mix & master @ztope

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just leave me alone
over halfway down the street
babe  jus wanna go home

i get the feeling u vacant in every seat that take 
new conversation, the same shit
now all of this food is just tasteless

looking out in the distance 
i can still hear u say bye
jus reminiscing 
ig guess time flies
causing the dimming of light
dont make up ur mind till 
the fragments aline

just hold it there in place
warm the coldest state
forget th bigger pic
and lose a sense of space

no no no never no
eyes at the back of my head fully grown
but i cannot see the world fall to my toes

i never expected this
u never mentioned this
nods and sighs
we dont speak in sentences

cold, affection less
never questioning
stoped to care
but thats worse than ending it

“are u okay”
u “said i miss u” i turn to ur face
words to my grave
i won’t disclose what i felt that whole day
coz i thought u had changed

woah woah woah leverge woah
moved way too fast but ignoring th past yet if a meteorite crashed
yeh i think u would know
sometimes i wish and i hope
that, u would reciprocate this back 
theres a big a difference between a i miss u 
and my i love u so

no no no never no
get rid from ur rotation, playing it safe wasting time when we can move it the edge of the globe

dont wanna not live in this world but the walls are so thin 
no amount or brick or stone could make me suffice with this life
if ur not in the plans its a house not a home

never expected this
and now im crossing every bridge
burns behind me
there’s no way back to bliss

i hate myself 
so i read these passages
lock the safe
but they’re always cracking it

always go fast
but i never fasten it
if it hits hard please stop masking it
deep and buried 
always be asking it
surprised ive lasted this long

i always hated being sheltered
im not urs just give it up
i go to parties full of strangers
just to come thru and fuck it up
at least my music going good
but knowing me ill prolly fuck it up
tonight my head is feeling good
but of course i always drug it up

never expected this x8

th_inventor (killedmyself)

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h3art_3at3r w/ NAVYXOWER, strivesad, The North Shore, imperial & shizukesa. [+ sogimura]

I hope you just been sleeping,
I call you on your phone,
your momma says she loves you,
and your daddys' never home,
sometimes when I been sleeping,
I find it in my bones,
to wash away my burdens,
and put it in a song,

(she said)
I bet you got a lotta hoes back at home,
no one else around when I'm not home,
and are you making friends when I sleep?

and girl you don't gotta lie to me, just take yo self back home,
and go to sleep, try to sleep,

When I find,

the drug that hits me best, I love it more than friends, coz it won't leave me behind.

I miss getting high (broken bones)

prod. pekarot and jolst 



i gotta go it alone
i need the space to heal 
from the pain thats been caused
and  thoughts that i conceal
just give me a second to breathe 
wish i could fall asleep
two rips from the pipe, ill feel alright
why do i feel the need to apologize?
pretty fucked up, im not gonna lie
it happens every time
i go back to the moment
i dont regret it, i own it
the weight of the world has me feeling like im dope sick 
house set up in flames
so i forced a window to open 
i need to find out just why im so fucked in the head
i bet it’d make more sense if you found me dead
cause thats what you want anyway
my minds got something to say about it all the time
why
why the fuck do i even try? 
it seems that no remedy can suffice
my guilt is starving, watch it eat me alive
so i guess just let me know ill never get it right

i tell u, i do not know! (prod. pekarot x jolst)

prod branwenteeayemadeit!

breathing on sorbet
bitch i am gormet
i dig first class flights 
and i dont pay no 
i dont pay no entry price
that bitch is spice
that girl is nice 
yh i wanna fight

3g in me
4g in me
5g in me
like my phone
this shit make me second guess myself like all the time
am i seein shit right?
yea i cry at night
you keep me paranoid as fuck i think i might just die

i kinda wanna go back to when i wasnt making sense/cents at all
i kinda wanna go back to when i wasnt missing rent to ball
for my moms sake, i wish i could say
i dont miss smoking every night and every day

theres only so much i can say inside a letter cause its pricey as fuck and it wont make u feel better

3g in me
4g in me
5g in me
like my phone
this shit make me second guess myself like all the time
am i seein shit right?
yea i cry at night
you keep me paranoid as fuck i think i might just die

look out my window like who da fuck is dat
i dunno im the queen of the maw
im the queen of the hive
im the queen of this life
baby life is like a combine
shoot that boy between his eyes

sorbettt

teeayemadeit

safety (secre x heyrick)

<3

lyrics

beauty on the inside but she dont see that
humans make mistakes but now i think i bleed black

puddles of dark in horizon
baby its not right 
please jus look in to my eyes

this might be more than we’d come to expect
wehhhh
i see it all the time i cant help it keep fallin out my bed
im embedid in much worse, i could take whatever hurts until im dead

not just a feeling, u can keep it to urself im ok with that
oh
hope im not mistaken
ur face all on my pavement
all these bodys waking

this aint something u cant control no matter how long it stays inside you
im responsable, but who am i to put these words in to your mouth
i guess we’ve split in 2 
this on u 
if its over 
 

i swear somethings missing
our breaths are very distant
people like to talk i guess we pray instead of fixing

u jus thought 
ud make it through life that 
u missed that train , dont “who are u?”
“who r u”
“and where r u going”
baby this aint me i can tell u this aint homeee

what happened 2 u? w/ seezenz [drmabeats + michael harrison]

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