Bass – Modo
• Drums – AD2
• Clap – DR110
• Pads – Oberheim OB-EZ
• Ahh – Mellotron M-Tron pro
• Minimoog – UAD
• High strings & brass – Philharmonik 2
• Tuba – UVI Ircam 2
• Music box – UVI
____________________

No AI. Dorian Urac sings, composes, mixes, writes lyrics, creates his own artwork and he plays several musical instruments.

© Dorian Urac - 2025


Glow before

vanishing point