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Social Retard

ok i made it public
ok i made it private again

ok its made public again? 03/03/25

winning

my friends they all hate my guts
and i always feel so fucked up
dont know why i even try
be better off if i would just die

lately
ive been feeling crazy
think theyve had enough of me cuz
im so fucked up
lately
everybody hates me
i should learn to just shut up cuz
im so fucked up

dont know why the things i say
always push the ones i love away
stay inside never go anywhere
get left behind cuz nobody cares

lately 
ive been feeling crazy
think theyve had enough of me cuz
im so fucked up
lately
everybody hates me 
i should learn to just shut up cuz
im so fucked up

so fucked up

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

Scabzone cover https://soundcloud.com/scabzone

Hi-Point

Rick Reese - Suicidal Girl

cool video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNqDD_OuhlA

hey dad I made new friends 
follow me on instagram
do you have some cash to spend
check out my onlyfans
getting good at sucking dick
selling off some feet pics
in an open ended relationship
when youre simping way too much
addicted to being in love
and youre sad and youve had enough
you gotta stop and chad up
or pretend youre something youre not 
its something that you do alot
spend all your money on ethots

im one of those stupid girls
infiltrating your subculture
i dont have any self esteem
you can shut up and pay attention to me

when you dont have anything to loose
dont ever try to think it through
she finally wants you
like she was supposed to
this is how you deal with it 
even though you feel like shit
a self delusional pay pig

Resist Succubi

Fed Up

belowground - i don't know

NO, IM NOT OKAY - Belowground Reupload

You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a https://soundcloud.com/neetsongs
Dumb wagies can't compete

I'm never getting a job
Youre a slave and I'm not
Stay mad and keep on working
I'm at home doing nothing

Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home

You can rage but I don't care
I'm feeling smug cause life's not fair
but dont get tired trying to complain
Tomorrow is another day of work again

Living rent free inside your head
Living rent free in my parents basement

S.leeping in M.ondays U.nemployed and G.loating

https://youtu.be/hNDco3XaFY0 where i got it

Fried By Fluoride - The Love I Lost

Slowbrain

Where I got it from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=opnlR3by5qA

Fried By Fluoride - In Excellent Order

molly rock (gjallarhornit cover)

credit to @cowcowcowboy for mixing the track

i really hated how you said goodbye
you fucking left me and without a reason why
you cut all contact and abandoned me
when all i wanted was some female company

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i dont want you anymore

i lie awake at night cuz i cant sleep
i think of you and i cant help but feel weak
its so sadistic how you showed your love
i wanted you but you didnt want me

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i hate you go fuck yourself

worthless (old version)

you could be my girlfriend
if you wanted to
we can be happy together but it’s up to you

you could’ve been my lover
you could’ve been my wife
instead you stabbed in my the back of my heart with a knife

i still have your picture
it reminds me of you
i feel so hopeless and i really don’t know what to do

want to sleep forever
stick my head in the ground
because life’s not worth living without you around 

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but i am still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz i see you when i close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuz i’ve told one too many lies

you could be my girlfriend 
if you wanted to
i think of what i’d change if i knew it meant losing you

all the memories had
over many years
then you said those final words that i always feared

when i see you with him
it makes me want to die
i’m still in love with you and i don’t know why 

so i guess i’ll be here
in my room all alone
hoping one day i see a message from you on my phone

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but i’m still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz i see you when i close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuz i’ve told one too many lies

belowground - i don't know

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