𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖄𝖔𝖚 

prod. @prodvanlawson ;)

IG: @lovefromlawson


LYRICS:
Bottled confidence 
Liquid courage
Gimme all of those profits 
I'm drinking the burdens
Sorrow bottomless 
Pain encourage 
Pull my eyes out the sockets
To blind me from hurting and 
She want me closer
I wanted closure
Phone out of service
Got me feeling nervous 
I should be over her
Memories hit a nerve
Float to the surface
To look for my purpose

See too many faces
See too many faces
care bout the status
I know that they're prolly the fakest
When we nameless they hate 
get famous they claim us 
I'm figuring out what the aim is
They're music all weightless
Mine making painless
The notes and the words how I paint it
No need to fake it

Pieces of me be
Surfacing that I thought that I'd never see
Keep giving me reasons to be me
Murdering my will to keep breathing

And life goes on and on and on
Is it worth it?
(What's the point of it?)
And I felt wrong so wrong for long
Is it worth it? (Is it?)
Too much hurting

This paranoia is killing me
Got me thinking im trippin and seeing things
Fucking pinching my cheeks till I bleed
Feel the floor fall away from heels
Pray to a god that I don't believe in 
Please have mercy on me keep me breathing
Shout-out my mum she keep my heart beating
When I'm too scared she battle my demons

But life goes on
No will and no direction
But life goes on
Glowing its own perfection
(X2)

Bottled confidence 
Liquid courage
Gimme all of those profits 
I'm drinking the burdens
Sorrow bottomless 
Pain encourage 
Pull my eyes out the sockets
To blind me from hurting and
She want me closer
I wanted closure
Phone out of service
Got me feeling nervous 
I should be over her
Memories hit a nerve
Float to the surface
To look for my purpose

And life goes on and on and on
(What's the point of it)
And I've felt wrong so wrong for long
Is it worth it?

CROSSROADS

Drear's Verse - 

I'm Walkin In The Function With An All Black Tech
Fuck Your Love, & Fuck Your Respect
I Don't Need A Bitch
Ill Say It With My Chest, & I Don't Need No Job
I Need A Fuckin Check
Bitch Im Bout That Scammin & That Killing
But I Only Play The Cards That I'm Dealin
I Been Fuckin On These Broads With No Feelings
I Can't Stop Til These Racks Touchin The Ceilin

You Shouldn't Have Come Here

You Shouldn't Have Come Here (FT. Fenrir)

The Red Cover

NEEDLE (Prod. By PVNEX)

Fuck Everything I Want (Prod. by TAKIZAVA)

Love you all 👁️

IG: @lovefromlawson

Produced, Written, Mix & Mastered by: Van Lawson

LYRICS:

(I was made for this)

They tell me a lot
All of those tryna step on my vibe
Sick and tired of you feminine guys
Tryna tell me how to live my life, yeah
They tell me a lot
Autumn shows and I work round the clock
Yeah, lil bro tryna pick on my lock
Tryna steal my flows and my sound, I saw, yeah

They tell me a lot
They tell me a lot
They tell me a lot
They tell me a lot
(They tell me)

Pacing round in my head
(They tell me a lot)
Pacing round in my head
(They tell me a lot)
Pacing round in my head
They tell me a lot
(They tell me)
They tell me a lot

Yeah, don’t give a fuck if you’re vexed
Is what it is, I’m next
Is what it is my son, I am the one
What you expect?
(They tell)
If you pressed my brudda then text
(Me)
If you want, I give you the steps
Cause right now you looking dumb
Your music is numb, you lacking respect
These loud mouths unfamiliar with silence
Just makes me think that you’re incapable of violence
So numb to life you act fake to survive it
You bark but where’s your bite? I think you should be quiet

They tell me a lot
They tell me a lot
They tell me a lot 
They tell me a lot
(They tell me)

Pacing round in my head
(They tell me a lot)
Pacing round in my head
(They tell me a lot)
Pacing round in my head
They tell me a lot
(They tell me)
They tell me a lot

You think you’re ready?

Tell Me Alot

mix by gullyspit and dollbreaker
production by xenochiva

ANTLER BLADE (w/ GULLYSPIT) [XENOCHIVA.]

chivalry aint dead (napalm)

Ghost Ride

I'VE SEEN ENOUGH

[Prod.ELE]
Mix & Master [ELE]
ig: bit.ly/38cKuIa
yt: bit.ly/2T9RKAr

Biv:
https://soundcloud.com/biv/tracks
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3dszargYpFZjGo6vpjHNQS
https://www.instagram.com/biv.david/

Artwork: www.instagram.com/bezdna.ar/
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[ELE]
im alone with my head 
feeling nothing feeling dead
i remeber what you said
everything makes me upset
i need to rest everyday 
i give my god damn best
im stressed im stressed 
im stressed im stressed 

i need to rest
everything is so messed
live life fast
that shit feel like a test
im not really impressed
shotgun bullets trough your chest
fick den rest
everyone knows what i mean
i start that shit with fourteen
its fucking routine
and now im eighteen
things i saw cant get unseen
things i saw cant get unseen

now im here
dont know what to do 
still cant handle things i been trough
see no way out there no doubt
get me out get me out
promethazin for the full 
body knockout 
im drying out 

drying out 
drying out 
drying out
drying out

[Biv]
You ain't see me at my worst,
How they talkin first?
Till I'm pressing up the dirt,
I don't curve the hurt,
If she's worse than she's worth,
More than I deserve,
Less and less in my words,
We don't stress on the worst,
Less and less in my words,
We don't stress on the worst,

Shawty got me in the worst way,
I don't feel pain on my worst days,
Is it ok?
I'ma ask nice, baby let me see the whole thing,
Is it ok?

I've been feelin better,
But still hate it how,
All I'm asking for is,
Weightless chains I'm bound,
I've been feelin better,
But still hate it how,
All I'm asking for is,
Weightless chains I'm bound,