(Lyrics)

poison in my cut
i feel that poison in my cup
i hear your voice and i give up 
as if you give a fuck about me 
you can’t let me be
you crawl through my skin and you
tear at my seams
why won’t you just leave?
masochistic 
you gave your heart, i did whatever that i wanted with it 
don’t try to paint me like a monster i’m just born out of sin 
i want it to end 
i pick that pistol up and wish that i was under your skin 

break my heart more i said 
eye for eye, its a 
soul for a soul, i said 
leaving it not i don’t want you to go 
i see red when alone 
i hate being alone
call my phone when you miss me girl don’t hesitate 
i can give it all to you why would i fucking wait 
band it up no fucking tape 
you may be my
you may be my great escape 
i’m not sorry i’m so evil 
i don’t think it’s bad that i want you and i would kill for it for real 
blame it on the poison 

(fuck)
poison in my cut
i feel that poison in my cup
i hear your voice and i give up 
as if you give a fuck about me 
you can’t let me be
you crawl through my skin and you
tear at my seems
why won’t you just leave? 
masochistic
you gave your heart, i did whatever that i wanted with it 
don’t try to paint me like a monster i’m just born out of sin 
i want it to end 
i pick that pistol up and wish that i was under your skin

could you tell me you love me?
even if you’re lying, could you say that you trust me?
before I lose it
lose it, I swear I will
lose it, lose it
I swear I will

skin (ft. tosaku)

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა first song 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Fd7dXRRi9DE6CRSS5EWED?si=efab1a86b0ef4098

lyrics:
(i'd fall with you)
(one too many times)
(i died for you)

(ily!)
and we got lots of problems
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got problems 
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got problems 

our problems everywhere 
you push me to despair
you grabbed me by my hair
and pulled me til theres tears
(theres tears, theres tears)
you pulled me til i, drop dead
i can never forget all the things you said
carved your name into my heart and my head
so now i lie awake inside of my bed
(my bed, my bed, my bed)

youu
told me everything that you would do
grab onto my heart and make it two
now im left here crying on the jewels
that i bought you and never got to give you
bitch i woulda died for you but now i fucking hate you
question all my choices baby why'd i fucking date you?
spent all of my time with you i guess its past my curfew 

and we got lots of problems
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got problems 
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got 
(problems)

problems

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა second song

(out on all plats 🤍)

lyrics:
(death isnt kind, it's dark and black. as far as you- as far as you can see, you're all alone with no one else.)

I'd die for you
so it doesn't even matter
heart broke, gun cocked, let the blood splatter
i dont even care cause

i'd die for you
watch me bleed
watch me rot
watch me fall apart

watch me bleed out
(ily! bang!)
you dont wanna talk now
you dont wanna talk about the scars you left
and you took my heart that's theft, that i disregard
every time you'd call me pretty i fell apart
and i promised i wouldn't text back but its hard
what a shitty hand that i was dealt i lost all my cards
and i fuckin lost my life but

I'd die for you
so it doesn't even matter
heart broke, gun cocked, let the blood splatter
i don't even care cause
I'd die for you
and i didn't mean to bore you
love was so in view
you're hard not to pursue
baby i could die, i'll die for you

(you)
die for you
(for you, for you)
i'd die for you
(i'd die for you)
i'd die for you
(yeah baby i would)
(die for you)

dieforyou

produced, mixed, and mastered by me
guitar by me with additional layers by my dad

listen on spotify:

https://open.spotify.com/track/6E0ikJGMXTBDeRf8OeLMs3

Lyrics:

If I took you back
Would I be all you have
Oh
I don't feel the same
I don't feel the same
I feel split in half
Everybody's laughing
Oh but who's to blame
For my rotted brain
You said you need me
I never needed you
Oh
What is left to say
What is left to say
Never crossed my mind
You thought it was true
Oh
I feel so ashamed

u need me and i dont need u

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა fifth song

lyrics:
do you
(bang!)
talk to my friends about me??
because they started doubting
and then you started shouting
about how you were doing better and its fucking daunting
your words they were so haunting
and now my friends are taunting said you're better of without me

and i wonder "is it true??"
while im standing next to you
are we better off by seeing other people??
my friends turned this love so evil
is it you??
or is it maybe me??
we gotta break up but i dont know why
my friends are living my life

you, dont know
the things that i'd do for you
i know, that you'd do all them too
i'll go home, and just cry in my room
i'll go home, and just cry-

you could say 'i love you'
i know its a lie
you could say 'you're confused'
i'll say 'It's a nice try, but my friend said you hate me!'
he saw it in your eyes
i dont see it but, he's the alibi

and i wonder "is it true??"
while im standing next to you
are we better off by seeing other people??
my friends turned this love so evil
is it you??
or is it maybe me??
we gotta break up but i dont know why
my friends are living my life
is it true??
while im standing next to you
are we better off by seeing other people??
my friends turned this love so evil
is it you??
or is it maybe me??
we gotta break up but i dont know why
my friends are living my life

evil

https://open.spotify.com/track/74uBanA8eEiO0OF6BFm28Y?si=j5mC6RdZRnK44BeMq50YrA

prod me ft @six-days-after-christmas

@requiem-for-you
sittin in my room i swear i can hear the echoes of u still
cus i rlly got nothin to do and now ive got so much time to kill
start the car and light the match
promised we'd never look back
but its so hard to stay by that
cus ur perfect n thats fact

girl ur perfect n thats fact
oh god i rlly want u back
cus ur perfect n thats fact
ur perfect n thats fact

@six-days-after-christmas
when i was offering to help u
u just left, u disappeared
nothing matters when ur gone
ur in my head and in my tears
so its fine, im alright
u wont ever see me here
and i was right, would u like
to open up and keep me near

all i wanted was u
but u dont see that x3
all i wanted was uuuuuu

@requiem-for-you
sittin in my room i swear i can hear the echoes of u still
cus i rlly got nothin to do and now ive got so much time to kill
start the car and light the match
promised we'd never look back
but its so hard to stay by that
cus ur perfect n thats fact

girl ur perfect n thats fact
oh god i rlly want u back
cus ur perfect n thats fact
ur perfect n thats fact
x2

perfect w/ christmas

prod by @deadyami

w/ pwnd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/44nIhegzZLQSoC5buGanGh?si=fb18ebd3a9134411

@akira3ksucks

I know it's hard for me to give a single fuck 
When I wake up I'm always thinking bout' us
Taking tablets knowing that I'll end up in a rush
But if you call me back I will be singing about us
I was sober until I met this girl 
She told me run the way I'd fuck up your world
But I'm stupid I like watching my life burn
But that's what I get and why it still hurts
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know you would just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
And that's why I still pick up you're calls

@redizesux

I'm left on read again
I'm still seeing red I guess, but just know
I'm still mad about it I can't help from shouting
About all the bullshit that you wrote
How could I forget about you said 
I'm feeling left for dead 
Yeah I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know, yeah I hope you know
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know that you'd just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
That's why I still pick up you're calls

care abt us

care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

ninth song ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

ft. @bluchrist

wheres your soul? ft. Bluchrist

a 5 song ep about my birth month 
my failed relationships in that month 
and reflecting on my past
fully produced by me
love from april to may

once chance feat aydn park

kill me, violently.

I am still here, sitting here holding in all my guts,
As I feel the simulation move my organs around.
Feeling fuzzy, time so sluggish, I may have gone too far,
But this was what I spray against my pages, unbound.
Chorus
Why would you say someone like me would just curb stomp the fuck out of you?
I see you more worthless than what I feel about myself.
You caused a mental breakdown episode, fuck you, don't think you know, motherfucker.
When you don't know nothing about shit, you make me sick.
Verse 2
Maybe I should give you a kiss, I want you to know
What kind of hell storm you summoned, let it blow.
Within this hollowed-out numbness, well I feel better now,
I got that out, breathe—but I can't breathe, thanks to you somehow.
Chorus
Why would you say someone like me would just curb stomp the fuck out of you?
I see you more worthless than what I feel about myself.
You caused a mental breakdown episode, fuck you, don't think you know, motherfucker.
When you don't know nothing about shit, you make me sick.
Bridge
Thanks for almost making me feel like I have a personality disorder,
I hope you feel real big like you won, 'cause someone you wouldn't know.
What it feels like to face the void so many times and live to see the daylight,
You make me laugh, you're not worth it, I think I'll go.
Outro
Let you do whatever, you little meat...
Still here, holding it in, but the storm's fading out.
Breathe.





problems

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