Lyrics - 

I didn't know that, or I wish you would have texted back
But I understand him, you don't wanna do it
Cause nothing ever feels the same
And I know I'm the one to blame

I will end up going insane
At this point you're a memory
That's all you really are to me
You're nothing less, you're not even free

You found a lover, but not to me
I still got you on my lock screen
Nothing changes, I am saying
Crying on the pavement, oh I fucking hate this

And you're just a memory
At least that's what you are to me
You're nothing less, you're nothing more
And for more I will ignore

I will ignore, I will ignore
I'm at the point where I think I should leave this
I wanna try, but there's no point in trying
I've done my best, everybody's always lying

I say I'm great, but inside I'm dying
And i could play pretend at least that's what you want
I'll hide my feelings for you
I'll do what you want me to, I'll be a different person

And I'm trying, I don't know if it's worth it
You say you like me, but I'm far from perfect
Wait till you really see me in person
You wonder if it was really worth it

And you're just a memory
At least that's what you are to me
You're nothing less, you're nothing more
And for more I will ignore

I will ignore, I will ignore
Tell me what you know, oh I don't even see it
Tell me what you say, oh I do not believe it
Tell me what you see, oh I can't see it

I believe you're leaving

just a memory (prod. GAXILLIC)

BATCLIQUE
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catastrophic thinkin

BATCLIQUE
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lyrics:
thinkin bout all the times that you said that you'd come back
said so much that i cant take back
said so much that i cant take back x2

yea of course ima take it personal
never in my life was i so responsible
yea i cared for you and every follicle
but i guess to you that i'm just an obstacle
i don't get you i don't get you
what was i to you
gave you my whole heart and its kinda like that you never gave it back
miss you even more when im sippin on conag
miss you even more when im sippin on conag

walk around the city for you
and if i could i woulda ate for you
now i carry all of this hate for you
lying if i said i didnt care for you
i wish you didnt lie so so much 
i love you way too too much
really craving your soft touch 
craving, craving your soft touch
what was i?
what was i to you?
cuz it kinda looks like you had it planned out from the f*kn start
ima jus let karma play its part
ima jus let karma play its part

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prod marlon

still find things so terrifying 
i forget im growing up 
ive been stuck so far behind while 
all my friends are moving on 
i try not to cry 
feel like a burden all the time 
no ambition in my life
theres no direction that feels right, to me
its all up to me, why? 
its so heavy all the time
always wrong and never right

how does anyone find meaning, i cant help but feel there's none
never ask for what i need, i don't know what i need at all  
all i care to be is just so far out of my reach 
i don't wanna leave, i just need some space to breathe

its all up to me, why?
its so heavy all the time 
always wrong and never right

heavy

(lately have these prblms with myself
id give anything to switch with sum1else
bleedin from my wrist hangin from a belt
couldnt give a fck gave up on my health) 

i dont let em see me
sure as hell dont wanna be me
lately feelin stuck
been so down on my luck
get so sick of life and how it treat me
lately have these problems with myself 
id give anything to switch with sum1else
bleedin from my wrist 
hangin from a belt
couldn’t give a fuck
gave up on my health
gave up on it all i dont wanna talk
sit inside alone feel my body rot
losin track of time always broken clocks
devil at the door i hear a wicked knock

thinkin should i let him in 
different vices take control 
i let my mind divert to sin
PHYSICAL MY PRESENCE
BUT YOU FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN
SOLID STATE OF TRAGEDY
BURN WORDS INTO MY SKIN
no its not easy when ive done it all 
stupid little gestures never help 
no they wont help me talk
pills inside a cup to help me feel like i could wash it off
its harder getting sober stuck inside these bedroom walls

sum1else (tiresss, bayergartner)

BATCLIQUE
prod. seye + cabernett

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some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

i been on some different shit
im stuffing 3 grams in that wood 
no they never high like this,
not high like me they wish they could 

I said ah shit it’s crashing down on me again
and I don’t like it 
back in school I hated that shit 
I said fuck it 

way too ahead of myself I thought I had u in my pocket
I don’t believe in god but it feels like there is someone watching 

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

but i know that someday if i go
like you will think about the past
walking down a lonely road
like thius aint good for my head
i been stuck on auto mode
tryna fix the bad things


but i pray soem day when we are up
may the angels follow us
shit, a couple people left me now 
but they’ll be back so quick
can’t wait o to get up out this town
I fucking hate this shit
my bad it I don’t text u back im 2 busy working

angels [tiresss]

prod by stezzyxl
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lyrics:
you liked control
i let you drive  
said “it’s fine”
just to stay alive  
you loved the sound of your own lies  
i kept quiet
i don’t know why  

i made a scene in every room  
love found new ways to kill the mood  
you’d twist the truth then act confused ?
like i was wrong for being used  

you post your pain for a couple of likes  
then act above it when someone bites  
you said “i’ve grown” but i see through that  
you changed your hair, not how you act  

you play the victim
rewrite the scene  
pretend it’s art
but you know what it means  
you 
chase validation
i chased my peace  
guess both of us just needed bleh iyddsghns

i still drive by where you stay  
don’t know why just old decay  
you talk about love like it’s new  
but no one buys that shit from you  
  
you waste my breath
you waste my sleep  
the things you take
you never keep  
i gave you time
you gave me pain  
you’d do it all if asked again

selfish

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