prod. tracyxo x joshbae

see me blowing rainbows
i dont care bout you hoes
im on my ten toes
ran around this dome
(if we're talking bout it,)

i dont give no shit about a ciggarette pack
i dont care about frozen time
uh huh?
i dont care about golden why?'s
uh huh
this shit bothers me
i dont wanna deal with the shit in my head
i just wanna smoke white runtz till im dead
thoughts come up from the bottom of my mind
aye, i gotta climb back up, i gotta wake up
i dont wanna be late!
i dont know what to say :(
i dont wanna be anyone i try and replicate
5:00 am, waste of time, oh my god..
6:00 am, and im tired as fuck

it still wont wake me up
thc in my gut
faded or nothing bruh
this preroll is all for us
we're living like we're still dumb
who am i kidding?
no one does it better than you.
no one will bother me anymore
dont lie
dont try
dont cry to me anymore
i painted the walls exactly like i wanted to
the stripes i made were pink and blue for you
will you be okay..?

(you were only a momment away)

dont, even bother
coming back.
im sorry,
but im not.
I'M TIRED OF THIS COLD WAR!
I'M TRYNA HELP MYSELF AGAIN!
I'M TRYNA BE ANYONE

up,
i gotta wake up ')
DONT WANNA BE LATE
I DONT WANNA BE ANYONE I TRY TO REPLICATE
FIVE AM WASTE OF TIME OH MY GOD
SIX AM AND IM TIRED AS FUCK
AND DONT WANNA WAKE UP.
ah...
ah...
can you run that by me once again :(?
ah..
ah
i dont know, how else i will-
(find some comfort in my home again)
THIS ROCKING CHAIR DONT FEEL THE SAME
THE PORTRAIT FELL AND SOMETHINGS CHANGED

the portrait fell, & something changed

dancing all over da moon (ertu)

(prod. idly blare)
feat @greenwood2000

(vacant)
been stuck in my bedroom lately contemplating  
they tell me i need help i dont need saving 
how do u fix a broken soul when thats all what they've known 
they ask what am i scared of i answer i dont know 
maybe its myself or that these walls will close in on me   
oh i falter oh i wonder 
how it feels to b okay is it really how they say  
is it my fault by the way i ponder 
when i go it'll all b over 
gave my heart and soul to the one i owed 

(greenwood)
i'd wait for you to call
so senseless when we talk
think that i've been sick again
i can't tell you what it really is
i was good for like a minute, never lasts though
said you wish that i would listen but i can't so
i could tell you what's been killing me, what's happening
really i wish you could understand like half of it
feeling something broke and worthless
i would travel back and tell myself that you were worth this
face the silence it just feels wrong
hard to blame the sickness, it's been part of me for so long
think i know from where you left off
i would do it different, it's just been so long since we've talked
heavy hand inside a freeze frame
i was focused on just tryna find some meaning
kinda thought you'd always be there
in the mountain air and cedar
i just really want to see her

seclusion (w/ greenwood) (idly blare)

@pekarot_161

lyrix

break down the fences
erase all the tension
we had when we were kids
just to lose all that we had again

i miss that moment of friendship

days go by
the time flies away from us
and i wont try
to water the dead garden

we're all trying

we're all trying to

make a name and break away
think less about the passing days
smoke our dreams and hopes away
and hope that something comes of it
im done with it

whats the point of all of this

Dead garden prod. pekarot

Death Wish prod switch + 5head

cloudOloud (prod. jean parker)

produced by deadends and melon

baby come n find me
right in the fields
tfinking about her
witha cup of tee
hope youll find me
before us dissapear

baby yeah thats fair enouf
she said she canttt love me nowwww
im wandering i canttt move on (im a warrior)
you must be my querencia
im watchin over you from afar
no i donet wanna hurt you so much : (
i dont even know who you are
tho you became essential
to me

querencia

Check out Vails: 
https://soundcloud.com/alex-thomas-fox
https://soundcloud.com/user-76383196/sets
I don't claim this music
I make and sing the lyrics

Sparkle Ft. Vails (prod. saint mike)

prod. Alfie Snapped + sgtravis + itsshxde

lyrics

star signs
i can read the sky
but its not right
do or die
everything i love ripped out from inside
i could hold u close if u just give me time
double up my dose cuz i cant take life
but i wanna hold ur hand
stay up till early morning write ur name inside the sand
just give me a reason bb so i can stay where i am
spent so much time looking inside u, i forgot who i am

im at that point where every smile feel like a facelift
bb ill put that song on i kno that its ur favorite
i kno i didnt make it
bb weve been down this road before n its so vacant
i kno u love me but i just like hearing u say it

i can read the sky
but its not right
do or die
everything i love ripped out from inside
i could hold u close if u just give me time
double up my dose cuz i cant take life
but i wanna hold ur hand
stay up till early morning write ur name inside the sand
just give me a reason bb so i can stay where i am
spent so much time looking inside u, i forgot who i am

(photo credits to @ nostalgi.anime on ig)

star signs (prod. Alfie Snapped + sgtravis + itsshxde)

VENTURA ISLAND /// AMICIA X PLAYBOI CARTI OPMBABI REMIX

Sometimes I never wanna go outside, 
and I never wanna see the light.
sometimes I'll shake, and I'll cry
Wondering "Why can't I just be like
everybody else." 
and be ok with myself.
No I cant escape this hell.
I can't love myself so i hope you will.

cloudOloud (prod. jean parker)

vexle