Incelcore

2 am

wanna listen 2 sum tunes?

Music that makes me feel something

Deprivation Playlist

FAVS

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

the vocals are mixed a bit weird sorry

emo girl she slits her wrists
says its my fault 
i dont give a shit

she ran away
from therapists
she wont come home
her parents pissed

when im around i'll make her frown
i'll lift her up and break her down
i'll tell her lies straight to her eyes
i'll watch the soul inside her die

emo girl

Beer

Pale face on a winter afternoon
sleep-deprived but I dreamt of you
I made friends with the shadows on the wall
you can win some but you lose it all

I think I'm better off alone
sinking like a stone
i don't got a breath you could take anyways
put me down below
rotting in my tomb
wearing out my bones
I'm better off alone

sweat dripping on a summer afternoon
you called up I said hey fuck you
who you think you are not so fast
you can come over and kiss my ass

Better Off Alone

another shooty cover for the shooty album
I couldnt figure out the lyrics so I made half of them  up

Doot do dooo dooo doot do dooo doo Doot do dooo doot doot do dooo dooo Dooot doo doo doot doooot doooo Dooot doo doo doot doooot doooo

Goodbye and so long i hope you choke on the words i wrote for you in this song you'll hear me sing when you pass away can't say that i blame you for having bad taste 
You know i still think about how you kinda treated me badly and you still do i wonder if you ever tried to change you're so full of shit and you're still the same

Im looking forward to the day I get to dance on your grave even though your already dead inside dontcha know I hate you for being alive 
Every breath you take is a waste of space every move you make is a total disgrace when you know you're living on borrowed time you're dirt you're already dead inside

oooOOOOoooooooooOOOooooooo

And it was funny and it was sad the stupid shit that always made her mad there was literally nothing that I could fucking say can't say that I blame her for being that way 
Our lives were shameful and a waste of time, regrets that she can still make me cry I whish that you could somehow take me back, closest thing to love that I ever had

Epitaph

The Bedroom Recordings Of Owen Adamcik

Owen Adamcik - If Only She Was With Me

Belowground - Mass Shooter

a picket fence, a perfect lawn
a coffee at the break of dawn
it's all a fantasy
in reruns on TV

accepting I will never own
a happy Norman Rockwell home
with two kids and a wife
a stable modest life

the A/C can't beat summers heat
the traffic moves at glacial speeds
I'm drifting off into post-modern dreams

it isn't fun, it isn't fair
to live to serve the billionaires
so I won't fight for scraps
not I'm lying on my back

I'm dropping out I can't compete
kick off your boots and rest your feet
cause working hard is dumb
when there's no prize to be won

the A/C can't beat summers heat
the traffic moves at glacial speeds
I'm drifting off into post-modern dreams

a flannel shirt and worn blue jeans
an address on a quiet street 
and a girl to love is all I'd ever need

Postmodern Dreams (single version)

Belowground - LETS START OVER AGAIN (AGAIN)

I'm Dead Inside

Art by <a href="http://www.bridgetdearborn.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Bridget Dearborn </a>

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Tony Castles - Heart In The Pipes (Kauf Remix)

Desire - Under Your Spell

Age of Consent's 2nd single Heartbreak
 Released 11th June 2012 on Inside Animals Records  
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Heartbreak is the second single from experimental London based duo Age of Consent. Exploring the territory between pop music and something all together more strange. Heartbreak is a dark, bittersweet, danceable track.

With a percussive Prince-like drum sound and skittering analogue synthesizers that fizz into forlorn, melodic vocals, Heartbreak is an after-dark hymn to a long-dead love affair. The song takes it's inspiration from the death of loved ones and reimagines the loss as the harrowing end of a relationship.

Drawing upon a passion for brooding electronic music such as Fever Ray and Soft Cell, Age of Consent produced this single along with previous collaborator/producer Luke Smith who has previously worked with Depeche Mode and Foals. Including on the B-Side their metronomic cover version of Suicide's 'Ghost Rider', which has become something of a live favourite.

Directed by Gareth Phillips (Cat's Eyes, Is Tropical) and the band themselves, the video is partly inspired by Brian Eno's Oblique Strategies, and his idea of setting specific limitations before starting creative work. The band eschewed post-production techniques and only shot effects that could be achieved live. Using a series of projectors connected to cameras filming their own output, they created an intense succession of visual feedback, in some ways indebted to Henri-Georges Clouzot's film 'La Prisonierre' as well as a tongue in cheek nod to Bonnie Tyler's Total Eclipse of the Heart.

Age of Consent are Joe Reeves and Darren Cullen. After meeting at Glasgow School of Art they moved to London to make music and produce remixes for the likes of La Roux, Gary Numan and The Toxic Avenger. Their first single 'The Beach' was released in late 2011.

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Heartbreak

joji - WORLDsTAR MONEY

Mixed Personalities

Murder On My Mind

and michael cera ruined a whole generation of white boys

Scott Pilgrim vs. the World Ruined a Whole Generation of Women

7.62

STOP MUMBLING AND SPEAK UP SON

did you get my message yesterday
the blue light never flashes anyways
as if i had something to say
or wanted to meet you halfway

i can hear what you say
i can here
i can’t hear
i can hear
i can’t here

we’ll talk in circles in our beds
just talk until the moon is dead
words we’ll just forget
until we just forget

about the little boy
who never enjoyed
the things in life
we’ll help him out
before the day
it ends in fright

oh boy what ever happened to you
you were so innocent

Message For You

i know it has a lot of screaming in the background but this is from a live show and i unfortunately couldn't find one without the screaming :( i hope you enjoy

my kind of woman finn wolfhard cover (slowed down)

Egirl

Woke up again today
With no missions and zero strength
I don't know how to play
And I don't want to anyway
Need to delete this game
And go back to another save

But my hard drive's fucked
Zero charisma, zero luck
I don't have any skills
Or the XP to fix my build

The simulation's fucked
Everything and everybody sucks
NPCs hate my guts
I wanna quit, want to log off
I'm not having any fun

(My hard drive's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(Zero charisma, zero luck) I'm not having any fun
(The simulation's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(I'm not having any fun) I'm not having any fun

Life is an RPG and I Fucked Up My Build

idk what i am

im not incelcore
and i cant feel anymore
ive been super numb
since i turned 24
and ever since that time
its been a fucking lie
all of those fucking cries for help
you said that that you would die
its not
fun to go out anymore
and i
i just shot out my brains
are you feeling okay

i'm not incelcore (willow cover)

Year of the Horse

you talk 
I speak
we are both freaks
crashed car ripped your clothes
I don’t think they’ll ever know.

we walked for hours
you picked wild flowers 
where we’re going no one knows 
we’ll make our minds up as we go

while all the other people keep pretending
spinnin in a cycle never ending
always finding something keeps you stressing 
I can’t help but say those words
when you come through I find my nerves see

nothing really matters when I'm with you.

we slipped to night
you’re late sounds right
petty crimes and rainy coats
singing long to the stereo



nothing really matters when I’m with you x3

Nothing Matters (with you)

I lay my head down on the ground
I hear the screams of souls lost and never found
Their bodies buried in the Earth
but their souls were damned at the dawn of birth

I know that they'd rather be somewhere else
Some say they no longer mind the flames of hell
Die with me, let's go a beautiful place
Jesus Christ will absolve me of my pain

I lay my head down on the ground
I hear the screams of souls lost and never found
Their bodies buried in the dirt
but their souls still feel all the hurt

I know that they'd rather be somewhere else
Some say they don't mind the flames of hell
Die with me, so I can see Terry again
I'm just another stitch in time, he was my only friend

I Want to Die and Hang Out With Jesus and Terry A. Davis

Stacy's Mom

lately i have been giving up
theres no reason to give a fuck
everybodys all messed up on meds
the whole worlds coming to an end
all my life people told me to try
but i just wanna lay down and die
i think i am done
i will never give a fuck

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

lately ive been feeling down
i dont think ill ever figure it out
ive been getting more and more braindead
pretty sure in 2 years ill be dead
all my life i thought things would get better
now ive realized that im fucked forever
i think i am cursed
my life is the fucking worst

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

Dropping Out And Giving Up

Pop-Phlodge

Lyrics: 

Mom I hate you, you make me take my pills
Mom I hate you, you know they make me feel ill
Mom I hate you, I want you to be killed
Mom I hate you, I think you do it for thrills

But when its cheese time, I feel my best
When its cheese time, I finally rest
When its cheese time, there is no stress
When its cheese time, my life is less

Mom I hate you, you make me take my pills
Mom I hate you, you know they make me feel ill
Mom I hate you, I want you to be killed
Mom I hate you, I think you do it for thrills

But when its cheese time, I feel my best
When its cheese time, I finally rest
When its cheese time, there is no stress
When its cheese time, my life is less

Owen Adamcik - If Only She Was With Me

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