tepcu

the way you took my heart and then my head
you left me speechless
I don't think I can forgive the way you've made me feel, you've got me

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

stuck
i've been stuck
i've been

losing my sanity wonder if I'm about to pass out
getting a grip on reality might just make me tap out
nothing else
to control me while getting my ass out
swear you got me bout

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

saudade

blow out your, conscious i wanna see you explode
you say i’m toxic,
tell me girl how would you know

she said , you’re so, fucked up, lifeless, worthless, stuck up, drugged up, have no, purpose, what a, mind fuck, coked out, nervous, rough sex, pass out, dead for, certain.

honestly i don’t feel bad, i smear your blood on my wall
how much longer do i stall
can’t keep holding back i swear, ain’t no coming back from here 
WE HAD LOVE WE HAD SEX WE HAD DEATH

mage - Love Sex Death

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა first song 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Fd7dXRRi9DE6CRSS5EWED?si=efab1a86b0ef4098

lyrics:
(i'd fall with you)
(one too many times)
(i died for you)

(ily!)
and we got lots of problems
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got problems 
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got problems 

our problems everywhere 
you push me to despair
you grabbed me by my hair
and pulled me til theres tears
(theres tears, theres tears)
you pulled me til i, drop dead
i can never forget all the things you said
carved your name into my heart and my head
so now i lie awake inside of my bed
(my bed, my bed, my bed)

youu
told me everything that you would do
grab onto my heart and make it two
now im left here crying on the jewels
that i bought you and never got to give you
bitch i woulda died for you but now i fucking hate you
question all my choices baby why'd i fucking date you?
spent all of my time with you i guess its past my curfew 

and we got lots of problems
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got problems 
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got 
(problems)

problems

produced, mixed, and mastered by me
guitar by me with additional layers by my dad

listen on spotify:

https://open.spotify.com/track/6E0ikJGMXTBDeRf8OeLMs3

Lyrics:

If I took you back
Would I be all you have
Oh
I don't feel the same
I don't feel the same
I feel split in half
Everybody's laughing
Oh but who's to blame
For my rotted brain
You said you need me
I never needed you
Oh
What is left to say
What is left to say
Never crossed my mind
You thought it was true
Oh
I feel so ashamed

u need me and i dont need u

NOW OUT ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/2r0bQF7Ns5aAm8ga3k1xtH?si=1b86bf96802d46a5 <333
(prod. hostile)

lyrics
its cause i care about this too much
i just wanna fade away
and i get scared when all my friends
start to mention all your names

you look so uncomfortable when i'm around
always see you when im outta town
knew that it was through the day i saw
cause i know that i let you down

you know i get nervous around it
but thats why i try to keep to myself
give it up when i say too much
i don't need your help

we lose control when i compliment you
it's like i
knew that it was through the day i saw
cause i know that i let you down

you look so pretty when you lie to me

so tell me whats the point of being vague
if you don't even care about it
she could ask what my intentions are 
i feel so surrounded

you work for all this love
but your heart is so opaque
if you're only here to hurt me
i'll take god to hold my place
(but baby)

what could i say except it hurts
couldn't give a fuck bout how you feel
i wish nothin' but the worst

its cause my life so self pretentious
i ain't mean to get like this
i got family back at home
they probably think bout' my regrets

its cause i care about this too much
i just wanna fade away
and i get scared when all my friends
start to mention all your names

you look so uncomfortable when i'm around
always see you when im outta town
knew that it was through the day i saw
cause i know that i let you down (x2)

uncomfortable

ninth song ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

ft. @bluchrist

wheres your soul? ft. Bluchrist

tenth song ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

lyrics:
on the big screen
i want you to know it was DIY
it was just me
one person killing like a suicide (one)
do you miss me?
will you think about til the day i die (i hope you do)
now im busy
remember how i woulda always made you time?
(cut all my plans for you)
and i hate when you would say my name
(cut off my friends for you)
i had to cover up my face
(i woulda died for you)
i hate how you would change your ways
(i woulda died for you)
i had to cover up my face
i had to keep it out that place
i had to keep it all away
you were my easiest mistake
(you were my easiest mistake)

so i'll bite my tongue
you said its a lot for you
but i was the one
and i woulda died for you
remember that song?
but now you just lie to me
you do it for fun
(you did it for fun, but where is the fun?)

on the big screen
i want you to know it was DIY
it was just me
one person killing like a suicide (one)
do you miss me?
will you think about til the day i die (i hope you do)
now im busy
remember how i woulda always made you time?
(cut all my plans for you)
and i hate when you would say my name
(cut off my friends for you)
i had to cover up my face
(i woulda died for you)
i hate how you would change your ways
(i woulda died for you)
i had to cover up my face
i had to keep it out that place
i had to keep it all away
you were my easiest mistake
(you were my easiest mistake)
(and i'll bite my tongue)
(i did it a lot for you)
(thought you were the one)
(thought you were the one)
(guess you're not the one)

do it yourself (prod. tsul)

i dont wanna kill myself
girl im a fucking hypocrite 
ive been peeking at your phone
to find out who you're messaging
if you think that im toxic 
girl i think that you're toxic too

give me a message 
how have you been 
how do you feel right now

who are you texting 
im not the only one

who are you calling 
i wanna know 
who are you texting right now

i dont wanna kill myself
girl im a fucking hypocrite 
ive been peeking at your phone
to find out who you're messaging
if you think that im toxic 
girl i think that you're toxic too

give me message
how have you been 
how do you feel right now 
who are you texting 
im not the only one

ive been overthinking 
im so sick of breathing
hit you vape she feining 
cut my wrist till im anemic

i dont wanna kill myself 
girl im a fucking hypocrite 
ive been peeking at your phone 
to find out who you're messaging
if you think that im toxic
girl i think that you're toxic too

ive been taking all these drugs 
that arent really made for us
i just need a second
cause we really need to talk
i just need to sober up
no i don't think you give a fuck
i just need to call again 
are we even good for us

i dont wanna kill myself
girl im a fucking hypocrite 
I've been peeking at your phone
to find out who you're messaging
if you think that I'm toxic 
girl i think that you're toxic too

sobrii

lyrics :3

my streak has come to an end
i think i lost this time 
will you just hold my hand
baby just hold me tight
if i did something outrageous, would you call me insane? 
1 - 2 - 3
my love 
will you
take me 
to bed 
the grave 
i go 
time's up 
too bad
what a pathetic life oh
i guess that's my life

pathetic

prod. sickboi

(Lyrics)

Hate being far from home
Could you check the time?
It’s way too early to go

It just hit me so instantly
Are you even missing me?
Think I’m getting dizzy, I might need the restroom
I hope you forgive me
I keep running out of excuses to give you
Every little thing that I been
Through just to fix you
Got me running round just like a loon
‘Cause I miss you
Going down a spiral just to lose when I’m with you
When I’m with you

One step ‘til I regret it
And I think it’s unfair
I’d get beheaded for you
Had me running for nothing
To get the message to you
You torture me just for fun
I’m just pathetic to you

All the things that you see
Keep you running from me
Leave me dead on the street
Guess you ain’t what you seem

It just hit me so instantly
Are you even missing me?
Think I’m getting dizzy, I might need the restroom
I hope you forgive me
I keep running out of excuses to give you
Every little thing that I been
Through just to fix you
Got me running round just like a loon
‘Cause I miss you
Going down a spiral just to lose when I’m with you
When I’m with you

excuses

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🎧Karma hat Humor𝆮
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💫Review – “Karma hat Humor” (Final Version)

A glowing hymn to creativity — It celebrates the sacred stillness between inspiration and release. It’s intimate yet boundless, turning a quiet stage into a cosmic cathedral of human connection. Every verse feels like a confession wrapped in velvet light.

Highlights:
Lyrics: Poetic and cinematic — each line breathes vulnerability and awe.
Production: Neo-soul meets ambient pop — brushed percussion, Rhodes keys, reverb-soaked harmonies.
Message: Art is a living pulse — fragile, spontaneous, and forever searching for the right breath.

Verdict: 🌟 9.8/10 — An ethereal anthem for night dreamers — where silence becomes song and souls intertwine.

Lyris:

Thema: Rückschläge, Gelassenheit, Schicksal –
und das Lachen darüber, dass das Leben nie ganz nach Plan läuft.

„Ich wollt eigentlich ’nen Song über Erfolg schreiben…
aber Karma hat mir erst mal das Mikro ausgeschaltet.“

Ich hab gedacht, ich wär durch mit Drama,
hab’s weggesungen, fast wie Karma.
Doch jedes Mal, wenn’s ruhig wird hier,
kommt das Leben – klingelt an der Tür.
Mit Pizza, Chaos und fünf Gefühlen,
die alle gleichzeitig explodieren.
Ich sag „Oh nein!“, es lacht nur leis,
und schüttelt mir die Hand aus Eis.

Ich hab geglaubt, man wächst mit Schmerz,
doch meiner trägt jetzt Bart und Herz.
Ich wollt vernünftig sein, sogar mal sparen,
doch Karma lacht: „Mach du erst mal Klaren!“
Es schickt mir Rechnungen in Lyrikform,
und Liebeskummer als Reimnorm.
Ich tipp zurück: „Ich nehm’s nicht krumm,“
doch innerlich singt’s: „Oh Junge, dumm…“

„Weißt du, ich glaub, Karma trägt Sneakers.“
„Und ne Sonnenbrille, wenn’s regnet.“
 „Und wenn du denkst, du bist oben?“
„Dann hält’s dir den Spiegel hin.“

Ich fall hin, steh auf, lach schief,
denk: „Okay, das war produktiv.“
Ich schreib Gedichte an mein Pech,
und manchmal ist das gar nicht schlecht.
Denn irgendwo in all dem Mist,
liegt Glitzer, den man fast vergisst.
Und Karma flüstert mir ganz sacht:
„Schön, dass du’s diesmal besser machst.“

Ich hab gelernt: Das Leben dealt fair,
nur manchmal mit ’nem falschen Flair.
Ich wollt Erfolg – bekam Erkenntnis,
ich wollt Liebe – bekam Sendungsbewusstsein.
Doch ehrlich: Wenn’s so weitergeht,
mach ich Comedy statt Gebet.
Denn dieses Lächeln, halb aus Trotz,
ist stärker als mein Gottesrotz.

„Karma hat mich mal angerufen – auf unterdrückt.“
„Ich hab zurückgeschrieben: ‚Sorry, kein Empfang – bin im Hier und Jetzt.‘“

Karma hat Humor,
gibt mir Chaos als Geschenk.
Ich wollt Frieden im Dur,
doch das Leben spielt in Moll – und es klingt perfekt.
Karma hat Humor,
und lacht, wenn ich’s nicht check.
Ich fall in jedes Fettnäpfchen –
und steh drin wie im Glückseffekt.

„Ich hab mir Wunschräume ausgedacht…“
„…und dann vergessen, sie anzumachen.“
„Ich hab geträumt, dass Glück mich küsst…“
„…und aufgewacht – mit Falten, Mist!“
Doch irgendwie, da ist es schön,
dieses Stolpern und Weitergeh’n.
Karma grinst – und reicht uns Wein,
„Leute, ihr seid gar nicht allein.“

Wir tanzen barfuß durch den Dreck,
mit Humor statt Zorn im Gepäck.
Das Leben ist kein böser Witz –
nur schlecht erzählt – mit Blitz und Witz.
Und wenn der Himmel wieder kracht,
dann winken wir und sagen sacht:
„Na, Karma – schon wieder du?“

„Dann setz dich, bleib. Ich lach gleich mit, im Nu.“

„Weißt du, Karma ist wie ein schlechter Comedian…“
„Aber mit verdammt guter Pointe.“
„Danke – war mir ein inneres Gleichgewicht.“

problems

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