@1yugenn

lyrics:

(intro)

flatline
i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes probably
flatline 
have u ever made a wish and it doesnt come tru this time ima-

(pre-chorus)

all these thoughts about u leaving i cant think about it
this feeling is just like a part of me cant live without it
i told u that im sorry but u said u doubt it
so i put on my mask, cant be seen without it

(chorus)

i feel like im always afraid
but i feel so warm inside your imbrace
when i looked at u, u said its okay
i had this pain that u could erase

i feel so fucking betrayed
i thought i was aware but i wasnt awake
what the hell did u do to my fucking brain
u put a flame right up to the propane

(verse)

now im burning up
u tried to put me out but now ur outta luck
i have always called u a diamond in the rough
forgave u all the things that u tried to go corrupt

the autumn leaves are falling
and i keep stalling
cause i dont wanna deal with the poison in the pollen
and i dont wanna think bout the times back in august
u said that we were perfect but poisoned by the toxins

(pre-chorus)

all these thoughts about u leaving i cant think about it
this feeling is just like a part of me cant live without it
i told u that im sorry but u said u doubt it
so i put on my mask, cant be seen without it

(chorus)

i feel like im always afraid
but i feel so warm inside your imbrace
when i looked at u, u said its okay
i had this pain that u could erase

i feel so fucking betrayed
i thought i was aware but i wasnt awake
what the hell did u do to my fucking brain
u put a flame right up to the propane

(outro)

i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes probably
flatline 
have u ever made a wish and it doesnt come tru this time ima 
flatline

think about it (yugen)

@k4rson
@1gash
@diligencexs

words:
[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

yeah its not getting better
i cant take all this pressure
never wanted to leave
never wanted to see
never wanted to know what its meant to be

[karson]
please don't try 
do alright 
don't you cry
well at least i know i tried

can't stand it when u fucking lie
can't stand it when they play both sides
stop tryna cry i know its fake
i don't want you anymore
ur a throw away :(

[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

[gash]
pressure on my chest
pr-pr-pressure on my chest now
cuts r on my neck
hollows bussin out da tec
nd its so funny that u think that im somebody youll impress
like im the best 
just a fact not a flex
think theres sum wrong w me
wats wrong w me ?
think i got a problem
w no way 2 solve it
i jus wanna die
dip my body into solvent
"put dat boi on suicide watch"
i guess he called it

dont try w/ karson x gash (diligence)

@owtiss
prod @artemys

let the flowers fall on our doomsday
flash back think back to last tuesday
all my neurons bad need a new brain
and i aint human now need a new face
let the flowers fall on our doomsday
flash back think back to last tuesday
all my neurons bad need a new brain
and i aint human now need a new face

going unknown
imma hide my feelings deep in a void
cuz i really dont have any other choice
is it me u want or am i really just a toy
but i dont want that
i just wanna be my own person
if u wanna try and talk imma throw it right back
like im insubordinate you can call me laxus

flower fall (artemys)

trying my very hardest but it's never enough
@vertigoth
prod @shishy77

you took it all away
this can never be what it was, its not the same
still but a call away
never said that i didnt love you, every day

you did me wrong and ill take the blame
now every drop of the rain's the same
now i know you took it all away
and i hope that you know
know i only wanted to make you stay

never wanted to go so bad, oh no
just leave the past in the past and please dont go
its so hard to approach, so far to go,
youre always fast, and im so slow

and i know its hard, i dont blame you
you know you are what i pertain to
i will stay, guess its something about you
i cant say if ill settle without you
---
and my blood still stained on the keyboard
I'll never peek so just check at the backdoor
and with all that I can and I please
so please don't tell me that u wish it were different cuz I'll be down on my knees

say you'd be down for the winter
I couldn't think of the past
u slid beneath my skin
fragments they splinter in half
and the leaves still fall, give life when stuck to my sweater
once just a schoolboy's crush, and now I picture forever :')

Love, as we let it be
I can't lose touch, ur apart of me
I sing these songs from my chest
checking the screen for the weather
you float upwards of my flaws
my blaze as light as a feather

I know that it hurts when in motion
when confusion evokes from emotion
when I struggle to look u in ur eyes
and I can't cope with the thought of goodbyes :(

goodbyes w/ verti (shishy)

@victxrw
@chrxmey

victor:
your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

yeah i try and i try to make everything right
and i lie awake, every single night
i cant fucking take every single thing i like
but i clench my fist and just say that im alright

meeeee:
i hate to face the consequences
its hard to fight but theres nothing i can do
my heart is broke in 2
feelings i never felt for u

victor again:
ive never felt this way inside my head
i feel so lonely
hold me close and hold me tight
you are my one and only

you hate then love me just pick a side
berate me or hold me you decide

cause its your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

restart ft. victxrw (chromey)

ty for all the lov on this :D
@domerrz
@lilac

[@domerrz]
I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

I cant look her in the eyes
you move forward, left me behind
while I cant stand to live a lie
I wish I could just rewind

cuz I've been stuck in a rut
blinded by your love
I just cant move on
got me throwin up

and I think I'm done
done feeling numb
everything uve done
always comes back around

yea i tried too hard
just 2 end up all scarred
u break my heart
left me falling right apart in the rain
I've lost my escape
I'm rotting away where I stand

and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead
and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead

I start to think I lost it all
and maybe I've fallen down to far
and u just go ignore it all
so I start to think that I cant love at all
I've shattered into pieces
don't know what to believe in
maybe I was destined to feel this way

I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

spotify

heal (lilac)

feat @0arid n @angelicxmei
prod @neohnq & @012207
mastered by @chriad
ty 4 1.5k im not stopping anytime soon :D #gogogo

lyrics :
@whyhaze
i’ve been off the pills n they got me losing focus
tell me is it real is it your hand that im holding
all these scars on my body i didn’t want u to notice 
girl u leave me hopeless 
toying with my feelings & you know it

almost had it right there
don’t know why im trying 
look me in my eyes i got a feeling that ur lying
i thought it was right but ig it’s bad timing 
so long.. it felt so wrong
but i had to say goodbye

ik u dont want it either i can see it in ur face
counting big bankk
but i still can’t replicate 
i was thinking ab buying u a diamond ring
i can feel my dreams dying 
i hope it’s not getting tiring

@0arid
all the words on ur fingertips
i just wanna make a final wish
to be as one
i know its harder wen ur gone
u ask me if i like that i dont even know
i dont wanna be here wanna stay home
but i dont wanna be alone
i guess ill do it on my own

@angelicxmei
i cant never get it right
i guess theres no one by my side...
i took pills like twice
what is going on idkkk
put a bullet to my heart
make it hollow
getting closer to the end
and i thought you would follow
does it all really make sense
i be going backwards
i cant never progress
never again
i think ive lost my way...

SPOTIFY

so wrong w/ arid & angelicxmei (neohn & baz)

weird tempo issue goin on after i pitched up vocals and beat separately. oops

lyrics

act like strangers - passers by
and put on that face - a crude disguise
yeah say that you’re mine
as if you talked… you drew a line

and i wouldnt at all care
if i could look away from you elsewhere
trap me in your false embrace
and hear your voice i can’t replace

leave me alone i won't tell you again
u drive me insane
my heart in your hands 
won't obey to your plans

remember now the days that went by
you told us, you told me how we could fly high
look back at the past and, and it's over 
lost, and gone forever

strangers (sensuku)

with my love @thelastmai

lyrics:

(just for tonight, just for tonight)
(we'll be alright, we'll be alright)
(just for tonight)
(we'll be fine)

[chorus] x2
just one more time before u go now
without u i got no one to hold now
dont tell a white lie
ur all mine
even just for tonight
just for tonight

run through my hand through ur hair
its real hard not to care
cause the pain dissapears
every time u come near
now its malibu and driving in the late nights
puppy talk and kissing on the train ride
ill find another way to make u feel alright
does that sound fine?

so please-

[chorus] x2

(hello?)
are you busy?
(what do you want?)
can you just come over?
(im on my way...)
do you promise?
(i promise...)

[chorus]

just for tonight
everything will be fine
if u give me one more night
i know things will be fine
and i know cause ur calling my phone
hear ur voice at the tone
i know where u belong
just follow me home
wanna get u alone
while ur playing this song
got u singing along

so please-

[chorus] x3

prod. under the maple tree

tonight w/ mai

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Say So (feat. Kiiwya)

dkwymh

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