lost in thought

meat computer - lost in thought

Suzy Sheer - Love Song

@spira_me @with3rx @bigdog30k

*ill try to forget*
*ill try to forget*

when i fall
youll watch it all happen from afar
youll find me
tattered knocking on your front door
and you can
knock me down onto the cold floor
(i tried to stop asking why)
just tell me
you want me and ill do it once more

do you remember how you held me
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget

i tried to stop asking why- do i do this all the time
do you remember how you held me
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget
i just wish you didnt look at me with regret

break apart and build again
leave me dead into the well
i was up until i fell
connect the pieces to myself
in the fire watch you melt
what you said was never meant
tear the circuits out my face
the deepest pain ive ever felt

break apart and build again
leave me dead into the well
i was up until i fell
connect the pieces to myself
in the fire watch you melt
what you said was never meant
tear the circuits out my face
the deepest pain ive ever felt

forget

forget + spira me ( with3r &  bigdog30k)

an outro to life
@gl0wrm
prod @43vaa @puppy_girl_alice


pills cant save me
i need u to save me
i been thinkin bout u lately
i need something to sedate me
its like watever i do
its never enough to make it up 2 u
and idk how i can break thru
and how could ever ever trust u too
trust is all u need when u got no one else
pill cabinet dosing i cant help myself
how can i help u when i cant help myself
i cant stop myself from hurting myself
cover wrists wit my sleeves so u cant tell
pills cant save me
i need u to save me
i been thinkin bout u lately
i need something to sedate me
its like watever i do
its never enough to make it up 2 u
and idk how i can break thru
and how could ever ever trust u too
trust is all u need when u got no one else
pill cabinet dosing i cant help myself
how can i help u when i cant help myself
i cant stop myself from hurting myself
cover wrists wit my sleeves so u cant tell

gl0:
u don't even feel that hurt
u don't even look at me
i hate that it hurts so bad
u don't even look at me
and i feel so torn 
cus u don't even miss me at all
i'm crying and i feel so weak
now i always feel alone
even if i'm high
u don't even miss me at all
it hurts when i close my eyes
pills can't save me at all

wrists (an outro to life) +gl0wrm

Just talk to me
I wanna be
Apart of you
I'm done with you
I'm pouring out
My heart and it's like
It's nothing back
I wanna have a
A talk and hear
Your pretty laugh
A hounded miles
Is on the dash
Im dangerous
Im anxious
I wanna be famous

With you
You

Mmm
Oooo

︻╦̵̵͇̿̿̿̿╤──

︻╦̵̵͇̿̿̿̿╤── gun song

Lace

Skin

@virginiawontcry
prod. code eternal

we really off the molly
and the codeine
i take silly little pills
but i know they kill me slowly
if i need something to feel
you know i be pouring lonely
if you think you fell in love
you know you not the only
(we)

пролетая километры, я тебя давно не видел.
я не знаю почему
ты меня так ненавидишь.
зима близка шепнул мне ветер,
code8in спросил меня,
зима близка ему ответил.
ненавижу я себя уже навеки
(ненавижу)
холод пробирает, я не заметил.

karma is a bitch,
karma is a bitch,
while you walk around
we got percies in the whip
tryna hide up with some money
you forgetting that im rich
im a do it with a double (cup) yeah
bored of everybody
ima look for someone new yeah
when you come around
i get shy and this is true though
thought it was forever
but it ended and it hurts
oh well

we off percs and the molly
and it came straight from the trolley
if im feeling with somebody
i dont want them to get cocky
yeah we really off the molly
and the codeine
(we)

я не знаю почему
мешки под глазами каждый день
(мешки под).
сжимай мою шею посильней.
стала еще больше голодней.
разрываешь меня на
тысячу частей.
ты же говорила навсегда.
почему твои слова это вода?
пролетая между всеми облаками,
не учили летать, но я летаю

we really off the molly
and the codeine
i take silly little pills
but i know they kill me slowly
if i need something to feel
you know i be pouring lonely
if you think you fell in love
you know you not the only

off percs and the molly
and it came straight from the trolley
if im feeling with somebody
i dont want them to get cocky
yeah we really off the molly
and the codeine

we really off the molly
and the codeine
i take silly little pills
but i know they kill me slowly
if i need something to feel
you know i be pouring lonely
if you think you fell in love
you know you not the only

double w/ virginiawontcry +code eternal

Obedient by bladee & ecco2k but its midwest emo

Listen to headphone mu$ic by $eiji 
https://on.soundcloud.com/SJAd5u5apvyZZAg9tE

prod. Suhkima

PARANOIA

Pillow (Prod. YungXar)

@dollhaven
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love u all
♡

double w/ virginiawontcry +code eternal

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