I think im ok @lilac @176s

@erdo

u can break my heart 
swear i won’t say nun 
bcz love n pain 
is really what i’ve came from 
pack a punch 
shoot myself wit a ray gun 
pills for lunch 
nodding off 
ion say much 

stabbed in my back 
do it again 
because all i ever wantd
is 2 b more than friends 
because all i ever think ab 
is you in red 
break apart 
only to fall in love with you again 

barred gates 
prison cell the way i’m locked in 
paranoid , 
feel like everybody plotting 
heavy death in my pockets 
got the key to your heart 
i unlock itt 

make it last 
take the pictograph 
we was friends in hs
now look where i’m at 
missing textures 
let my server lag
i depart 
dead n gone i’m not coming back

01101001 00100000 01101100 01101111 01110110 01100101 00100000 01111001 01101111 01110101

diegointhedark - theme song

@fozo2 @erdo

find it in your heart 
   to maybe seek forgiveness 
   this is my eternity 
   and you can not get in 
   i see satellites at night 
   wonder if u see thm too
   n im falling through this loop 
   hope it leads me back to you

   im sick again 
   the hospital bed feels 
   cold against , my ashen colored skin
   do you like the way 
   i leave and thn come back 
   by the way i rly miss u 
   but u kno tht

   its not my fault 
   i tell myself so many times 
   buttons on this margiela 
   shirt looking like coraline 
   think of her and prosper 
   your beauty was more thn divine 
   kitchen counter with the lines 
   i snort it to erase the time 

   wanna shave my head change my face 
   let it restart 
   nothing to negate the cause of pain 
   frm my torn heart 
   ive been seeing faces in the rain 
   but its not you 
   ive convinced myself  tht im insane 
   still i love you

@violetxx9

wanted everyday just 2 see u 
   lying but i kno i need u 
   bitch u dnt kno wht ive been thru 
   tried to overdose 
   n it aint work 
   lil bby treat me like a stranger 
   in the shipyard 
   n the hangar 
   fendi gift card 
   prada blazer 

   i got problems u dnt kno abt 
   bitch get back 
   this my get back 
   i got new lean we ain ina drought 
   cant go back 
   vision jet black
   tell me tht u love me 
   angel wings fly 
   bby dnt cry 
   never felt so lonely 
   bleed my wrists dry 
   just for tonight

   (by myself)
   nothing in my head 
   (eyes impaled) 
   the words i never said 
   (lay in hell) 
   miss all the time we spent together 
   its never looking up 
   n i know im not getting better

   miss the old me 
   bitch me 2 
   number nine belt 
   n its see thru 
   bby tell me why u lied 
   i dnt wna see u cry 
   now i gotta watch our world burn 
   lil dung eater bitch my souls cursed

Tonight (Prod. Violet)

@BLUSHXOXO @DIEGOINTHEDARK @444JET

@BLUSHXOXO
psilocybin yea they fucking up my brain bro
pills in my system saline in my nasal
hoe giving good brain we dont give appraisal 
take a xanax half a bar of hazel

made that shit right back
krooked tee wit a prada bag
real shit aye they know my swag yuh
big bands yea they getting packed up
they like what you mean?
baby im tryna get that green
big bankroll made them bands since a teen
yea turnin up the show wit my team yuh

nigga fuck around we spillin shit
damn i aint even up n they all up in my mix
ian give af
n ian givin trust
ion need no luck
got this rap shit on tuck

@DIEGOINTHEDARK
ain no one inside this school bus but me
   pussy boy u cnt fuck wit us 
   suffer gang the team 
   pretty jeans on my ass 
   imma stuff em wit a beam 
   how the fuck yo brotha lack 
   bru we caught him at the green light 

   tell me wht it feels like 
   to hve empathy 
   nowadays i load another clip 
   & get to emptying 
   these clones r multiplying 
   but theyll nvr get ahead of me 

   feeding my girl ecstasy 
   she wna take it all off 
   thumbing thru the commas 
   to cope w all the problems 
   remember whn my momma said 
   please get off the drugs 
   i dnt want the pills nowadays 
   i just need a hug 

   bby if u need a friend 
   u cn call me 
   yearning for touch 
   seeing love & im longing 
   talking on the net 
   bitch my brother keylogging 
   lying said u love me
   u dnt evn want me

HTL NO COMPLY @BLUSHXOXO @DIEGOINTHEDARK PROD 444JET

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. freger

@diegointhedark @pyu @prodrest

(Veezuh)
You just think it's my damn fault
99 my overall
Yeah, I'm finna buy it all
Give me a call

I don't know why you just think it's my damn fault
I'm a demigod, 99 my overall
Feel like SG Lily, yeah, I'm finna buy it all
If you think that you need me, give me a call
I don't know if you'll catch me if you see me fall
And I swear I'll take it faster, I don't mean to stall
And my heart might unlock if you give me your all
I don't really understand why you threw it all

(Diego)
Post up just to flex up
I saw your bitch, bruh, I know you could do better
Thumbing through a band
Bitch, I just need me my feta
Dirty contraband
Buried deep beneath my dresser

Pull up, mag dump
Throw up my blood
Step in like a Spartan
This boy is a no one
We all know you’re harmless
Acting like he gon' do something
Someone pass me a Narcan
I think I just did too much

Spill his blood on dry asphalt
I'ma still ignore her calls
Will you stay with me as I withdraw?
Lookin' at these pills
Wonderin' where I went wrong

(Veezuh)
I don't know why you just think it's my damn fault
I'm a demigod, 99 my overall
Feel like SG Lily, yeah, I'm finna buy it all
If you think that you need me, give me a call
I don't know if you'll catch me if you see me fall
And I swear I'll take it faster, I don't mean to stall
And my heart might unlock if you give me your all
I don't really understand why you threw it all

Can't feel my face, I'm way too high
I'm not masked up, no, ain't nowhere to hide
Got this armor on me, lookin' like a knight
Smokin' on that gas, I been high like a kite

Why you been in my heart? I don't know that
Why you like to take pics? Yeah, like it's Kodak
If you leave, girl, I'm dead, yeah, you know that
In my own shell, like a Panzer Soldat

my fault +diegointhedark // rest, meta

veezuh