I tried

Curtain Call ❤️‍🔥

didnt realize its been 2 months already so have this i guess

songs
https://soundcloud.com/tropes777/fallback
https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose/lac

art: https://twitter.com/10_henn/status/1366067866001317890?s=20

i tried to make it right

big tonka

lyrics:

Red rocks in Nevada
She keep pouring up shots of this don Julio
After all the hate they starting feel me now
Come tomorrow ill be in Atlanta
Red rocks in Nevada
I smoke these runtz and turn into a martian now
Mellz had turned my shit into a movie now
I plan my actions u would think im saying lights camera

How the fuck u giving me advice from the bottom level
U could never it how I see it I am daredevil
This shit not a race cause if it was id get the gold medal
I take out the brakes so I only got the gas pedal
Im no one to wait on
Im no one to wait on baby
Save yourself
We should turn the lights on
I am not the right one baby
Made her say oh yea
Tough 
Im still awake
Im im still in pain
With love run away
I cant say that
I cant face that
I still try to change that
But its too fast
This shit break neck
Light this shit up on fire
I dont sleep I dont get tired
Moon rocks in grape backwoods licked down
Im still trying to get higher

Red rocks in Nevada
She keep pouring up shots of this don Julio
After all the hate they starting feel me now
Come tomorrow ill be in Atlanta
Red rocks in Nevada
I smoke these runtz and turn into a martian now
Mellz had turned my shit into a movie now
I plan my actions u would think im saying lights camera

Red rocks in Nevada
She keep pouring up shots of this don Julio
After all the hate they starting feel me now
Come tomorrow ill be in Atlanta
Red rocks in Nevada
I smoke these runtz and turn into a martian now
Mellz had turned my shit into a movie now
I plan my actions u would think im saying lights camera

Nevada (jabaronthebeat X Jelly)

lyrics:

She is my krypronite
Every time I leave she tryna start a fight
I cant brush it off or I won’t sleep at night
Tell me what I want cause read u can read my mind
If U always right
She is my krypronite
But im not no superman I bleed the same as you
I feel tension inside the air girl can you feel it too
I would dead it but its all from you
This shit all from you and you know it

Why the fuck u call me at this hour
Lights all off like I had no power
She had liked uppers I had liked downers
She had left residue on my counter
Baby u fucked up this is not you
I could relate I got a couple of screws that’s missing
Her brain was on intermission
That pill rebooting her system
Why would I be scared
The shit I seen with my own eyes would make u lose ur hair
Every time she told me I love you she had never cared 
But I’ve had walls around my mental for about 7 years
Bitch I came prepared 
Only at night I feel my pain
Only when people look away
I am all smiles during the day
At 12 am they fade away
Then im back in the same slump
Its so quiet I hear my blood pump
When I panic I feel my chest thump fast
Certain my next breath will be my last
But im still alive
I know its disappointing baby
Its not my fucking time
I still got shit to do

She is my krypronite
Every time I leave she tryna start a fight
I cant brush it off or I won’t sleep at night
Tell me what I want cause read u can read my mind
If U always right
She is my krypronite
But im not no superman I bleed the same as you
I feel tension inside the air girl can you feel it too
I would dead it but its all from you
This shit all from you and you know it

56 Elm (jabarionthebeat X Kuji)

lyrics:

How u talk about a family unit with the white picket fence
Then go tell me u aint ready for commitment
Scratching at my head like its a plinko ticket explain
U devilish at night but in the day u christian
It dont add up 
Tell me is this a setup
But I guess it dont matter 
To you
I know that nothing ever did with me u could tell the truth
She only text me when she got nothing else to do
But I do

At least I do know
And the best part is I made it happen
If I make it to Madison ion wanna see u clapping
Please sit back enjoy the man that u destroyed
That took that pain and turned that into passion
Annoying I know but
But Just for you tho hun
I feel like gohan yuh
U watched me lose u now u watch me on the tv like sopranos uh
U alive but dead to me I light some candles up
And roll this backwood up
Im blowing sticky icky out me out this Audi filled purple stuff
Its like this bitch cant live without me I got cobra clutch
Its Like im venomous
Its like the end of u
Was just the end of us
But I couldn’t give a fuck
I mean I really couldn’t
She said buying tickets now and im like no you shouldn’t
Cameras flashing in my face I feel like Cuba gooding jr
She cant erase me out the brain its like I turned into a tumor
She think she funny like Chapelle but u more like an Amy schumer
I get money in residual now my day like Farris beulers
How u heated when all u had to drink tonight were coolers
U a dummy stuck in dead end but I guess im the loser
Make it make sense
Cause I dont make cents
I make blue bills
U dont make rent
See I crack seals
U just kick cans
U insecure and falling over
U like fist pump and
im like breakdance
But I guess I dont know enough
And when it came to loving u could never show enough
There came a part where id invite u and u aint showing up
But tell me 20 times again how u the grown up in this situation 
The way u argue with me implies premeditation
How the fuck I bought the condo and its ur space im invading
If complaining was a sport u be too decorated
I know misery loves company but u must be related
I have tried way too many times
She hopping borders how she cross the line
On purpose
At this point I dont think its worth it
At this point I cant even feel the hurting

How u talk about a family unit with the white picket fence
Then go tell me u aint ready for commitment
Scratching at my head like its a plinko ticket explain
U devilish at night but in the day u christian
It dont add up 
Tell me is this a setup
But I guess it dont matter 
To you
I know that nothing ever did with me u could tell the truth
She only text me when she got nothing else to do
But I do

Family Unit (jabarionthebeat X Prodkxvi)

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

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avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

follow seezenz, drmabeats, & michael harrison

what happened 2 u? w/ seezenz [drmabeats + michael harrison]

I miss you so much honestly.

well, im only here cause i love you
and i met you for a reason now i need you
i dont wanna get attached..
get attached..
but its a little hard, cause you make me feel
thats something i aint really done in a year
done in a year, a little more

well, im only here cause i love you :(
cause i love you, cause i love you x2
i think you're too hard on yourself..
too hard on yourself, too hard on yourself
and i dont even know you that well,
but i think youre cool..

you were like.. everything to me. you got me thru the most conflicting time of my life when i was recovering from the past, discovering myself, and accepting fate. i didn't really think youd ever go, and i guess that was dumb on my part. but i'd never blame you..
i hope youre safe hun.

i love you.. (caves x pekarot)

scull a fuckin bottle, but it only makes it worse
i cant even feel it now, i guess its just part of the curse
all the black inside my veins is all i know, it fucking hurts
if you end my suffering ill pay you more than what its worth

flipping through the pages, writing in my book like
gotta stay quick on my feet write a hook like
gotta keep going, get used to my new life
all of this pain, and all of this new strife

everythings dark, but i know its the same
hit me on the phone, but im gonna hit the blade
you could never fucking tell me that you know whats in my brain
yeah but fuck it ima burden, yeah but fuck it im insane

reach for the ruger, point it at my skull and i
pull the lil trigger but then it be null and i
all of my trauma make me feel so dull and i
count on these substances to make me numb and i

dont really feel it cause im just so done and i
never feel nothin, i never have fun and i
drown in my hell while i bang on my drum and i
try to make noise but i know im just scum and i

scull a fuckin bottle, but it only makes it worse
i cant even feel it now, i guess its just part of the curse
all the black inside my veins is all i know, it fucking hurts
if you end my suffering ill pay you more than what its worth

Skull

SCULL (prod. Caves)

Ohh baby girl you got some nerve
Left me here to rot inside the dirt
If you found a better man you coulda told me first
she said that she loves me thats just words
He just wants your body and to touch up on them curves
But I want more than that
I could treat you right ...
But you just proved to me that you ain't wifey type
Fuck a fight
Get up out my face
This is the 3rd strike
Ghost her at a moments notice
thought I am poltergiest
~
Can't believe everything I did for you to stab me in the back like this
That girl left some holes in my heart like swiss
too good to be true from the start; reminisce
I DON'T WANT YOU BACK
~
Pack your shit and go
I gotta heal all of these scars you dealt
Trust Issues for life
Flick a light feel my body melt
Sick of getting high everynight just to unfeel what you did to me
All this damage on my soul for some mid pussy
~
Bed feels empty
I don't mind
Thoughts may tempt me but
~
Ohh baby girl you got some nerve
Left me here to rot inside the dirt
If you found a better man you coulda told me first
she said that she loves me thats just words
He just wants your body and to touch up on them curves
But I want more than that
I could treat you right ...
But you just proved to me that you ain't wifey type
Fuck a fight
Get up out my face
This is the 3rd strike
Ghost her at a moments notice
thought I am poltergiest
~
That hoe for the streets 
I ain't fuckin wit a cheat
cut her off like circumcision 
I don't want no damn receipt
Had to call up the mortician
cause that bitch is dead to me
I must be an electrician cause this shit ain't shockin me
Know that girl still watchin me cause I am poppin off
you must be mistaking me for someone that I was
I ain't takin shit from you I'm only working out of love
That's why all my numbers up and you've been stuck on drugs

Sometimes it gets lonely in the nighttime
That's when I just write up on the paper all these words
Songs that help me cope with these thoughts so absurd
This my one true love in this life not her

MUSIC VIDEO

NERVE! [Prod. JustDan]

take everything
and i pray that you see that i care
waited now im inside out
lead me straight into the unknown 
pretending like you know whats best for me
again again and again

with time youll know im better in every way
you showed
you showed your dark side
ill love you anyway
you know that feeling i always get

try so damn hard
i cant take back the things i said
i dont look back
you cant help it
ive done you wrong
but on my own i cant feel strong

what happened 2 u? w/ seezenz [drmabeats + michael harrison]

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