this city blows + xslimex (p king theta)

prod. michael harrison

lyrics: 
why do i try
i never get what’s mine
sick of your lies
but feed me more i’ll be fine
i’ll be alright if that’s what you want me to do
i’ll be okay if i get to see that smile come from you
just give me truth
tell me what i need to do
is it you
or am i the problem too
i wonder if you
think of what you put me through
i’m over you but i can’t stand the thought
of letting you go
i’m scared of the nights where me and my thoughts 
oh we’re all alone
im scared to sleep cus you’re in my dreams
the times where my fantasies show
tell me where i went wrong cus baby i gotta know
i gotta know

dead and in the ground (daughtry cover) *recycleBin*

lyrics

why do i talk
why do u talk
what do u feel abt that
why do i cry
why do i lie
i jus need to bounce back
all in time
we’ll be fine
so pls dont treat me like that 
hold in my mind
folding my time
i do not wanna fight back 

who r u
idk u anymore 
but i
see thru
what ur looking for from me
tonight
ill get going
think its better for us both
if i
dont see ur face
popping up around here in time

i cant see why i cant face that im alone
i cant bleed that way i used to, i have grown
everything i do is tasteless, oh i know
everything i write is basic , oh i know

why do i talk
why do u talk
what do u feel abt that
why do i cry
why do i lie
i jus need to bounce back
all in time
we’ll be fine
so pls dont treat me like that 
hold in my mind
folding my time
i do not wanna fight back

just takethis with a mountain ofsalt

acey

featuring evergarden

lyrics:
(solr)
am i
in the wrong for how i
searched for purpose in life
(promised you'd stay by my side)
(you lied)

(@evergardens)
am i in the wrong for how i 
make you the center of my life 
setting myself up for failure this time

ive been coping at my worst
everything i knew upturned

(solr)
all the pain
all the torment that you've been through
is it me or is it you
that doesn't know what to do
you're in my head way too much
get out of my thoughts.

thought

Tough choices with Scorpio and Mackk :)!

Lyrics below: 

(Vails)
I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

I still feel the same
And rotting my brain 
The most intense pain 
Was i to blame

I dont think i was but ima take credit for it
Cus i cant shift the blame, i never wanted this shit 
But im left with it, guess ill deal with it 
Its not like i had a fucking choice to begin with 
Uh im not hating myslef because thats easy
And its not like anyone else could please me 
If things were differnet that believe me
It wouldnt  be so easy to defeat me 

But im going away for good
Wrapped the pain around me like a cloak 
i never knew if i should
But ive got good at learning how to cope

I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

(Scorpio)

I feel like im dying and no I'm not being dramatic
I feel like I've been trying for what feels likes been ages
I'm not even crying cos the meds don't allow it
I cant stop myself hiding from all of their faces

stone cold rock you could call me onix
i might blast off maybe join team rocket
jumping out my socks run from my feelings like im sonic
turn up off the wall like vans if im honest

Ive never been good
At talking about my problems
I just take a puff
Until they’re all forgotten

Telling me she like me
Like im an option
Baby that’s unlikely
im barely worth a conversation

theres too many options
and too many tough choices
and if im being honest
i feel like im nothing

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Tough Choices (feat. Scorpio)

Vails / just a habit 

It sjust a habit
I cant help it
I keep overreacting i wish could stop it
But i cant i be doing the same
Wish i could end this foreskan pain 
Was you lying about this too?
And Was i wrong in trusting you? 
is it a habit that you also do?
Cus we are both to blame it’s all true.

Its all true, i just knew, to belive in
Everything that goes wrong, has a meaning
nothing made sense from the beginning
Thats why we ended up just screaming  

And shouting 
Girl i hate it when ur mad at me its hurting so bad 
I just cant help but stay mad
why we both so sad? :( 
Oooh.

It just a habit
I cant help it
I keep overreacting i wish could stop it
But i cant i be doing the same
Wish i could end this foreskan pain 
Was you lying about this too?
And Was i wrong in trusting you? 
is it a habit that you also do?
Cus we are both to blame it’s all true.

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It’s Just a Habit

follow secre x jolst 

lyrics:
stay with me 
you are my home 
stay with me girl 
you are the soul, that i’ve always known

i just wrote you a letter 
(a letter) 
yea a letter
whenever you read it feel better
occasionally (occasionally)
yea, ima disaster 
ill have my shit together then ill lose it so much faster
i really hope that it doesn't change the way you look at me
i can't seem to maintain stability
i know i have, the capability
i know that, i know that

stay with me, you are my home (secre x jolst)

i can see andromeda above me
baby i dont think that u shld love me or trust me
cuz im toxic and im fucked up
got codeine in this red cup
got overtime on my paystub
got no time for ur wants love
im a deity that was once loved
then sent down to pay up
for everything that my kin did
i am not the culprit

if ur gonna yell at me then whats the point of being here?
everytime you open up your mouth it start to stink in here
swear to god there aint another soul as high as me in here
swear to god nobody livin life like me in peer-to-peer

connection everyday
only thing that keep me sane
takin this runtz pack to the face
swear i been booted up all day

u cannot be me, okay?
i could end this whole race
i say whatever i wanna say
im the decider of fates

i can hear instructions coming down from the oracle
telling me 2 pick u cuz ur oh so fucking vulnerable
im surprised you didnt try to kill me cuz ur psycho
you said u couldnt trust me now u know how the fuck it feels

bitch im fucking sick of being nothing but ur plaything
that was what i couldnt tell you to ur ugly face king
honestly i couldnt give a shit if ur sulking
in sorrow and fear of tomorrow what it brings

if ur gonna yell at me then whats the point of being here?
everytime you open up your mouth it start to stink in here
swear to god there aint another soul as high as me in here
swear to god nobody livin life like me in peer-to-peer

connection everyday
only thing that keep me sane
takin this runtz pack to the face
swear i been booted up all day

u cannot be me, okay?
i could end this whole race
i say whatever i wanna say
im the decider of fates

stay with me, you are my home (secre x jolst)

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