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with @wheresangie
I can’t get these words right
Maybe I should listen one more time

They’re all gonna hear this one
And you can’t take it back once it’s online

And I’m so scared of what they’ll say when they hear me
I just wish that I could delete my whole being

It’s so hot here but in hell it always rains, there’s always pain
And everybodys faces blend together they all look the same
And they all dance and speak in tongues the only game they plays charades
I wanna be a person someday but I’d probably break my brain

I don’t wanna die in USA
I’m bipolar so I feel insane
I know you hate it when I start to change
Maybe we just shouldn’t talk today

Everybody wants company
I’d feel better at the blood parade
They’re all crying and its not okay
I'd feel better at the blood parade

We've all wasted time, it'll take me a while
And you cant change my mind, I'll avert my eyes

I would give my life to go back a day
I think I'll be fine at the black parade

Wish I could read your mind no longer afraid of what I'd find
And I wont break the ice before I drown in fear of what I left behind
Misunderstandings turn into mistakes

Memories I try to erase
Cant help but hate who I am today
But I don't wanna die before I see ur face

I don’t wanna die in USA
I’m bipolar so I feel insane
I know you hate it when I start to change
Maybe we just shouldn’t talk today

Everybody wants company
I’d feel better at the blood parade
They’re all crying and its not okay
I'd feel better at the blood parade

helen - be nice with stacy

Oh wait I thought I caught her, and now I’ve really gotta
In love with Mary wanna
Tell her the same thing

Oh wait I thought I caught her, and now I’ve really gotta
In love with Mary wanna
Tell her the same damn thing

I’m just so scared of
Of what could come up
She’s looking for me and she’s seeing things I never did

helen - god i love mary

My medication got me crying out
Its just another girl I think about

I wanna find a place to situate
But I can’t even get my story straight

I guess hold your horses
Of course move in forces
Take those pills and forget
That’s what your doctor meant

helen - medicate my self

Butterflies were so irate just to see their beauty is what you take
Even though my heart was fake I tried to love you everyday
I should be dying and I should keep trying until I’m no longer aware
I’ll keep on calling and crying my eyes out until I can see that your there

helen - um i guess im helen

I can’t stare in his reflection
I know he’s doing bad I know he’s doing the wrong things 
Hit her up I’m sorry Helen
Because I know what you think, but you don’t know that it’s not me
I’m too stuck in my mind
And I've got tabs in my spine

helen - im not the man in the mirror

Prod. bug dillinger

[Intro]
Mom i'm a bug!

[Verse]
I keep having thoughts about ending it all
I keep having thoughts about ending it all
Talking to you is like talking to a wall
I'ma put a bullet in my- put a bullet in my mouth
And my last thought would be of you
And niggas think that I'm playing
Every time I make a song, saying how the fuck I feel
But they don't ever listen, It's so corny to them
But It's how I feel, why are we so afraid to express how we feel
Honestly it's a shame, but I'm praying it's not how-
Not how I feel, I'm probably happy Inside or something
Every time I enter my head It's the same shit
I'm probably a bad guy in my head 'cause that's what I think
I keep having thoughts about ending it all

[Outro]
Fuck, man, I hate having these thought's in my head
𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙤 (fuck!)

I'm tired bro, I'm fucking tired of the same fucking shit

(I'm tired of going through the same shit every damn day)

I'm tired of the same shit every fucking day

(the only thing I have in this fucking life is music)

Genuinely, bro, the only way I can fucking express myself ever
Is through music, and that's the only shit I fucking have

(It's the only thing I have, the only thing I have to express myself)

I have nothing else but music

(And I'm not even fucking good at it)

I don't know what my life would fucking be without this shit

(I don't even what my life would be without it)

And I'm not even good at it, this fucking sucks

I shouldve just told her how I felt but its too late noe

Same name on all socials
Most songs on all plats

I shouldve just told her how I felt but its too late noe

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