Produced by Holt Stairs

prod. https://soundcloud.com/kryptik_official
mix/master https://soundcloud.com/twdutchman

[lyrics]
It's like clockwork how my heart breaks 
Everytime it's winter
Warming up with all my mistakes 
This is just December

My fingertips are blocks of ice 
And no one's here to hold them
Snowflakes aren't as pretty
When you're the only one watching

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

I've never felt so much pain in my life
The grip that is held on my chest is so tight
Why does love try to kill me everytime
Or is it just my own heartbreak suicide

Bottles on bottles to bottle the thoughts 
Of regret and memories I never lost 
I'm letting everyone down, that's nothing new 
This winter will be so damn hard without you

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Velvet Winter (prod. kryptik)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/a0rta

[lyrics]
I don’t know who to trust these days 
The more everyone grow just the more everyone shade
You say you got my back, that’s what everyone say
No one seems to care about my down n out days 

Ya they love you when you got good white
Until you throwing hands in the backyard fight
And everybody bragging bout their first class life
Like maybe if we talk enough we’ll get enough hype

What’s real anymore
Your eyes are lookin empty
And your drugs are on the floor
Your girls taking your picture and your heart is out the door
I could never settle for this I need so much more

I don’t wanna help you just so you can move along
I’m sick of feeling used by the people that I love
Ya it’s getting late I think imma go home
Tell me when’s the last time you felt like you were home
Never feeling like I’m home

Looking in the wrong places for the right things
Wonder why you lonely all you gots fake friends
Want it all to stop but we never let it end
I know you want more out of life than this 

You gotta put in work if you claiming that you try
Not everything you do has gotta be a waste of time
I swear that you can’t find what you want out there
It’s long past time to look inside 

What’s real anymore
Your eyes are lookin empty
And your drugs are on the floor
Your girls taking your picture and your heart is out the door
I could never settle for this I need so much more

I don’t wanna help you just so you can move along
I’m sick of feeling used by the people that I love
Yea its getting late I think imma go home
Tell me when’s the last time you felt like you were home
Never feeling like I’m home

What’s Real Anymore (prod. A0rta)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ynw3ixqOPz4&t=13s

prod. https://soundcloud.com/wtchcrft2

[lyrics]
I think I just flexed up off my sadness like I knew I would  
My hearts broke so all I care about is if my money’s good
Don’t got time for feelings cause I don’t be feeling ways I should
All year long it’s bank account full poppin champagne kinda mood

I got fuckin good friends standing by my side
We don’t fuck w pills no more just bump Gab3 in the ride
We makin money but everything we do legal now
I just called my mama up and told her this year she’ll be proud

I think I just flexed up off my sadness like I knew I would  
My hearts broke so all I care about is if my money’s good
Don’t got time for feelings cause I don’t be feeling ways I should
All year long it’s bank account full poppin champagne kinda mood

Flexed Up (prod. Wtchcrft)[video in bio]

prod. https://soundcloud.com/lederry
https://soundcloud.com/holt-stairs

[lyrics]
I’m with a few but I feel all alone
I wish I never had to look at my phone
I lost myself and now I feel like a clone
I just don’t wanna be stuck on my own

But baby I could make your dreams come true
And all your fucking nightmares too
Baby I could make your dreams come true 
And all your fucking nightmares too 

I can't stand up cause my legs start to shake
I swear my heart can't take
All my fucking mistakes
I replay the last day that I saw you 
And I wanna vomit

But I could make your dreams come true
And all your fucking nightmares too
I could make your dreams come true
And all your fucking nightmares too

Dreamy Nightmare (prod. Lederrick & Holt Stairs)

https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

whip broke again and i still aint shit
you don’t what id do to fucking make this
you don’t know the road I’ve been down
just to stay here
pick it stick it flip it then erase it
check back try to relax 
dont mistake this as me coming clean
i aint sayin shit filler for an empty room

just to ease the pain in
roll a couple light em get up
for a minute now I’m changing
every line i right
i despise em all
i can’t stand this
delete another song
write another bar
just to hate it
work another day just to make enough
to get what little i want
that aint doing shit but rearranging
every fucking  thought 
i should have pushed way back
I’m just hanging by the thread 
we’ve sewn together
to make this bed
that we now lay in
have you even been
listening to a word I’m saying
so many delays
I’m losing count
tractions fading
I’m blasted in the black
lustful wishes
giving me a fucking
heart attack
this the tenth joint
I’ve smoked
in the past hour and
a half
fuck a fucking show
i just want my money back  

hop up in it
oh we back again
round for round
i be smacking hits
know you lames
all fuck with this
y’all be dropping duds
but they fuck with it
don’t you care a bit
change things up
maybe try to switch
sticking to the script
seems to work the best


putting my heart in to be washed away
waking up checking the fucking plays
lets see who aint gone respond today
another blog posting all the shit that i fucking hate
what the fuck is it gonna take
i love it and hate it all so much
i need a fucking break
watching the people move up 
who i want to cave
negative energy is all i can muster myself
to fucking bring
i don’t see why i can’t even think
a positive thought long enough
to keep me sane

still aint shit (prod killedmyself)

video: https://youtu.be/QJin0yS2clE

from the upcoming album
"epiphania"

lyrics by dylan ross
mixed and mastered by dylan ross at house of drip
instrumental produced by lederrick and holt stairs
art by killstation

lyrics:
i dont want you ever lonely
i just want you ever happy
i dont want you ever lonely
when youre with me
so unhappy

i was in your bed
counting away the minutes
waiting for your love
waiting for your entrance
the keys were in the door
you come home at four
my clothes were on the floor
love to hear you snore
you make my heart sore
it makes me want you more
talking to a ghost
the same one from before
money on the rack
how you throw it back
caught up in you now
without a second to react
wishing that you knew
ive been missing home
i dont know what time it is
but i know its time to go

Dylan Ross - Unhappy

mix/mast. https://soundcloud.com/youngburial <3

You Know I Know (prod. 4evr)

Leave Me Alone ft. Sosi (prod. Fats'e)

Hide In ft. Aaron Cartier

I Don't Wanna Be Here (prod. Taylor Morgan)

All For Nothing (prod. Oilcolor)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/smrtdeath
prod. https://soundcloud.com/taylor
https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
art. https://www.instagram.com/sir.jameshyland/?hl=en

Late At Night ft. smrtdeath (prod. taylor Morgan & 4evr)

Produced by Holt Stairs 
Mixed by Holt Stairs
Featuring @rozzdyliams

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/381Ii1XXd1KpG5tya0ACk4
Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/dive-deep-feat-dylan-ross-single/1439018212

MERCH

Holt Stairs X Dylan Ross - Dive Deep

PSYCHADELIC VAMPIRE DANCE PARTY

Danced without mercy
Drank myself blind 
Remember me 
As pure 
Remember her as mine 

I dreamt i was hurting 
But everything is fine 
Temporary smile 
The memories are mine 

I let my ego hit the floor 
Alexander and Dior 
Do u want it are u sure
I’m so confident it’s yours 
Exotic bags 
And trash motels
I watched the lights all by myself 
Exit boy I’m waiting at the end 
With me and u it’s never endin

temporary smile (prod Holt Stairs)

Painting with Poison

Jaxxon D. Silva, Lederrick - Empty Face

vocals: Jaxxon D. Silva, Brennan Savage 
production: Lederrick, Holt Stairs 
recorded in LA

HEAD LIKE A HOLE

Jaxxon D. Silva x Brennan Savage - HEAD LIKE A HOLE (Prod. Lederrick x Holt Stairs)

Multi-instrumentalist Producer//Engineer
Credits: Dylan Ross, Jaxxon D. Silva, Cold Hart, Brennan Savage, Lil Dude, YUNGGOTH, VELVETEARS, DJ Smokey, Dank $inatra, Maya Ricci, Sophie Meiers, Rawska, Yung Scuff +

For business inquiries/recording/mixing//email: Holt.stairs@gmail.com
Beats: http://traktrain.com/holtstairs

Dreamy Nightmare (prod. Lederrick & Holt Stairs)

VELVETEARS

Recent comments

✞ Revive Dys ✞

angelina

jasmine minh ❤

Алексей Алёшин

Related tracks