original - @ihatebixby
reprod - me
bixby - taste of melancholy
another fun project cover

taste of melancholy cover

inspired by the movie (i want to eat your pancreas)

out on spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/66q7ARNJvPBi7PnTCA3cDN?si=548d61f754ab45d3

luv u brudda @sumther ty @ilysean for the beat aswell

(lyrics)
@1akura
all i ever wanted was u
and im sorry 4 the things i have done
now im crying and im sitting in my room
contemplating my own life with a gun

trust me when i say that
no i didnt mean it at all
and i just wanted wanted what was best 4 u
i think i did wrong
and i know that u still hate me
but we used to get along
but despite the fact u hate me
i still think that your the one

yea all i ever want is you to love me
all i ever want is your love
ik my personality is ugly
but i promise i can change that

yea, and give me 1 more chance
and i just wanna run away with u so grab my hand
were running out of time
and dont waste this opportunity
i wanna be with u when i die
ur hate doesnt change the fact that i love u
do anything in my power just to guard u
do anything just to get love from u
do anything just to get a hug from u

(From I want to eat your pancreas)

𝙄 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙢 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙤𝙣
𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙄'𝙢 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙙 𝙬𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙩, 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚
𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙄'𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪
𝘽𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧
𝙃𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧, 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙥 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙚𝙭𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙡, 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙩
𝙄𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙛𝙮 𝙖𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚

@sumther
i jus want u alive, been thinking lately
got no time to spare i jus wanna be rightt theree for you
ill think of sum i hop i dont misss
you changed my life i cant do this...
without u i cant live
i think i lost my mind
no book can fix my life
i wish u never lied to me
i couldve done something u seeee
i regret the things ive said, ill prove to you ill do my best
i kept running but you still keep coming 
my silence turns to words when you keep on calling me
i thought u wanted me, to give u company
then tell me why u leave me behind

@1akura
yea all i ever want is you to love me
all i ever want is your love
ik my personality is ugly
but i promise i can change that

(From I want to eat your pancreas)

𝘿𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙘𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙪𝙩
𝙄𝙈 𝙒𝙊𝙍𝙍𝙄𝙀𝘿 𝘼𝘽𝙊𝙐𝙏 𝙔𝙊𝙐!

*𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙨*

𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙩?

𝙄 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙄'𝙢 𝙡𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝
𝙄 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄'𝙢 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙞𝙚
𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬

@1akura
savor the time that i have with you
anything in my power to protect you

when i die i wanna be with u +sumther (ilysean!, warheart)

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

@ogpichu

i got covid.

lyrics:

look me in the eyes
tell me wht u find...
wht should i leave behind?
cuz i feel left behind :/
i'll do it all again
its the same old defense
when im pulling on a thread
its the same old end
will u still be here by tomorrow?
if i take a step will u follow?
im running outta love u can borrow </3
all my love's turning into hollow...

nd i tried 2 put it all together
i tried to run, but it feels like we're jus fking tethered
tethered by our emotions, for worse or better
but now when u speak all i feel is bitterness...

(because thats the way...)
nd i dont understand the things u do
(its meant to be #us)
when im feeling down i think of u
its crazy how i still dont have a clue
cuz this is not wht i wanna do...
yea its over and over
im sick of listening 2 u...
im stuck in october
im looking for some closure
abt u...

look me in the eyes
tell me wht u find...
wht should i leave behind?
cuz i feel left behind :/
i'll do it all again
its the same old defense
when im pulling on a thread
its the same old end
will u still be here by tomorrow?
if i take a step will u follow?
im running outta love u can borrow </3
all my love's turning into hollow...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

here, tomorrow (pichu)

produced by: meeee 
featuring: @josuanatanaell
guitar by: @fortuneswan
<3
instagram: instagram.com/jacynyte
spotify: sptfy.com/jacy
// hey all, i hope u enjoy this tune. i also hope u can get some anger or whatever out by listening. i love sine waves

lyrics~
[jacy nyte]
wish i never met u in the first place
superficial and u hurt me in the worst ways
friends think i can save em when they dont even deserve me
do it to myself so like no one really hurts me
and every single word its like no one really heard me
and i got problems in my head know its easy to ignore it
in love with all the pain fuckin hate that i absorb it
standing in the rain so you cant see the tears im pouring
pretty like the moon but dont wake up in the morning

[josua natanael]
dont wanna wake up in the morning
i let all my tears go pouring
i hate how u think im wrong and expect me to say sorry
i just wish u all the worst
cause ur the one who hurt me first
i keep grinding my teeth at night cause i cant keep my composure
go away i dont need u in the first place
and i never even wanted to meet u in the first place
u keep throwing me around and around till i bleed 
i hate you so fucking much i just wish

[jacy nyte]
now we dont wake up in the morning
eyes out my window looking pretty when its pouring
and if it starts to hurt ill just ignore it

[josua nyte]
wrapped the signs around ur head guess its easy to ignore it
hang up that picture in my head i adore it
so ill look at us when its pouring
and i could never be me till i force it

pretty w/ josua natanael (jacy + fortuneswan)

+ twizzy @012207
prod @012207, @1wasterr
mix @owtiss
this was supposed to be a birthday drop on wednesday but i couldnt drop it so here it is now!

@owtiss
it's all my fault
please don't ever wake me up
i think of u way too much
i just wanna feel ur touch

i rlly wanna be with u
please say u love me too
i don't know what is true
i don't know what to do
i'm crying in my room
i'll watch the flowers bloom
i have so much to prove
but not that much to lose

@012207
i've been stuck in a daydream 
pls do not wake me
fallin' from the sky, need somebody to save me
need someone to replace me

i've been thinking these thoughts,,
but idk how to say it :/
think about it a lot, my reality's caving
and my past is replaying, bad habits I'm craving

i'm crying in my room
the things u say make me confused
i'm getting over you
i can't take the painful truth :'(

bloom w/ baz (baz, wasterr)

ty for all the lov on this :D
@domerrz
@lilac

[@domerrz]
I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

I cant look her in the eyes
you move forward, left me behind
while I cant stand to live a lie
I wish I could just rewind

cuz I've been stuck in a rut
blinded by your love
I just cant move on
got me throwin up

and I think I'm done
done feeling numb
everything uve done
always comes back around

yea i tried too hard
just 2 end up all scarred
u break my heart
left me falling right apart in the rain
I've lost my escape
I'm rotting away where I stand

and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead
and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead

I start to think I lost it all
and maybe I've fallen down to far
and u just go ignore it all
so I start to think that I cant love at all
I've shattered into pieces
don't know what to believe in
maybe I was destined to feel this way

I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

spotify

heal (lilac)

prod @yashio20k, @owtiss
GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, owtiss)

https://soundcloud.com/blxty https://soundcloud.com/ri4h https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss <3

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/11iriss :D

[blx]
would u want a piece of me
i can promise itll be okayy
i dont wanna see u leave
just promise ull stay w me
okayy
x2

[riah]
would u want it any other way
so damn tired of makin mistakes
u better step back n get in ur lane cuz
i dont really know if i feel no way
dont leave dont go away
cuz ill make sure im the one u chase
ik its hard but u gotta believe so stay w me 
okayy

[max]
yeah, you just got me fucked up
i just wanted you to stay, but now im locked up
whats gonna stop us
you know it's just us
i don't care about nobody else i wantcha
don't know why you tripping bae,
i could give a million reasons why I wanna stay
steady looking at the sky, I just wanna see your face
we could use another talk, I just wanna make, up

dont go now
i know you wanna 
not be found

just stay

[blx]
would u want a piece of me
i can promise itll be okayy
i dont wanna see u leave
just promise ull stay w me
okayy
x2

[riah]
would u want it any other way
so damn tired of makin mistakes
u better step back n get in ur lane cuz
i dont really know if i feel no way
dont leave dont go away
cuz ill make sure im the one u chase
ik its hard but u gotta believe so stay w me 
okayy

spotify ^_^

blxty + riah + max ruben - stay with me 🌷 (sai x miharu)

a lab w my bestest buddy yoku boku [@yokulol] 

sampled this: https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby/taste-of-melancholy?si=6e560e95eb494c8da9b3949a1301defc&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

self prod as usual

people keep asking for lyrics - ill try to do them from now on but me and my friends freestyle most of the stuff we make 

[bixby sample part thing]

[yoku boku]:
its uuuu
in my head
yeye
ye its time
i really like u 
even though i wanna lie about it
ion even wanna talk about it
no i nvr did
idk if i ever wna see u again
but thats the price to pay
with what i got with u
cuz of that pretty face <3

[bixby sample part thing]

[me]:
sometimes 
i wonder what u would be like
if u 
tried to be nice to me
ye im so sorry
but i tried my best4uu
{ye}
2many emotions 
im
2heartbroken

[halftime part inspired by @ketsai]

the sample!

see u again +yoku

https://soundcloud.com/blxty :3

art by はえもり(https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/5032847)

[blxty]
i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

[sai]
im in luv with u   ah
u get me so high im floating thru the roof
i dont rlly care bout shit except for u ya
u give me those looks i dont know what to do ^_^
to dooo uh

can we talkkkkkkk
i wish our eyes would lockkkk
like girl can we b in love
and she like yes boy omg
uh
70 on dashboard, i cnt stopppp
i jus wanna have the world, i just need ur loveee :3

[blxty]
u dont know how it feels
to lay here all alone
im tired but im up and im up and i just cant fall asleep
when ur with me
i feel incomplete
and nothing can ever tear me apart
the way u be mean
u know that it hurts me 
ya it tears me all aparttt

i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

i dont mind 💗 +blxty (sai)

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