Have you ever noticed how SoundCloud's 'Top Tracks' seems way off? So, I wanted to set the record straight. Here are my actual top tracks with over 1000 plays each, ranked by play count from most to least.

My REAL Top Tracks!

This song is a heartfelt plea to a loved one on the edge, a desperate cry to hold on to hope and not succumb to the darkness of suicide. This powerful ballad is a testament to the transformative power of love and connection, urging listeners to cling to life, even in the most desperate moments. 

This song was inspired by two significant events that shook my world. Initially, I was moved by Lynn Carey Saylor's poignant song "Hold on and Breathe," https://www.reverbnation.com/lynncareysaylorsongwriter/song/13089893-hold-on-and-breathe which holds a special place in my heart. As I tried to emulate her skill, I found myself creating multiple songs that explore the same emotions and ideas. Also, the tragic loss of my sister Tammy (May 25th, 1961 - July 12th, 2006) further fueled my creative journey as I poured my grief and reflections into this song.

With tender lyrics and soaring melodies, 'Hold On, Love' envelops listeners in a sense of safety and support. The song acknowledges the weight of the world's unkindness while rallying with a message of love, care, and collective strength. It's a beacon of hope, urging listeners to hold on to life, even when the darkness closes in. 

This song is a testament to the human spirit's capacity for love, support, and hope in the face of adversity. Let the uplifting message and soaring melodies wrap you in comfort and reassurance.

#AokiChallenge #contest 

LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
I see the shadows creeping in your mind,  
The weight of the world is so unkind,  
But hear me now, girl, you're not alone,  
This heart beats for you, it's your home.

Just take a breath, let the darkness fade,  
I promise you, love's the light we've made.

[Chorus]
Hold on, love, there's so much to fight,  
Your light shines bright, even in the night,  
You're so loved, don’t forget that we care,  
Let’s find the strength, let’s lay it bare.

[Verse 2]
Each tear you cry, it tells a story,  
But don’t let it steal your own glory,  
We'll talk it out, just take my hand,  
Together we'll rise, together we stand.

Every moment’s a chance to reclaim,  
To face the storm and call your name.

[Chorus]
Hold on, love, there's so much to fight,  
Your light shines bright, even in the night,  
You're so loved, don’t forget that we care,  
Let’s find the strength, let’s lay it bare.

[Outro]
You’re worth a million, don’t drift away,  
Together we’ll face the break of day.

#AokiChallenge #contest 

2024

Hold On Love

Get cozy and indulge in the festive spirit with this sultry holiday tune, inspired by the captivating style of one of my favorite singer/songwriters, Lynn Carey Saylor's song 'Christmas Mistress'.
https://on.soundcloud.com/xDj9Y https://www.soundclick.com/music/songInfo.cfm?songID=8433320

This is a romantic and intimate escapade, wrapped in the warmth and magic of the season. With its twinkling lights, whispered secrets, and champagne kisses, this song invites you to surrender to the joy and desire of a special night with the one you love. Let the shattered ornaments and candy canes be the only evidence of your 'merry naughty Christmas' as you dance and embrace the thrill of the night, guided by love and the whimsy of the season.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the twinkling lights, we found our spark,
Wrapped in cozy blankets, it’s getting dark.
Snowflakes whisper secrets on the window pane,
With every kiss, it’s like a sweet champagne.

Oh, the mistletoe's waiting, come and take a chance.

[Chorus]
Oh, it's a merry, naughty Christmas, just us two,
Wrapped up in the joy and the warmth of our view.
Ribbons of desire in every embrace,
On this magical night, we’ve found our place.

[Verse 2]
Shattered ornaments ‘round us on the floor,
As we dance to the tunes of a holiday score.
Candy canes and giggles, oh what a sight,
Underneath the tree, we’re lost in the night.

With love as our guide, let’s make it a thrill.

[Chorus]
Oh, it's a merry, naughty Christmas, just us two,
Wrapped up in the joy and the warmth of our view.
Ribbons of desire in every embrace,
On this magical night, we’ve found our place.

[Outro]
So let the bells ring loud and clear,
In our whimsical world, it’s just you, my dear.

#AokiChallenge #contest

Merry Naughty Christmas

A poignant and relatable song about the imperfections of family gatherings, 'Thanksgiving Night' captures the tension and pain that can accompany the holiday. With lyrics that candidly explore the flaws and dysfunctions of family dynamics, this song sheds light on the struggles of maintaining a facade of peace and love amidst underlying conflicts. The catchy melody and chorus belie the emotional depth of the lyrics, making for a thought-provoking and resonant listening experience.

LYRICS

Verse 1:
Gather 'round the table, a feast to behold
But tension fills the air, like a story oft told
Family ties that bind, now frayed and worn
A day to give thanks, but love's been torn

Chorus:
Oh, Thanksgiving night, a time for peace
But our family's demons, they never cease
We put on a face, but the pain's still real
A dysfunctional family's Thanksgiving feel

Verse 2:
Mom's cooking's burnt, Dad's temper's flared
Sister's drama's brewing, Brother's not there
Politics and past hurts, a deadly combine
A recipe for disaster, this family of mine

Chorus:
Oh, Thanksgiving night, a time for peace
But our family's demons, they never cease
We put on a face, but the pain's still real
A dysfunctional family's Thanksgiving feel

Bridge:
We'll pretend to laugh and fake a smile
But deep down, we're dying, all the while
For a love that's real, for a family that's whole
But till then, we'll just play the role

Chorus:
Oh, Thanksgiving night, a time for peace
But our family's demons, they never cease
We put on a face, but the pain's still real
A dysfunctional family's Thanksgiving feel

Outro:
So let's raise a glass to this crazy family
All flawed and fractured, but still a family
We'll make it through this Thanksgiving night
And hope that someday, love will shine its light.

Dysfunctional Thanksgiving

This song is a powerful and emotive song inspired by the true story of Erik and Lyle Menendez, brothers who suffered childhood abuse and were later convicted of murdering their parents. This haunting ballad sheds light on the devastating consequences of unchecked trauma and a flawed justice system.

With poignant lyrics and soaring melodies, the song conveys the brothers' desperate cries for help, the cruelty they endured, and the injustice they faced. The chorus demands freedom and justice, while the bridge reflects on the lessons learned and the need for healing and closure.

"Trapped in Darkness" is a rallying cry for those who have suffered in silence, a testament to the human spirit's resilience, and a call to action for systemic change.

*Please note that this song is my creative interpretation and not meant to be taken as factual. The Menendez brothers' case is complex, and opinions on their guilt and sentencing vary. This song aims to raise awareness about the impact of childhood trauma and the importance of considering mental health in the justice system.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
In Beverly Hills, a tale of pain
Behind mansion walls, a secret shame
Abuse and fear, a childhood lost
Erik and Lyle, forever the cost

[Chorus:]
Their cries for help, fell on deaf ears
An imperfect defense, through all their tears
Unfair trial, a sentence so cold
Free them now, let justice unfold

[Verse 2:]
Their father's grip, a toxic hold
A life of terror, young hearts grow old
They sought escape, a desperate plea
Self-defense, or so it seemed to be

[Chorus:]
Their cries for help, fell on deaf ears
An imperfect defense, through all their tears
Unfair trial, a sentence so cold
Free them now, let justice unfold

[Bridge:]
Years gone by, lessons learned
The system failed, justice yearned
Healing needed, closure sought
Freedom awaited, hearts once caught

[Chorus:]
Their cries for help, fell on deaf ears
An imperfect defense, through all their tears
Unfair trial, a sentence so cold
Free them now, let justice unfold

[Outro:]
Erik and Lyle, still trapped inside
A lifetime sentence, for surviving the tide
Their story told, a message clear
Break the silence, shed a tear.


Trapped In Darkness

"Stand For Them" is a heartfelt, stirring anthem dedicated to animal welfare and the fight against animal cruelty. The song shines a light on the struggles of abused and neglected animals, with poignant lyrics that tug at the heartstrings.

The verse paints vivid pictures of suffering, while the soaring chorus declares a resolute commitment to action, vowing to be a voice for the voiceless. The bridge rallies listeners to stand united for justice, compassion, and empathy.

This song was actually inspired after reading a post on X by a singer/songwriter that I highly admire and respect.  Lynn Carey Saylor posted a video of a poor defensless dog left tied to a pole on I-75 as Hurricane Milton approached. 
https://x.com/LynnCareySaylor/status/1844056625264406627
After being completely appalled by that video, I wrote this song to stand up for all abused animals out there.  


LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
In darkened shelters, or alone in the night
Tied to fences, or fleeing from fright
Innocent paws, and helpless eyes
Crying out for mercy, and a loving surprise

[Chorus:]
But we won't turn away, we won't ignore
The furry hearts, battered and scarred once more
We'll rise up, a beacon of light
For the voiceless creatures, we'll fight through the night

[Verse 2:]
From puppy mills to abandoned streets
Victims of cruelty, their trust retreats
But we'll be their refuge, their guiding hand
Leading them to safety, across this broken land

[Chorus:]
We won't turn away, we won't ignore
The furry hearts, battered and scarred once more
We'll rise up, a beacon of light
For the voiceless creatures, we'll fight through the night

[Bridge:]
We'll stand united, a collective cry
For justice, compassion, and a world that tries
To protect and serve, with empathy and love
For every creature, sent from above

[Chorus:]
We won't turn away, we won't ignore
The furry hearts, battered and scarred once more
We'll rise up, a beacon of light
For the voiceless creatures, we'll fight through the night

[Outro:]
Their unbroken spirit, a flame that remains
A testament to love's enduring refrains
We'll amplify their voice, until it's heard
For every abused soul, we'll be the cure.

Stand for Them

This heartfelt tribute is dedicated to Ryan, whose unwavering support and selfless generosity have made a profound impact on my life and my music.

Musically, this uplifting song masterfully weaves together poignant lyrics, soaring melodies, and an infectious rhythm. The verses paint a vivid picture of finding strength in darkness, while the chorus bursts forth with hope and resilience. 

Through its thoughtful narrative and captivating soundscapes, this song celebrates the transformative power of kindness, compassion, and human connection. Ryan's shining example inspires a brighter path, illuminating the difference one person can make. 

Let the uplifting energy of this song resonate with you, as it honors the beauty of meaningful relationships and the ripple effects of kindness.

A special thanks to @pace-1 for his incredible encouragement and generosity. 


LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
In a world full of strangers, you stood by my side
Believed in my voice, when I couldn't find my pride
Your generosity, it knows no bounds
Lifting me up, turning my dreams around

[Chorus:]
Because of you, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day
Your kindness shines, like a beacon light
Guiding me forward, through the darkest night

[Verse 2:]
Your support means the world, in every single way
A helping hand, that chases my doubts away
You see the real me, beyond the melody
And help my music, touch hearts wild and free

[Chorus:]
Because of you, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day
Your kindness shines, like a beacon light
Guiding me forward, through the darkest night

[Verse 2:]
Your support means the world, in every single way
A helping hand, that chases my doubts away
You see the real me, beyond the melody
And help my music, touch hearts wild and free

[Chorus:]
Because of you, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day
Your kindness shines, like a beacon light
Guiding me forward, through the darkest night

[Bridge:]
I'll pay it forward, spreading love and kindness too
Inspired by you, my heart beats anew
In your selflessness, I find my own
A sense of purpose, to make a difference known

[Chorus:]
Because of you, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day
Your kindness shines, like a beacon light
Guiding me forward, through the darkest night

[Outro:]
Ryan, thank you, for being a shining star
Your impact on me, will travel far
In every note, I'll remember you
A friend, a guardian, who saw me through.

Because Of You

Embark on a mystical journey with "Down the Witches' Road"! This enchanting song weaves a spellbinding tale of magic, mystery and empowerment. With eerie and captivating melodies, it transports you to a realm of ancient wisdom and mystique. Explore the unknown, unlock hidden gates and embrace the power within. The song features haunting vocals and instrumentals, witches' chants and incantations, blending dark pop, gothic folk and witchwave elements. Perfect for fans of atmospheric soundscapes! 


LYRICS: 

*Verse 1*
Seekest thou the road
To all that's foul and fair
Gather sisters: fire,
Water, earth and air
Darkest hour, wake thy power
Earthly and divine
Burn and brew with coven true
And glory shall be thine 

*Chorus*
Down, down, down the road
Down the witches' road 

*Verse 2*
Circle sewn with fate
Unlock thy hidden gate
Marching ever forward
'Neath the wooded shrine
I stray not from the path
I hold death's hand in mine
Primal night, giveth sight
Familiar by thy side
If one be gone, we carry on
Spirit as our guide 

*Chorus*
Down, down, down the road
Down the witches' road 

*Bridge*
Blood and tears and bone
Maiden, Mother, Crone
The road is wild and wicked
Winding through the wood
Where all that's wrong is right
And all that's bad is good 

*Verse 3*
Through many miles of tricks and trials
We'll wander high and low
Tame your fears, a door appears
The time has come to go 

*Chorus*
Down, down, down the road
Down the witches' road 

*Outro*
Follow me, my friend
To glory at the end


Down the Witches Road

This song was inspired by the themes and messages of "Pulse (Love Will Always Win) by Melissa Etheridge". 

"Love Will Rise" is a poignant and uplifting anthem that shines light on humanity's struggles, encouraging empathy and unity. Soulful vocals soar amidst an inspirational melody, underscoring the power of love to overcome fear, hate and darkness. The heartfelt lyrics celebrate shared humanity, embracing diversity and inclusivity, with a stirring chorus that resonates deeply. This powerful ballad inspires resilience, reminding us that love's pulse beats strong, and together, we can rise above adversity.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
In the shadows, hearts are breaking
Silent screams, souls are aching
Why do we fear what we don't know?
Everybody's got a heartbeat to show 

[Chorus]
I am human, I am love
My heart beats strong, sent from above
Love will rise, it will shine
Underneath the skin, we're all divine 

[Verse 2]
In the night, tears fall like rain
For the lives lost, for the pain
We'll find the strength, we'll stand as one
Everybody's got a pulse, beating like the sun 

[Chorus]
I am human, I am love
My heart beats strong, sent from above
Love will rise, it will shine
Underneath the skin, we're all divine 

[Verse 3]
Who'll you stand with when love is the test?
Who'll you defend when hate's the guest?
We'll rise together, hand in hand
Love's pulse beats strong, across this land 

[Chorus]
I am human, I am love
My heart beats strong, sent from above
Love will rise, it will shine
Underneath the skin, we're all divine 

[Outro]
Hands up if you're alive
Hands up if you believe in love's light
Love will rise, it will shine
Underneath the skin, we're all divine


Love Will Rise

"Lonely and Scared" is a haunting, introspective ballad probing the shadows of painful relationships. With poignant lyrics and soothing vocals, it confronts the darkness of recurring heartache, questioning destiny and self-worth. The song's narrative delves into the anguish of emotional and physical scars, echoing the longing for answers: "Why does love come with a price?" and "Do I even deserve?" It's a relatable, soul-stirring exploration of vulnerability, resonating with those weary of love's trials, wondering if happiness is within reach.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
I feel the echoes of a love that's long gone,
A heart that’s been shattered, just trying to hold on.
From scars on my skin to wounds deep inside,
Every chance that I take, I just seem to collide.
Got me questioning life, all that I’ve known 

[Chorus]
Why does love come with a price that I pay?
When will the darkness just fade into day?
I’m seeking the light, but it ends in a blur,
Lonely and scared, do I even deserve? 

[Verse 2]
Each face is a mirror, reflecting my fears,
I’m trapped in this cycle, lost count of the years.
Still haunted by moments of trust that I've lent,
Wondering if love was a path I was meant.
Maybe it’s fate, or maybe it’s me?

[Chorus]
Why does love come with a price that I pay?
When will the darkness just fade into day?
I’m seeking the light, but it ends in a blur,
Lonely and scared, do I even deserve? 

[Outro]
Twenty years later, I’m still on my own.
Love's just a ghost that I've never known.

Lonely and Scared

This song is my passionate protest anthem, voicing my pain and frustration at feeling betrayed by my country's choices. I'm expressing my disillusionment with the system and longing for change. The lyrics reflect my beliefs and values, urging listeners to rise up and demand justice in the face of oppression. 

The song's message is universal, echoing the sentiments of iconic protest songs like "Strange Fruit" by Billie Holiday and "Blowin' in the Wind" by Bob Dylan. These classics have inspired generations to stand against injustice, and my song continues this tradition. 

In my lyrics, I question how decent hearts could stray so far from empathy and righteousness. I condemn the harm inflicted by flawed leadership and the concealment of conscience. My song is a call to action, demanding accountability and integrity from those in power. 

Through my music, I aim to inspire others to join me in seeking justice, equality, and truth. 

https://binged.it/4enZ1TA
https://binged.it/4ehtwKF


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
A nation betrayed, by votes so blind
A criminal in power, justice left behind
The people have spoken, but at what cost?
Integrity lost, as shame is tossed 

[Chorus]
Rise up, voice your pain
America, how could you sustain?
A leader so flawed, with crimes untold
Justice demanded, but votes grew cold 

[Verse 2]
Decent hearts, where did you stray?
Voting for evil, every step of the way
What happened to empathy and right?
Did lies and hate become your guiding light? 

[Chorus]
Rise up, voice your pain
America, how could you sustain?
A leader so flawed, with crimes untold
Justice demanded, but votes grew cold 

[Bridge]
Some say they didn't believe the allegations
Others claim his policies mattered more than his personal life
But can't you see, this man's a threat?
To justice, equality, and all that's just and right? 

[Verse 3]
The damage is done, the harm is real
A nation divided, hearts that conceal
Their conscience asleep, as wrongs unfold
Accountability, lost in the cold 

[Chorus]
Rise up, voice your pain
America, how could you sustain?
A leader so flawed, with crimes untold
Justice demanded, but votes grew cold 

[Outro]
What's wrong with you people, can't you see?
A criminal in the White House, a threat to you and me
How can decent people vote for shame?
Have we lost our moral compass, our hearts to blame?


Criminal in the White House

"Hold on to Hope" is a powerful and emotive ballad that navigates the darkest depths of human struggle, only to emerge triumphant. This hauntingly beautiful song weaves a narrative of resilience, urging listeners to cling to hope amidst overwhelming pain and despair. With poignant lyrics and soaring vocals, it conjures images of a soul rising above the shadows, transformed by the fire of determination and endless love.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Lost in the darkness, I'm searching for light
A fleeting whisper, in the dead of night
Pain echoes within, a haunting refrain
I'm chasing the shadows, that remain 

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't surrender to the pain
Don't hide from the truth, in vain
Keep your heart beating, don't lose your way
Rise above the darkness, into a new day 

[Chorus]
Hold on to hope, don't let go
In the silence, find your voice, let it grow
Don't turn away, face the night
You're stronger than the shadows, shining bright 

[Verse 2]
Ghostly figures, at my side
Whispers of despair, my heart can't hide
Fear creeps in, like a thief in the night
But I won't give in, I'll hold on to the light 

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't surrender to the pain
Don't hide from the truth, in vain
Keep your heart beating, don't lose your way
Rise above the darkness, into a new day 

[Chorus]
Hold on to hope, don't let go
In the silence, find your voice, let it grow
Don't turn away, face the night
You're stronger than the shadows, shining bright 

[Bridge]
In the mirror's gaze, I see
A reflection of what's yet to be
A soul on fire, rising above
The ashes of fear, and endless love 

[Chorus]
Hold on to hope, don't let go
In the silence, find your voice, let it grow
Don't turn away, face the night
You're stronger than the shadows, shining bright

Hold on to Hope

This is another song inspired by Lynn Carey Saylor, one of my favorite singer/songwriters, and her poignant song "I Wasn't A Friend." 
https://on.soundcloud.com/VfBvk
I draw constant inspiration from her amazing works, and I hope she won't mind! Although I doubt she'll ever hear my songs, her influence on me is undeniable, and I appreciate the creative spark her music and her tweets ignite. 

"The Weight of That Night" is a haunting ballad that tackles the devastating consequences of letting a friend drive drunk. This powerful song weaves a tragic tale of regret, guilt, and longing, recounting the fateful night when silence proved deadly. With poignant lyrics and soaring vocals, it explores the anguish of "what ifs" and the weight of unanswered questions, serving as a stark reminder of the irreversible harm caused by one moment's hesitation. This heartfelt warning urges listeners to speak up and take action, honoring the memory of loved ones lost.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1:]
We laughed and joked, as the night wore on
Never thinking, the consequences would be so wrong
You got behind the wheel, I didn't say a word
Now the silence screams, and I'm forever scarred 

[Chorus:]
Oh, the guilt I bear, the weight I hold
For letting you drive, into the cold
I should've spoken up, I should've been bold
Now you're gone, and I'm left to unfold 

[Verse 2:]
We swerved off course, on that fatal ride
I see the crash, in my mind's eye
Your smile fades fast, as the lights go low
My screams echo, in the darkness that grows 

[Chorus:]
Oh, the guilt I bear, the weight I hold
For letting you drive, into the cold
I should've spoken up, I should've been bold
Now you're gone, and I'm left to unfold 

[Bridge:]
What ifs haunt me, through the endless night
A thousand regrets, a single, fatal sight
One decision, one moment's hesitation
Could've changed the course, of that deadly destination 

[Chorus:]
Oh, the guilt I bear, the weight I hold
For letting you drive, into the cold
I should've spoken up, I should've been bold
Now you're gone, and I'm left to unfold 

[Outro:]
Your memory stays, a constant pain
A reminder of the price I couldn't contain
I'll carry this weight, for all my days
A lesson learned, in the most tragic way.


The Weight Of That Night

Step into a world beyond reality with this enchanting song, where the boundaries of freedom and love blur. Embark on a mesmerizing journey through labyrinths and neon mazes, where secrets unfold and true selves emerge. Dive into the unknown, embracing madness and mystery, and discover the radiant glow of the heart. A surreal exploration of self-discovery, love, and liberation.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1:]
Shatter the glass, step into the night
Where shadows dance, and secrets ignite
Unchain your soul, let the wild one roam
In the carnival of dreams, we'll find our home 

[Chorus:]
Come with me, beyond the mirror
Where reality bends, and freedom's clearer
Leave the ordinary, let's dive into the unknown
Where love and madness blend, and our hearts are made to glow 

[Verse 2:]
Lost in the labyrinth, we'll find our way
Through neon mazes, where desires sway
With every step, our true selves unfold
In this kaleidoscope, our spirits take hold 

[Chorus:]
Come with me, beyond the mirror
Where reality bends, and freedom's clearer
Leave the ordinary, let's dive into the unknown
Where love and madness blend, and our hearts are made to glow 

[Bridge:]
In this whirlwind, we'll find our voice
Where the surreal meets, our deepest choice
To embrace the mystery, to let go and be
In this dreamlike state, our hearts will be free 

[Chorus:]
Come with me, beyond the mirror
Where reality bends, and freedom's clearer
Leave the ordinary, let's dive into the unknown
Where love and madness blend, and our hearts are made to glow 

[Outro:]
Who are you? Who am I?
In this reflected sky
We'll find our truth, we'll find our way
Beyond the mirror, every day.

Beyond the Mirror

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This song is a heartfelt tribute to the spirit of Thanksgiving, celebrating the warmth and love of family and friends gathering together. It reflects on the blessings of enduring love, shared memories, and gratitude, with a soaring chorus that highlights the beauty of unity and appreciation. The lyrics weave a tapestry of thankfulness, kindness, and the joy of shared moments, making it a perfect anthem for the holiday season.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Autumn leaves fall, like tears from above
A season of thanks, for enduring love
Family gathers 'round, hands clasped tight
Reflecting on blessings, through day and night 

[Chorus]
Oh, grateful hearts, beating as one
Counting our joys, beneath the setting sun
Love shines brighter, in shared delight
Thankful for moments, pure and bright 

[Verse 2]
Memories of laughter, echoes of the past
Lessons learned, and dreams that will forever last
Strangers become friends, in warmth and light
Together we share, this Thanksgiving night 

[Chorus]
Oh, grateful hearts, beating as one
Counting our joys, beneath the setting sun
Love shines brighter, in shared delight
Thankful for moments, pure and bright 

[Bridge]
May our gratitude, be more than words
May kindness and love, be the gifts we've heard
In every season, may our hearts remain
Thankful for life's beauty, and love's sweet refrain 

[Chorus]
Oh, grateful hearts, beating as one
Counting our joys, beneath the setting sun
Love shines brighter, in shared delight
Thankful for moments, pure and bright 

[Outro]
As stars appear, in the evening sky
We'll hold dear, these moments, and never say goodbye
Grateful hearts, forever entwined
In love's sweet harmony, this Thanksgiving time.

Grateful Hearts

This song is a tribute to those we've lost, a celebration of their life and legacy. It's a reflection on the impact they had on our lives, their strength, wisdom, and kindness. The lyrics explore the emotions of grief and loss, the feeling of emptiness and darkness that follows their passing. But even in the midst of sorrow, this song offers a message of hope and resilience. It encourages us to hold on to the memories and the love that remains and to find strength in the legacy they left behind. I hope this song can be a source of comfort and solace for those who are grieving and a reminder of the enduring power of love and memory.


RIP Lawre & Diana and all those before you. 💔😢


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
In the stillness, I feel your presence
A gentle echo, a loving essence
You were the sun to my cloudy days
A shelter from life's raging storms and waves 

[Chorus]
Now you're gone, and I'm left to grieve
The world is empty, my heart can't breathe
I'm lost without you, my guiding light
In your absence, the darkness takes flight 

[Verse 2]
You were the rock that held our family tight
A pillar of strength, a shining light
Your wisdom and kindness, a beacon in the night
A safe haven where we could take flight 

[Chorus]
Now you're gone, and I'm left to grieve
The world is empty, my heart can't breathe
I'm lost without you, my guiding light
In your absence, the darkness takes flight 

[Bridge]
Memories of you, they linger on
A bittersweet reminder of what's been gone
I'll hold on to the laughter, the tears, the fights
The memories of you, that shone so bright 

[Verse 3]
You were the glue that held us all together
A master builder, a heart that weathered
Every storm, every test of time
You stood strong, a tower that shone divine 

[Chorus]
Now you're gone, and I'm left to grieve
The world is empty, my heart can't breathe
I'm lost without you, my guiding light
In your absence, the darkness takes flight 

[Outro]
As I say goodbye, I'll hold on to the past
The memories of you, that will forever last
You may be gone, but your legacy remains
A love that's strong, a heart that still sustains.






Memories of You

This song is a poignant and uplifting ballad that explores the presence of a gentle and loving force in our lives. With its soaring chorus and heartfelt verses, the song conjures a sense of comfort, protection, and acceptance.

Whether it's a metaphor for the power of love or a literal presence, the song's emotional resonance invites listeners to interpret and connect with the lyrics in their own personal way.


LYRICS:

[Intro]
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Oooh

[Verse]
I am the ghost
The voice inside of your head when you're all alone (Umm)
When you wake up between the sheets
There's nothing you should fear
I'm just someone to love (Ooh) (oooh)

[Pre-Chorus]
Ooh
Ooh
Oooh

[Chorus X4]
You can think I'm strange
And you can think I'm odd
But don't fear the ghost
I'm just someone to love

[Post-Chorus]
Someone to love
Someone to love

[Bridge]
And you can think I'm strange
(I'm just someone to love)
And you can think I'm strange
You can think I'm odd
But don't fear the ghost
I'm just someone to love

[Chorus X4]
You can think I'm strange
And you can think I'm odd
But don't fear the ghost
I'm just someone to love (Oooh)

[Verse 2]
In the shadows I reside
A gentle presence by your side
When doubts creep in and fears arise
I'll be your strength, your lullaby
I'm just someone to love (Ooh)

[Pre-Chorus]
Ooh
Ooooh

[Chorus]
You can think I'm strange
And you can think I'm odd
But don't fear the ghost
I'm just someone to love

[Verse 3]
Through the veil, I reach for you
A spectral touch, a love so true
In whispers soft and breezes light
I'll guard your dreams throughout the night
I'm just someone to love (Ooh)

[Pre-Chorus]
Ooooh

[Chorus]
You can think I'm strange
And you can think I'm odd
But don't fear the ghost
I'm just someone to love

[Outro]
(Ooh) I'm here to stay
(Ooh) Don't push away
(Ooh) The ghost you see
Is love set free
I'm just someone to love

[Post-Chorus]
Someone to love


Someone to Love

This song is a heartfelt and emotional expression of the pain and frustration that comes with feeling ignored and unsupported by those who matter most.

Born out of the darkness of depression and loneliness, this song serves as a cathartic release of emotions and a testament to the power of music as a means of healing and self-expression.

The lyrics convey the hurt and anger that comes with sharing my creations with loved ones, only to be met with indifference and silence. It's a painful reminder that sometimes, those who are supposed to care the most can be the ones who hurt us the deepest.

Despite the pain and frustration, this song is also a declaration of resilience and determination. It's a message to those who have ignored and unsupported me, and a testament to the power of music to transcend pain and adversity.

To those who have taken the time to listen to my songs and support me, this song is a heartfelt thank you. Your kindness and encouragement mean the world, and are a reminder that there is still good in this world.

So listen closely to the words, and let the emotions resonate deep within your soul. This song is a gift from my heart, and a reminder that you are not alone in your pain and struggles.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the darkness, I created light
A symphony of emotions, a heartfelt fight
I shared my soul with you, through every lyric and line
But you didn't bother to listen, you didn't even try

[Verse 2]
I thought our bond was stronger, our love more true
But now I'm left to question, if I'm just going through
The motions of a relationship, that's lost and cold
A facade of family and friends, that's growing old

[Pre-Chorus]
You're supposed to care, but you're not even there
A silent indifference, a hollow, empty air
I'm screaming for support, but you're turning a deaf ear
Leaving me to wonder, if you even truly care

[Chorus]
Will you ever take the time, to listen to my songs?
It isn't hard, it doesn't take long
Strangers are lending an ear, and showing they care
Why can't you, family and friends, show me you're there? (Show me you're there!)

[Pre-Chorus]
You're supposed to care, but you're not even there
A silent indifference, a hollow, empty air
I'm screaming for support, but you're turning a deaf ear
Leaving me to wonder, if you even truly care

[Chorus]
Will you ever take the time, to listen to my songs?
It isn't hard, it doesn't take long
Strangers are lending an ear, and showing they care
Why can't you, family and friends, show me you're there? Let me know you truly care!!

[Bridge]
Maybe I'm just a ghost, invisible and unseen
A fleeting thought, a moment's pause, a life un-lived, a dream unseen
But my songs will rise above, my words will cut like a knife
I'll make you hear me, I'll make you see, the pain you've left in my life

[Pre-Chorus]
You're supposed to care, but you're not even there
A silent indifference, a hollow, empty air
I'm screaming for support, but you're turning a deaf ear
Leaving me to wonder, if you even truly care

[Chorus]
Will you ever take the time, to listen to my songs?
It isn't hard, it doesn't take long
Strangers are lending an ear, and showing they care
Why can't you, family and friends, show me you're there?

[Outro]
So I'll keep on writing, my heart beating loud and clear
And maybe someday, you'll hear me, and wipe away my tears
But until then, I'll rise above, creating my songs unbroken and free
A testament to the love, you refuse to give back to me.

So Called Family and Friends

Wake Me Up Inside

This song is about the thrill of a road trip with the one you love, but it's more than that - it's about the journey of life itself. The open road represents freedom and adventure, and the music is the soundtrack to their love story. The lyrics capture the excitement and energy of being with someone, of exploring new places and experiencing life together. There's a sense of living in the moment, with no regrets, and the music is the heartbeat that drives them forward. It's a song about the joy of being alive, and the beauty of sharing that with someone special.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Hit the highway under starlit skies
Two hearts racing chasing sunrise highs
Wheels spinning stories on this open road
Love’s the engine
Our bond is the code 

[Chorus]
We’re glitching through time
No rearview regret
Beats in our hearts
Destination’s set
Every mile a dance
Every laugh a spark
Riding through the neon till we light the dark 

[Verse 2]
City after city fades in the smoke
Our love’s a wildfire they can't revoke
Radio crackles beats that match our beat
Two souls united driving heat on heat 

[Chorus]
We’re glitching through time
No rearview regret
Beats in our hearts
Destination’s set
Every mile a dance
Every laugh a spark
Riding through the neon till we light the dark 

[Bridge]
Headlights flicker in rhythm to the sound
This techno rush spins the world around
With a loop of your smile
Life’s a setlist tight
Forever on repeat
Love feels so right 

[Chorus]
We’re glitching through time
No rearview regret
Beats in our hearts
Destination’s set
Every mile a dance
Every laugh a spark
Riding through the neon till we light the dark



Road Trip Harmony

This song is about resilience and determination. It's about being broken, battered, and bruised, but refusing to let those experiences define me. I've been through the flames, but I'm still burning, still standing. The song is a declaration of strength, a refusal to be defeated or silenced. It's about rising above the pain and the noise, and finding a voice that's born from fire. I'm unbroken, I'm untamed, and I'm still standing, and that's a message I want to share with all of you.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
I've been to the edge, I've been to the floor
I've been broken, but I'm walking out the door
I've been lied to, I've been cheated
But I won't let it define me, no, I won't be defeated 

[Chorus]
I'm unbroken, I'm untamed
I'm a fire that's still burning
I've been through the flames, but I'm not the same
I'm unbroken, I'm still standing, still standing 

[Verse 2]
I've been to the darkness, I've been to the night
I've been searching for a light, a beacon in the fight
I've been trying to find my way, through the noise and the pain
But I won't let it break me, no, I won't be chained 

[Chorus]
I'm unbroken, I'm untamed
I'm a fire that's still burning
I've been through the flames, but I'm not the same
I'm unbroken, I'm still standing, still standing 

[Verse 3]
I’ve been called too much, been told to hush
Felt the world try to crush me with every push
But I scream louder, I rise higher
You can't drown a voice that's born from fire 

[Bridge]
So go ahead and write me off again
Say I'm too wild, too fierce, too much to mend
But every scar is just proof I lived
And every fall gave me more to give 

[Chorus]
I'm unbroken, I'm untamed
I'm a fire that's still burning
I've been through the flames, but I'm not the same
I'm unbroken, I'm still standing, still standing 

[Outro]
Still standing, still burning
Still fierce, still learning
I’m unbroken — yeah, I’m still standing

Still Standing

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here, for the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes with when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'd like to even out my follows versus followers numbers. I'm following way more than I'm being followed back. 😢 Hope that makes sense? 😘













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