feat. bevel

music that scratches the fuzzy part of my eardrums

https://soundcloud.com/14gardens
https://soundcloud.com/b3v3l
https://soundcloud.com/cus3d

unwanted

[artist's description]

The song is honestly pretty sad thematically but it's something I personally went through and making this song was kind of symbolic of having closure to that. Like I know what happened on my end of the story, I did my part of the healing. The scar is still there but like, I know why and how it happened, enough so that I was able to make a song about it. So even if the song and its topic might not be calm or peaceful, it does symbolize it. A kind of bittersweet peace, I guess.

[lyrics]

You made a soul and left it to rot
You crafted a canvas but didn't bother to paint it
And now this thing, so pure, devoid of dirt and blood
So lost, so alone, its mother is off somewhere else
I guess it'll have to raise itself
But I bet it'll always wonder what scared her away

bevel - I bet it'll always wonder

@saturnnnnnnnn @b3v3l @heavn0nevaeh
for Form's ANY% 2

Produced by Serena Liars and bevel 
(Extra Production done by @cus3d)
Vocals by saturnn, bevel, and heavn0nevaeh
Mixed and Mastered by Serena Liars

Lyrics: 

(saturnn, bevel, and heavn0nevaeh):
(Harmonies)

(bevel and saturnn)
i hope you find some peace of mind
one day youll see what it all means

the lullabies of dying flora (with saturnn, bevel, and heavn0neveah) [ANY%2]

[ARTIST DESCRIPTION]

ive always wanted to make dubstep but never rlly did cus i sucked at sound design but then the past few days ive been learning a lot about sound design and stuff so i gave it another shot and ended up with a little 15 second demo that i extended into what is now my submission. this is my first time making this kind of music pretty much

bevel - Do_u_feel_it_too_demo_v1.wav

Clicks, clicks, clicks, they'll do anything to get a few
Tick, tick, tick, that's the sound before my head explodes
Quit, quit, quit, look at you up on your pedestals
Quick, quick, quick, here the critics come, it's time to go
I read your article, it kinda hurt me
I don't know who hired you or what your friends say in your circle
But the fact that you released it tells me two things are for certain
They get paid for trashin' people, I get paid 'cause I stay workin' (Yeah)
Dropped The Search and they emerge up outta nowhere to the surface
Just to peek behind the curtain, throwin' salt at all my burdens
I'm aware I shouldn't give this my attention, life's a journey
I should just stay on my path and learn to laugh, you think they heard me?
Ears are burning, put 'em out, quiet, quiet, look around
Why don't they find someone way more interesting to write about?
Us, we're kinda boring, aren't we? All we do is whine and pout
It's confusing, so amusing how I argue with myself
Hello
I spit it with ease, so leave it to me
You doubt it, but you better believe
I'm on a rampage, hit 'em with the record release
Depend on the week, I'm prolly gonna have to achieve
Another goal, let me go when I'm over the beat
I go into beast mode, like I'm ready to feast
I'm fed up with these thieves, tryna get me to bleed
They wanna see me take an L, yep, see what I mean?
How many records I gotta give you to get with the program?
Taken for granted, I'm 'bout to give you the whole plan
Open your mind up and take a look at the blueprint
Debate if you gotta, but gotta hold it with both hands
To pick up the bars, you gotta be smart
You really gotta dig in your heart
If you wanna get to the root of an issue
Pursuin' the mental can be dark and be difficult
But the pay off at the end of it can help you to get through it, ayy

mumble jumble crap (ft. MC BEVEL)

Glow before

Production by https://soundcloud.com/heroz2299
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/kinsleygrey
sidenote; i think certain lyrics don't match with whats said now 

So I've been waiting if you'd come right back
I've been on my own you can't beat that
Sacrifice myself for your approval 
But i can tell you're not running back
You'd run into the city ya
But i ignore myself so i can't see my path
And i have my eyes closed i can't see right back 

Every drop of my tears they're just blue and red
Spend my nights wrong; i'm in so much denial
I'd cry about you, then walk a thousand more miles
x1

kinsley;
i walk in, most known in the room
High asf making music, cause that’s what I do
capsules to the gut, I’m tryna forget you
y- you did me wrong but I’m still missing you…
i do this for me, I got nothing to prove
and my phone's on dnd, i’m not trying to hear from you
off the drugs, i try to fix my mood
think i got to see shit from a different view

do you get the message?
i’m tryna get away from this
i’m tryna learn from my wrongs before i’m in a ditch
no, i can’t miss.. but when I’m gone will i be missed?
I cry out to you, are you hearing this?
Almost called it quits
i couldn’t put up with this
fuck.. i gotta move on from this
I gotta move on from this
I gotta move on from this

bla bla

bla bla @heroz

thats cool

prod. @lynyou
ft. @trustt

lyrics:

@lynyou
amateur at everything i do but you still stay around
at least i'm good at biting off more than i can chew but you don't seem let down
i can't tell if it's them or if i'm losing my mind
maybe i'll just stay inside this time

it doesn't matter what you want they'll never listen
it doesn't matter what you say it won't make a difference
it doesn't matter if you trap yourself i've tried it before
it doesn't matter what you want they won't pay attention

@trustt
i thought this is what i wanted, wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me
or will you leave me ignored
yeah i wanted, i'm wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me ooh
i thought this is what i want

@lynyou
back to quiet rooms and static
another day i'll say i've had it
another loop can't quit my habits
my broken bones and endless scratches
one more night i'm on the last one
you remind me of my past but
i don't need you here
you're just another distraction

still, i think you know me better than i do
but i only play the part cause i have to
i think you know me better than i do

it doesn't matter what you want they'll never listen
it doesn't matter what you say it won't make a difference
it doesn't matter if you trap yourself i've tried it before
it doesn't matter what you want they won't pay attention

@trustt
i thought this is what i wanted, wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me
or will you leave me ignored
yeah i wanted, i'm wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me ooh
i thought this is what i want

i guess that i'm not that strong
i guess that i could be wrong
i thought this is what i want
i thought this is what i want

pay attention

@prodpitfall

https://poemuseum.org/the-tell-tale-heart/

@raaynen:
i guess you thought i wouldn’t notice you
i close my eyes and i lay next to you
you could ask a simple question i won’t tell the truth
i hear you crying baby don’t make a sound
we walking down a silent hill to my house
sneak up behind you cause i’m quite as a mouse
it’s a blood soaked floor and it came from my mouth
i’m not somebody to believe in
if you asked i wouldn’t even give a reason 
i see your body and it’s photographed
and i don’t think i was supposed to laugh
but i just knew that it would never last
i remember you would mock me in the back of class
but i can’t even take it anymore
i can hear your heart beat through the floor right after that

you said i’ll know when it’s go time
but baby i’m no one
this life shit is no fun
cock the bullets in my gun
i can’t pull it it’s so hard
to forget what you’ve done

i guess you thought i wouldn’t notice you
i close my eyes and i lay next to you
you could ask a simple question i won’t tell the truth
i hear you crying baby don’t make a sound
we walking down a silent hill to my house
sneak up behind you cause i’m quite as a mouse
it’s a blood soaked floor and it came from my mouth
i’m not somebody to believe in
if you asked i wouldn’t even give a reason 
i see your body and it’s photographed
and i don’t think i was supposed to laugh
but i just knew that it would never last
i remember you would mock me in the back of class
but i can’t even take it anymore
i can hear your heart beat through the floor right after that

tell tale heart (pitfall)

produced by nujioh
guitar solo by Talan Sinclair (@talan-925950587)
mixing help from Genesis John Villaflor Gonzales (@genesistracks)

artwork by osakanafish04

stream -
https://open.spotify.com/track/3SZaAS4XYsLW1kafT4Mxj7?si=e9f809ab6af34c07
https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/angel

socials -
twitter.com/nujioh
www.instagram.com/nujioh/
nujioh.bandcamp.com/music

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my purpose

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my
uh-

i cover up but i still feel like i'm left exposed
please don't belittle me, take a knife just to whittle me
know i can't fight it but still so hard to let you go
please put the blame on me, save my life while you take from me
i hear beelzebub behind my back
hes masquerading, sinking teeth into my neck
i felt it, i can't see it
please tell me you believe it
cuz' i know i got demons
and you might just see the devil in me

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my purpose

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my
uh-

i told her i didn't mean to follow what i'm told
i swear it wasn't me, bloodied hands doesn't say i'm guilty
i couldn't right all my wrongs, left when the mood was cold
i knew a part of me praying away my honest feelings
i don't have no one else to scratch my back
its lonely but its lonelier when your cards are stacked
against you, but you're thinking
the house is always winning
so i fold and concede it
heads or tails it's hell or heaven for me

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my purpose

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my
uh-

Glow before

vanishing point