I guess every time you close your eyes
You see me standing right beside you
Brush your hair from morning on
Wipe your skin til your tears are gone
I guess everyone just fucking hates you
Shattered words will end and break you
Cry to me while you sing along
Look at me while you get it wrong
Say what you said I heard you

I known you for a long time so I can't hurt you
And I don't want you feeling like I'm not okay
I tried to leave but not again
Looking at the ceiling of my room
I'm pondering, I'm missing you

Thinking of our conversations
I can't even think of things to do
You wanted me to stay but I don't wanna see it through
Rathеr be by myself but evеry time I close my eyes I'm seeing you

-crayon

close ur eyes - crayon

whatever

verse:
i know that you have your
reasons to leave me on delivered
but its okay it was a mistake
ill tell myself coping all day

pre chor:
but now you seem to forget me
is it cus im too nice you dont like me
youuu know i try my best but you dont seem to care
and i break down cryin cus ik its not fair

chorus: were friends but i rlly think u cute but ik im in the wrong and theres nothing i can do
think i get attached a lil bit too fast and if u dont feel the same ik that ill be rlly sad
bridge: youre always fuckin lying to me 
you lead me on and i coudlnt see
what you were turly doing to me
but it was nothing at all and now your fuckin in my dreams

chorus repeats

end: were friends and i rlly think u cute but u think that im jus weird and theres nothing i can do
i know u will never feel the same but ill still lead myself on until i blow my fuckin brains

prod me

friendzoned

instrumental/guitars by me
vocals by me and coldwntr

@spawncamped
you said you don’t want to be alone
so why is he still in your phone
i don’t know
it’s like you wanted me to go
how could you even be so cold

time moves by too slow without you
is there something i can do
i just wanna be your stalker
you won’t even have a clue

@coldwntr
mixed feelings thinking about you
do you see me the same way I see you?
hard to tell cause you're always just so rude
wonderin whos this other dude

@spawncamped
“its not you its me”
that’s what she texts me
ill be your nightmare
see you in your bad dreams
run away from the world
they’ll never catch me
writing love letters
you will never see

no clue (w/ coldwntr)

you hurt me and i still havent healed

Somthing else

IM GONNA FUCKING KMS I SWEAR TO FUCK I WILL FUCKING DO IT I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE IM SO FUCKING LONELY I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO IM SO ALONE MY FRIENDS GHOSTED ME I HAVE NO ONE MY DAD LEFT AND HAS 3 NEW FUCKASS KIDS AND HATES MY MUSIC AND THE STUFF I DO MY MOM IS POOR AND CANT PAY THE BILLS MY LIFE IS SO FUCKED THE ONLY WAY I CAN EXPRESS MYSELF IS THRU MUSIC PLEASE I NEED FRIENDS I HAVE NONE PLEASE HELP ME

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<3 sorry for the delays glad i could finally get this song out
prod spawncamped, featuring @coldwntr

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