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Fed Up

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Pleasure in the flesh
It is all that's left
Loading up my guns
And killing just for fun
Nothing here is real
Nowhere to appeal
Actions have no weight 
I'm in outerspace
It is so surreal
Each bullet carries so much sorrow
Can't hear em yeah your cries ring hollow
Like dogs begging for their dinner
My bushmaster makes your bones splinter
In bullet time I can see slowmo
Skull splitter coming for your head yo
You'll die and it won't matter
Turn the gun on myself go splatter
Surreal

surreal

chorus
ill always be alone
ill always be at home
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same
ill always be afraid
ill never be Ok
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same

verse
marching towards insanity
it has the best of me yea
i dont know whats wrong with me
im living on repeat and
i can fix it easily
but im too sad and lazy
everything is such a waste
all of this pain just breaks me

chorus
ill always be alone
ill always be at home
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same
ill always be afraid
ill never be Ok
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same


stay the same

thought id post this for now, ep coming out on the 14th, this song will be apart of it

you dont love me
you wont ever care about me
left me to die
youd rather have me become roadkill

what did i do to you
you left me all alone
why am i always feeling so empty
always alone
always alone
why are you always so cruel to me
it hurts too much
it hurts too much

and i know you hate me
i wont find someone like you
you make me feel so worthless
you were all i had left
why did it end up like this
why does this always happen
now your just a memory
i always think about you

roadkill

Woke up dead, but I gotta keep grinding
Feed me my pills, keep my brain rewiring
Passed out from last night's bender
Another day, another drug, I'm just a number
And I'm never thinking, thinking out loud
I've never been dumber than I am now
I can't get anywhere in my own life
I can't ever do any thing right

i'm so tired of getting no where
i'm so tired, life is unfair
i'm so tired of getting no where
Ending my life cuz I don't care

I’m So Tired Of Getting Nowhere

this is not shoegaze (edited)

Μνήμες της φωτιάς .mp3

Lightning War

kerf track, mixed by ri


i wish i stopped right when i had started
all feeling’s gone away
addiction’s spiraled out of hand into a mess thats gone astray
i’ve been seeking help from unhelpful sources
it doesn’t numb the pain
waking up is a fucking chore and i have to do it everyday

the things ive done to run away from all this
its why im running still
my vices dominate what used to be what gave me humanity

belowground - i don't know

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