suicide is never the answer. it will get better.

do drugs in public / cry in private

It's that time of the month when I don't want to wake up. And I'm stumbling over after I leave the bar. And every night when I fall asleep it's like there's a thorn in my heart, 'cause the girl that I thought I loved isn't coming around anymore and it's fucking me up. We said that we'd go to New York City to dance at the club. And we said we'd go to Paris, 'cause everyone says it's the city of love. It's that time of the month when I don't want to wake up. We said that we'd go to New York City to dance at the club. And we said we'd go to Paris, 'cause everyone says it's the city of love. And I can't help it one bit, 'cause I think of your hands when I'm dancing with somebody new. And every night when I fall asleep it's like there's a thorn in my heart, 'cause the girl that I loved, she isn't coming around anymore.

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Picking at a Scab

https://open.spotify.com/album/7rFjGwoamsu3g1FSRCz9LY

prodmixme/ unreleased/scrapped songs
don*t like track? skip
https://expirydate.carrd.co
tracklist:

forest
snowman
what u want
what goes around comes around
only make sense
14
wtzgehr
expiry_date
dirt (pre mental hospital eera)
paradise
real_2
127
yeaa
what happened to you
Dissapear v.1 (pre mental hospital eera)
MadeABag
Roar2
swaaaaaaaaag2
Funk
losing_it
scrap
Movie8
sncb
100stacks

session ++++ıllıllı (⇂) 27 ıllıllı +

the skin off my face gonna leave a scar
i scratch and pick and bitch till i bleed more
i rub my eyes red till i wake up
fantasize that i could never wake up
never thought i'd hide so damn much
living side by side with a phantom
watch a couple movies just to pass by
couple weeks and months so damn tired 

i can see my shitty grades pinned up on the wall
you try and try again aint no make up test at all
no father role model that can beat sense into me
closest thing  i had crashed and died in '23

i like to think a lot about meeting you there
a flick of the wheel with my fingers in the air
the tires unwrap like a dragon on fire
noone else was hurt

got a full tank imma get gone
not in the job of hurting ppl lets move on
it got real dark and i got real scared
crossed fingers in the mirror broken in the air

what i amounted to 
is it good enough
when you hear the sound
can you feel the snuff
when the rooster's down
and your time is up
despite it all
never give up

the skin off my face gonna leave a scar
i scratch and pick and bitch till i bleed more
i rub my eyes red till i wake up
fantasize that i could never wake up
never thought i'd hide so damn much
living side by side with a phantom
watch a couple movies just to pass by
couple weeks and months so damn tired 

what i amounted to 
is it good enough
when you hear the sound
can you feel the snuff
when the rooster's down
and your time is up
despite it all
never give up

snufff

Vaso Azul - Malo2k x El Sonido - Malo2k
sin animo d lucro

vaso azul (delgadogomezz edit)

tonight

Im Sorry

[DUI_002] + cvdemo

guitar&instrumental by @deadtxts

nice try no good cover

i wanna  ##Call u every night [@W3BCAM+@DEADTXTS)💞 𝟩𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒𝓈𝒶𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓀💞

bigdog30k + spira - vad tycker du om mig

mix/master - jamison2
@reservv
@basic_shapes

[DUI_002] + cvdemo

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