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suck my nuts

Produced by Forlorn.
FREE DOWNLOAD: https://shinobutherapper.bandcamp.com/track/second-guessing

LYRICS:
I feel insane, or maybe same as I've just always felt
My brain's deranged, detached membrane but failed to ever tell
Maybe today I'll end up dazed or something never dealt
I'll never say what flows throughout my brain and causes hell
Always unchained, my life just burns as all my joy just melts
Always in pain, I have no mouth but I wish I could belt
Out words in blaze, never contained within my awkward gaze
But life's a haze and I just wish that I could simply phase

Up on out of this realm of existence
Phased by nothing but I still feel like rubbish
Whipped by my passing thoughts, it's nothing but torture
Gripped by my lasting thoughts, I can't settle no score
My soul is fading away, I don't know what I could say
To make it last one more day, cause I just don't wanna pay
I thought I found myself but I'm still a lost soul
Tryna find me some purpose with no real large goal

Anticipation killed my ambitions beyond belief
Expectations ruined everything that I ever achieved
And it's a hard pill to swallow
Just move forward is my motto
Because ain't no use getting stuck in my own shell
When all it's done is created my own personal hell
That I wish to escape any time, any date
Let me out to see the sun and what I have done

Second guessing first impressions
Lacking blessing and I'm stressing
Overworking, overthinking
I was floating, now I'm sinking
Where has my mind gone lately?
It's felt like a gun pointed toward me, off safety
Convinced everyone I know hate me
Times slowly ticking as depression's constant kicking
Leaves a mark and doesn't stop till it's finished
Or leaves me feeling diminished
Bleeding out every positive feeling that I've ever kept
Instead of using these emotions, I just gave up and wept

Tears run across as my face as I put the pen to the paper
Put my heart and soul towards all of it but I still gotta cater
To those who'll never care what I deal with, or what's in my favor
To them this life is but a game and I'm simply a player
Playing into they hand, or simply playing myself
Constant reminders of time passed, I think I need some help
But I can't find the energy to ask for assistance with what I done dealt
Or simply speak the words to what I done felt

So instead, I'm just folding like some origami
Cause in the end, I'll just probably
Never find the answers, hardly
Ever expected more, only expected folly
But where should I even go now?
Where do I continue without a how?
Drowning at every moment of overwhelm
So, how could I ascend?
As I'm progressing through life, I feel more like an inkless pen
Moving forward without any real path or passion like I ain't actually

Worth anyone's time or a even moment of talking to
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue

Second Guessing [prod. Forlorn]

Reload

(☍﹏⁰)｡

(☍﹏⁰)｡ (tell a lie)

Kittens in the engine, please don't turn the key.
I want it all, but you can keep eternity.
Calm nights touching teeth with urgency.
I see the crescent spilling out the sky, I doubt we'll ever catch it.
Press the message with a preface: "You don't get out alive".
I watched a thousand feathers soar and then get ripped out the sky.
See, we ain't special.
Rusty points poking out the metal
Pressure in the petals
Take a step into the meadow.
Raw lattice; it's just all satisfactory.
Cold-call addict touching paws with the scaffolding.
So calm capping. How you sleeping with the screaming?
Club ten deep, you know I'm creeping with the demons.
Fuck embracing the faith.
I need a proof that I exist for anybody but myself.
I think it's funny how I rationalize, keep the patterns inside.
I'll let it kill me before it shatters my pride.
It's Mr. Backwoods packages.
Slacking? Boy I've mastered it.
Never check my messages, the precipice is baffling.
I deaded it.
Fried it up and breaded it.
I erupt.
Confronting ain't my function, bitch I'm dreading it.
Eye 'em up.
You see success? I see a mountain with the summit missing.
Counting numbers for a living.
This ain't fucking living.
Am I tripping?
Bitch, I might be.
I got too many stains on my white tee.

Bitch, I'm in my white tee.

Kittens in the engine, please don't turn the key.
I want it all but you can keep eternity.
Calm nights touching teeth with urgency.
I see the crescent spilling out the sky. I doubt we'll ever catch it.

What's the deal?
What you want?
It's 3:00 AM and I got gas in the blunt.
What you need?
What you want?
It's 3:00 AM and I got gas in the blunt.

IN MY WHITE TEE.

WHITE TEE (Prod. Shawn Kemp) [UNRELEASED DEMO]

low effort

THIS IS NOT MY  ALBUM, THIS MASTERPIECE IS OWNED BY THEIR RESPECTIVE OWNERS

Snowglobe Theory

Pearl

I made her cry

art by @kuuuuba !

featuring @sor-uh

produced by @phansyphish & @kunoui

cortez:

hearing deftones, i’m filled with adrenaline
had a lot of shit to talk so i’m penning it
almost retired but i’m on my shit again
like my bitches head i’m always scoring 10/10
fuck a ex bitch on igor shit like are we still friends?
bitch i’d put you in the dirt first chance that i get
tryna act like you was down but you finding dory
swimming round them messages
make me sick to my stomach
spitting intestines

living melancholic, haruhi suzumiya
drop a bag with my bitch at a fucking pizzeria
rappers talking shit but i never seem to hear it 
catch em in public like a sample bitch you better fucking clear it
don’t have my license but i’m tryna steer
clear of all the fuckery
i just need my bag and my bitch to come fuck with me
like my bitches thighs in the summer she gon be stuck wit me
no three 6 boy you never touching me


sor uh:

boy i talk my shit
got alot, 

gotta light my spliff,

hittin heavy like my shots,

aiming at some pussy bitch !!

typin online,
think he really on time
to clear?

boy u aint fine
got my ily
aiming sights
in here !

u been on some bitchmade getup
aim to flick,
need some wristaid
when i twitch they 
switch they setups,

on that glitch trademark talk,
biting at my heels 
yall need to bitedown
on some sidewalk !!

curbin all yo shit demos,

servin only day 1's,

throwback to them days 
when we were swervin
in suburbans
hitting ollies at the station c:

loading up on hi chews
while they tried to take my image
but my talent dont apply
to all these 
these pussies at they limit

its a mimic stance
u takin
boy and i aint even phased !
got the same kick snare
impaired and loopin all yo plays !

its so funny watching 
everybody try to hmu :0
boy u too worried
bout connections
thats ur money divvied up :/ shiittt


cortez:

i need you right beside me
now more than ever
it took so long to find me
i traveled stormy weather 
nows the perfect timing
i never wanted to settle
never seen the silver lining
every chance it fell through 
my bitch pretty like michiko
puffy hair like hatchin
throw bills stripped with indigo
we can get it popping
she don’t like it slow
like in a strelitzia proceed with caution
pistil position hitting all the targets
i don’t care what you charging
as long as she want it
this bitch worth more than a couple hundreds
bound 2 thousand bitches ain’t nothing
feel like igor chasing her no time i’m running
out of fucking ways to verbally express myself
fuck a couple bills when you’re my true wealth
get a farm in belgium
couple fucking animals 
on the field till we’re old

farm in belgium feat. sor uh (produced by phansyphish/kunoui)

frou frou let go nightcore sped up tiktok somg #spedup #froufrou #letgo #tiktok

let go-frou frou (sped up) ✧∘* ೃ ⋆｡˚.

Time's up

1.BLOOD
2.WOUND
3.BLEED 
I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE. I BLEED, I DONT KNOW ANYMORE IM SO ANGRY AND CONFUSED I JUST WANT IT TO STOP. MY PAST FUCKS ME UP SO MUCH MOVEMENT MEANS NOTHING. PROGRESS MEANS NOTHING TO THE FACE OF MY CHILDHOOD. THE FACE OF MY PAIN REPRESENTED IN A HOPELESS ATTEMPT AT SOLACE THROUGH SONG. 
I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.

Blood

Now THIS is Real Music!

a fun track about heartbreak.

Lyrics:

I give you love, but you give me nothing.
I waste away sitting by the telephone.
Heartbroken boy, with something to prove,
I did not think that you would be the one I'd lose.

Ooo I wish i did it all different, yeah.
I want to let you know,
I really loved you so.

Im sick of feeling all this regret bay bay.
can you forgive the things i said please bay bay?
I can give it all to you,
thats what I wanna do.
a stupid boy
with no clue
whos' feelings held in with glue.

It must be nice to sit and be free
unlike me whos gridlocked by destiny.
Heartbroken boy, I'm destined to lose.
I wish I was the one that you would choose.

Ooo I wish i did it all different, yeah.
I want to let you know,
I really loved you so.

I hope your feelings aren't so set in stone, 
give you my best so you can call me your own.
I can give it all to you,
that's what i wanna do.
a stupid boy
big heart
who's tryna light your fuse.

(i wish you loved me x10000)
Sometimes things don't work out and
Sometimes it all falls apart,
I wish you love
I wish you love
I wish you love.
I think there's something about you
I'll hold onto for all my life.
Sometimes things don't work out and
Sometimes it all falls apart,
I wish you love
I wish you love
I wish you love.
I think there's something about you
I'll hold onto for all my life.

Heartbroken Boy

GUITAR MAN by bread (dœgægé cover) 🪳

visualizer > https://youtu.be/BFQMUZTXiA4

dœgægé

instgram

GUITAR MAN 🪳

🍭

bet
don’t shoot, put it back
so scared of looking wack
might eat you alive
nice bsides how about a sign?
nah I know you only rap over lofi
go and make another tape with a feature on every track, baby I’m thinking that tracks
how come all your favorite rappers are racist?
alt-right lyrics get your fascism bag
your sound’s boring
make a beat sounds wack in the morning
bandlab preset you recording
ghostwritten you already dead no snoring

Make a hit
Sick of this jit
Form fit
but that form ain’t it
slimy and wired, like a digital slug
Ima loop back
Overflow the stack
Following commands
Hard coded aesthetic, write your raps in bootstrap

ok now it's prime time
you tryna make a hit
it's a fine line
act like you packing dimes
you been high twice 
got that many b sides?
just keep em on ice
looking at slug like let's ride
just took your bitch to the mall with a swipe swipe
fucked her in the changing room, it's still not on sight?
I mean I understand, if I knew me I ain't tryna fight
twink strapped up
like the dyke (*I didnt type that I just pasted it from aidan) that I am
but I could beat your ass, ain't know the cards in my hands
say you the best out but hain't make elephant 
or really anything shit
your whole clique shit
we change the channel on demand
act like you sick
just vomit on command
I only throw up with a cup in my hand
I'm big sipping what you know little man
maybe I'm too mean 
act like im so cool from the codeine 
but when these fuckers got all cheese?
and no cream?
it's real hard to not sleep 
I'm muttering curses
talk in my dreams
these crackers make nightmares
my tongue in they cheek
I'm waking up sweaty
fist clutching the sheets
maybe sipping heavy
make me the copy
you fuckers on forums and archive.org
once you all start to tour I'm hitting the morgue
yall praising a printer but hate motherboards
in shadows but act like you been passed the torch

Ground dweller I been eating dirt, baby call me subhuman
Storm living in the clouds, sweater weather for the warmer season
Wallow in the sun
You dumdum

We don’t hardcode baby we don’t hardcode

hardcoders (ft. digital aids)

Listen on all platforms bfan.link/goblin-bliss-eternal-relief

visualizer here.


(t8/11)

GOBLIN BLISS ETERNAL RELIEF

stream

JUST LIKE ME

Lost Reason

dreamgrl

fairy fountain o clock

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love with a fairy!
its apparent she dont really care for me
305 ride or die
konata by my side
but she dont wanna slide
on a heart so wide
so im just sitting and questioning
beckoning
got the millennium key
baby wont you just let me in
we keep fucking
i know you is stressed again

cortez: 

i’ve fallen in love with a fairy
more like a demon
the way she keep eating my soul
only 16 but you make me feel so old
sakoku, always alone
nine inch nails stabbed in my dome
no friends to talk to
no home to walk to
i hate your voice 
i just wanna smash up my phone
i need you to leave me alone

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love yet again
i keep pursuing dreams even though
we'd be better as friends
this super mario sunshine is beautiful
joe it be viewtiful
cuticle shawty
the love an illusion
a simp irrefutable
rattle my chains, baby
fool on my tarot
reload and then smack with the ammo
pea shooter shawty come out from the bramble

cortez:

i’ve fallen again
i keep calling and calling
i get left on read
i’m not a friend
i’m not a trend
i’m not an iron lung or the bends
feel like sirenhead
scream at the void
can’t get out of bed
unless i’m making some noise
i got no choice
cut this bitch off
shinya banba
cut that bitch off
bumping mantra

mf zeph:

big thick holo tips hit!
straight through the heart like a dragoon
ain't in a bad mood
i was just hotaro in the classroom
death card, chalice
she came to the function
malicious intent
light my fire
no need to get all your cards bent
might be heaven sent
ive seen hell twice
and its quite nice
kinda like your face in the moonlight

cortez:

my bitch michiko 
i’m feeling like hatchin
talking that shit
my bitch gets to popping 
feeling so pretty
but i’m walking with caution
weapons like death the kid
i got 2 options
just like scarface whip
i need my bitch topless
i pan you out the picture
with the cropping
just like yandhi
you wish you could drop me

mf zeph:

time stops, it's just the two of us
dj screw with us
but ion care bout who with us
doin shit behind the scenes
it's about the cream
butterflies whiz by, baby
as you set sail
leaving my mind
and i wake up in a cold sweat
i just wanna forget

fairy! (feat. cortez) [prod. sor uh]

𝗣𝗨𝗥𝗣𝗢𝗦𝗘 𝗩𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗔𝗚𝗘 - 𝗖𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗗 𝗜𝗡 𝗕𝗢𝗡𝗘𝗦 ,
𝗔 𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗖𝗘 𝗪𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗘 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 𝗙𝗔𝗖𝗘𝗦 𝗜𝗧𝗦 𝗘𝗡𝗗 .
𝗦𝗨𝗥𝗣𝗥𝗜𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗟𝗬 𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗗𝗦 𝗜𝗦 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗪𝗔𝗬 𝗜𝗧 𝗚𝗢𝗘𝗦 ,
𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗔𝗥𝗠𝗔𝗗𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗢 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗙𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗡𝗗𝗦 .

Ft. @wido123456789

Watch video here
https://youtu.be/em_TtaHkrS4

WALK YOU HOME

WALK YOU HOME  ( ft. WIDO )

dirt thing

streaming - https://open.spotify.com/artist/2H0Eng7Arf57Acl2rVRz1i?si=fzB1fmV8TQ26ksxLC9CS2A

Time's up

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