Bloodyangels is finally here. Dis Young Xan Life, YXL.

sky falls down

Love you back?

prod. @charlieshuffler

LYRICS: 

before you speak upon my situation
what if I told you that my limitations 
are larger than you think 
and I can't push past them
no matter how hard I try
when the burdens that I'm forced to carry
got me dreaming about sleeping in the mortuary 
I feel the weight of my own personal ceiling
crumbling down to bury me
cause the structure of my mind is immutable like the color of my eyes
I'm running out of time and there's nothing you can do about it
cause the structure of my mind is set in concrete like the color of my eyes
I'm running out of time and there's nothing that you can do
I know it's hard to see
my brain tissue isn't exposed for all to see
but if it was I would hide it
like I hide everything else
I hide my feelings too 
but this is getting way too hard to keep from you
could you tell by the way I always moan like I'm depressed?
or is it the rope around my neck?
cause the structure of my mind is unchangeable like the color of my eyes
I'm a fuck up by design and there's nothing I can do about it
the medication is a joke
it just makes me want to choke myself with my own two bare hands
until I suffocate and die
wipe your tears, wipe your tears
I didn't mean to make you cry
I'm just trying to explain why I'm like this
the color of my eyes
and I would change that too 
I know it's cliche but I always wished that they were blue
or green
maybe I'll go and buy some colored contacts
woooahhhhhhhh

color of my eyes (prod. charlie shuffler)

ihateshinigami - luna

U Was At The Club

lyrics
Yeah I hate it when im all alone 
Wtf is wrong with me why I feel so low
I might end it all
So just call my phone
Tell me how you are 
I think I need u tho
I Think I need u back
Will u come home
Keep my head high, when I’m so low
Just promise me u won’t go tho

Just promise u won’t miss me when I’m gone
I feel alone, I don’t know what u want
Feeling dead, 
Laying on the floor
Feeling like i might I might die, feeling all alone
Push me too the ground, where you can’t ignore
Yeah I’m all alone 
(Wish that I was dead can’t do this anymore)

And I don’t really wanna let go
Baby please just come back home
Yeah I hate it when I’m all alone

Everyday is a rainy day
I cannot change 
I don’t rlly know why I’m living this way
I don’t rlly wanna live this way
I swear that I will change 
I’m sorry that I ended up this way
I miss around your hands around my neck when I kiss your face

Yeah I hate it when im all alone 
Wtf is wrong with me why I feel so low
I might end it all
So just call my phone
Tell me how you are 
I think I need u tho
I Think I need u back
Will u come home
Keep my head high, when I’m so low
Just promise me u won’t go tho

changes (prod. raspo)

Lil Lucifer - Dying Doesnt Sound So Bad

body armor (prod. discent)

(slowed and reverbed) @idkconundrum - heartboy

End Credits to Your Life - NO.PVLSE x Scotty Trippin

LYRICS---

How can I, go
How can I, go on
Hold on
When

Everything I know is gone 
Everyone I know moves on 
Telling me I took too long 
Guess I shouldn't look too long 
I don't wanna die alone 
So why the hell am I at home 
Another man turned to stone
Eroding into broken hope 

How should I, feel?
How should I, feel now?
Deep down
When 

I don't know where I'm going anymore
Kronos closing doors what am I waiting for 
I've been impatient towards these things I'm chasin'
But these moves I'm makin' barely moving paces
And my minds been racin' oh my mind's been achin'
Caught in contemplation all these thoughts I'm faced with 
I've been too complacent and I fuckin' hate it
Prolly go insane inside this room I sing in 

And we only get lost cause somebody told us that we're not where we're supposed to be 
Where are we supposed to be?
Where are we supposed to be?