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Produced by Forlorn.
FREE DOWNLOAD: https://shinobutherapper.bandcamp.com/track/second-guessing

LYRICS:
I feel insane, or maybe same as I've just always felt
My brain's deranged, detached membrane but failed to ever tell
Maybe today I'll end up dazed or something never dealt
I'll never say what flows throughout my brain and causes hell
Always unchained, my life just burns as all my joy just melts
Always in pain, I have no mouth but I wish I could belt
Out words in blaze, never contained within my awkward gaze
But life's a haze and I just wish that I could simply phase

Up on out of this realm of existence
Phased by nothing but I still feel like rubbish
Whipped by my passing thoughts, it's nothing but torture
Gripped by my lasting thoughts, I can't settle no score
My soul is fading away, I don't know what I could say
To make it last one more day, cause I just don't wanna pay
I thought I found myself but I'm still a lost soul
Tryna find me some purpose with no real large goal

Anticipation killed my ambitions beyond belief
Expectations ruined everything that I ever achieved
And it's a hard pill to swallow
Just move forward is my motto
Because ain't no use getting stuck in my own shell
When all it's done is created my own personal hell
That I wish to escape any time, any date
Let me out to see the sun and what I have done

Second guessing first impressions
Lacking blessing and I'm stressing
Overworking, overthinking
I was floating, now I'm sinking
Where has my mind gone lately?
It's felt like a gun pointed toward me, off safety
Convinced everyone I know hate me
Times slowly ticking as depression's constant kicking
Leaves a mark and doesn't stop till it's finished
Or leaves me feeling diminished
Bleeding out every positive feeling that I've ever kept
Instead of using these emotions, I just gave up and wept

Tears run across as my face as I put the pen to the paper
Put my heart and soul towards all of it but I still gotta cater
To those who'll never care what I deal with, or what's in my favor
To them this life is but a game and I'm simply a player
Playing into they hand, or simply playing myself
Constant reminders of time passed, I think I need some help
But I can't find the energy to ask for assistance with what I done dealt
Or simply speak the words to what I done felt

So instead, I'm just folding like some origami
Cause in the end, I'll just probably
Never find the answers, hardly
Ever expected more, only expected folly
But where should I even go now?
Where do I continue without a how?
Drowning at every moment of overwhelm
So, how could I ascend?
As I'm progressing through life, I feel more like an inkless pen
Moving forward without any real path or passion like I ain't actually

Worth anyone's time or a even moment of talking to
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue

Second Guessing [prod. Forlorn]

dudes be like

prod @sor-uh
cover design by amias (amiasarts on ig)

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lyrics :

yo yo  yyo ..

aLL THAT SHIT U TALK ..
was it worth it ??
bitch i kept my back turnedddd
nd i still heard it !! Like ,,
all them tracks u dropped ,,
WAS IT WORTH IT ????
u aint got no fans babyboyy
NOBODY HEARD IT !!

like .
i swear to god abt it .
keep ya doors locked pussy !!
u need a pig 2 protect u ? get ya guns up pussy
LOOK OUT !!
u talkin big , now u muted .
ur tracks all SHIT . i just Shoot It 
like whatchu said ?? are u stupid .
i RAKE IN BREAD LIKE IM CUPID !!
imma trendsetter ! u a bedwetter .
keep The Strap under MY SWEATER !!
sendin lovveee letterss:) <3
U AINT SICK BUT NEEDA GET BETTER!!
U AINT THAT CLEVER ..
if i shoot u thats a mercy kill like old yeller
bitch Don't Enter . (i just)
Smile!
Sweet!
Sister!
Sadistic!
Surprise, THE HEATER !!!
that's Service . world's fine w/ another casper in it
AYEEE
i aint friendly tho !!
since " REMEMBER U " Ghost Buster from the fuckin get gooooooooo

*surprise kanye feature*

aLL THAT SHIT U TALK ..
was it worth it ??
bitch i kept my back turnedddd
nd i still heard it !! Like ,,
all them tracks u dropped ,,
WAS IT WORTH IT ????
u aint got no fans babyboyy
NOBODY HEARD IT !!

"worth it?" [sor uh]

im so obsessed ._.
i put a bitch on sight
tiptoe invest right?
like, im still on test drive
cant savor no moment if it
aint my best height !
aight...
6 hours a night (at most)
still good for the kid and a leech for a host !
kill, death, respawn, no risk reward :((
no wards, no flame, for a shit support >:_)
still , , ,
im malding daily
cast like phreak, shit plays amaze me !
still get hyped when i make small steps
ye a bitch my type
if she likes my specs

yuh !!!!!!

im low grade, outdated,
and i tend to run slow when i get too faded >.>
yeah im sorry if things get complicated..
cause i need new parts but its best i waited :3
yu-

walk around at night,

lack an appetite,

void my stress,

cause at best,

ill analyze.

i dont know the next move
im s'posed to make.

slow to grow
im not used to solar rays.

im obsessed .-.
so im overly cautious.

im not upset
im just totally offset.

i only smoke for my own peace of mind,
if i die a bit quicker; theres less im denied.

over images, it aint easy.
fuck forgiving him !!! he aint sleepy ..zz.z.
i aint over my line, i shoulder my past,
my closure takes time, i hopes its my last.
no wards, no flame, for a shit support.
kill, death, respawn, no risk reward.
no motto,
cant one tap,
spray clips full auto,
to a bitch no cap,
on my limit !

to criticize every minute,
im living inside a mimick,
communicate through a snippet
of music :D

all my bitching ,
and sitting inside to listen
to all of my inner critics
is part of my shit decision
im choosing !!!

x3
im still so scared
of my own wants
cant get letdown
with controls on
so static so stuck
so cold in the past
but i think i can last if
i hold on

USB Mic Gains

wake up in a marked room
if you rlly gon rush me
imma r2
nobody let you down cause they dont have the heart to
they think its over n finished
when im just sober and mimic
ur never over ur image when theres a part two

i always see em relaxed
how they aint stressin bout some shit they said thats stuck in the past
like shit man
why i always feel like shit
man
hitman
im never dodging brief im sick man
im talking too much shit
or too little
im up at like lunch
my hunch is im crippled
im packing my pistol
aim at my enemy
mentally too brittle
my shame is my melody

too much too much
too much,
fuck around for a year i aint doing too much

too much too much
too much,
stuck around cause of fear think im losing my touch
ohh

still spinning
stuck in my cycle
while homies still winnin

they can stay high tho
i can stay grinnin
im facing myself
dont think that its finished

wake up in a marked room
if you rlly gon rush me
imma r2
nobody let you down cause they dont have the heart to
they think its over n finished
when im just sober and mimic
ur never over ur image when theres a
marked room
if you rlly gon rush me
imma r2
nobody let you down cause they dont have the heart to
they think its over n finished
when im just sober and mimic
ur never over ur image when theres a part two

lil bitch lil bitch
still crying about same shit
never stop complaining how nobody know my name yet
i could give a fuck about fame but keep talking
the more that you whine the more that im mocking

just+++chatting

(☍﹏⁰)｡

(☍﹏⁰)｡ (tell a lie)

Kittens in the engine, please don't turn the key.
I want it all, but you can keep eternity.
Calm nights touching teeth with urgency.
I see the crescent spilling out the sky, I doubt we'll ever catch it.
Press the message with a preface: "You don't get out alive".
I watched a thousand feathers soar and then get ripped out the sky.
See, we ain't special.
Rusty points poking out the metal
Pressure in the petals
Take a step into the meadow.
Raw lattice; it's just all satisfactory.
Cold-call addict touching paws with the scaffolding.
So calm capping. How you sleeping with the screaming?
Club ten deep, you know I'm creeping with the demons.
Fuck embracing the faith.
I need a proof that I exist for anybody but myself.
I think it's funny how I rationalize, keep the patterns inside.
I'll let it kill me before it shatters my pride.
It's Mr. Backwoods packages.
Slacking? Boy I've mastered it.
Never check my messages, the precipice is baffling.
I deaded it.
Fried it up and breaded it.
I erupt.
Confronting ain't my function, bitch I'm dreading it.
Eye 'em up.
You see success? I see a mountain with the summit missing.
Counting numbers for a living.
This ain't fucking living.
Am I tripping?
Bitch, I might be.
I got too many stains on my white tee.

Bitch, I'm in my white tee.

Kittens in the engine, please don't turn the key.
I want it all but you can keep eternity.
Calm nights touching teeth with urgency.
I see the crescent spilling out the sky. I doubt we'll ever catch it.

What's the deal?
What you want?
It's 3:00 AM and I got gas in the blunt.
What you need?
What you want?
It's 3:00 AM and I got gas in the blunt.

IN MY WHITE TEE.

WHITE TEE (Prod. Shawn Kemp) [UNRELEASED DEMO]

cover art by pat

music vid - https://youtu.be/x8nirgmPIRA

lyrics:

I’m feelin’ frail and fucked
eyes hella low, hella cold, I might fold on the spot fuck 
I’m lookin’ pale enough
lookin’ like ghost, no busters
too damn faded and my lungs hurt

Jordans on, Ion even fuckin’ ball bitch
bands on me like what the fuck is a wallet
bands on me like it’s Warped Tour
still shootin’ shots even if I’m at half court 
my passport look like a damn zombie
dont need a stick I don’t do hockey
I got heavy bags, guess I like boxing
I got heavy jabs, bitch quit talking

all I need is gas money and I’m good
if you isn’t fuckin’ with my shit then you should
came up from the dirt, bitch came from the mud
if you isn’t fuckin’ with my shit then you should

all this ice on me and I be drippin’ in finesse, uh
I don’t pop no pills but Ima pop you like a pez, uh
I don’t even smoke but both eyes are hella red, uh
shout out homie Ysaac I’ve been feelin’ frail and dead, uh

frail & fucked

Rav - Footwork

PRODUCTION BY KUNOUI
MIXED BY NICKG, INCI0 & D’HAELO
MASTERED BY D’HAELO

FLUXX (PROD. KUNOUI)

PRODUCTION BY CONLEE
MIXED BY NICKG & D’HAELO
MASTERED BY D’HAELO

ECHO CREEK (PROD. CONLEE)

demo/loosie

featuring @louisbedroom
art by amiasarts on ig
prod by me

some different shit ig

recorded august 2019

apollo w/ louis bedroom

prod by @goodbyex2002 and @bxktty
art by amiasarts on ig

ytp raps 2 otw

wya ?? [goodbyex2002 x boxkitty]

I made her cry

art by @kuuuuba !

featuring @sor-uh

produced by @phansyphish & @kunoui

cortez:

hearing deftones, i’m filled with adrenaline
had a lot of shit to talk so i’m penning it
almost retired but i’m on my shit again
like my bitches head i’m always scoring 10/10
fuck a ex bitch on igor shit like are we still friends?
bitch i’d put you in the dirt first chance that i get
tryna act like you was down but you finding dory
swimming round them messages
make me sick to my stomach
spitting intestines

living melancholic, haruhi suzumiya
drop a bag with my bitch at a fucking pizzeria
rappers talking shit but i never seem to hear it 
catch em in public like a sample bitch you better fucking clear it
don’t have my license but i’m tryna steer
clear of all the fuckery
i just need my bag and my bitch to come fuck with me
like my bitches thighs in the summer she gon be stuck wit me
no three 6 boy you never touching me


sor uh:

boy i talk my shit
got alot, 

gotta light my spliff,

hittin heavy like my shots,

aiming at some pussy bitch !!

typin online,
think he really on time
to clear?

boy u aint fine
got my ily
aiming sights
in here !

u been on some bitchmade getup
aim to flick,
need some wristaid
when i twitch they 
switch they setups,

on that glitch trademark talk,
biting at my heels 
yall need to bitedown
on some sidewalk !!

curbin all yo shit demos,

servin only day 1's,

throwback to them days 
when we were swervin
in suburbans
hitting ollies at the station c:

loading up on hi chews
while they tried to take my image
but my talent dont apply
to all these 
these pussies at they limit

its a mimic stance
u takin
boy and i aint even phased !
got the same kick snare
impaired and loopin all yo plays !

its so funny watching 
everybody try to hmu :0
boy u too worried
bout connections
thats ur money divvied up :/ shiittt


cortez:

i need you right beside me
now more than ever
it took so long to find me
i traveled stormy weather 
nows the perfect timing
i never wanted to settle
never seen the silver lining
every chance it fell through 
my bitch pretty like michiko
puffy hair like hatchin
throw bills stripped with indigo
we can get it popping
she don’t like it slow
like in a strelitzia proceed with caution
pistil position hitting all the targets
i don’t care what you charging
as long as she want it
this bitch worth more than a couple hundreds
bound 2 thousand bitches ain’t nothing
feel like igor chasing her no time i’m running
out of fucking ways to verbally express myself
fuck a couple bills when you’re my true wealth
get a farm in belgium
couple fucking animals 
on the field till we’re old

farm in belgium feat. sor uh (produced by phansyphish/kunoui)

prod by @tracey_brakes
featuring @doin-fine
art by amias

happy new year:)

ytp raps 2 otw

lyrics (been awhile lol):

(tracey u did it w this one!!! hahahahaha)
stuntin on em Think im evel knievel :O
cos they doin nothin w/ they tracks but think they reinvent the wheel
i swear 2 god!!!
(im smokin on nintendo pack) *Noise.*
SMOKIN ON THAT REGGIE!! #Midsmokers United
I KNO U GOT A GUN..BUT I GOT A BIGGER STRAP THAN THE HEAVY!!
ugh . GOD!! ALL U PUSSIES IS FRAUDS ....
i got a Big Big Whip that dont fit in2 my garage !!
And My heater got a HUGE dick.            Are u insecure??
i made a rack off ur tracks boy .... ur shit was NOT secure ..
SMT Watches. My wrist on Hee-Ho!!
u live a Huniepop live brodie . . . .. U R NOT REALLL.
and ur girl let me hit cos im: A) Funny & B) Goofy
if u Really got a problem with that brodie come and shoot me. (Rolling eyes emoji)
And to be honest with you.
The sex was NOT GOOD.
+ I got a Big Big Big Big gun in ur neighborhood!!!
dont try 2 take none of our swag boy ... just stay a fan
n i think im in they head. I'm the Milkman!!

the milkman conspiracy w/ doin' fine [tracey brakes]

フロストデーモン /// f r o s t ✨

死 missing you.

fairy fountain o clock

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love with a fairy!
its apparent she dont really care for me
305 ride or die
konata by my side
but she dont wanna slide
on a heart so wide
so im just sitting and questioning
beckoning
got the millennium key
baby wont you just let me in
we keep fucking
i know you is stressed again

cortez: 

i’ve fallen in love with a fairy
more like a demon
the way she keep eating my soul
only 16 but you make me feel so old
sakoku, always alone
nine inch nails stabbed in my dome
no friends to talk to
no home to walk to
i hate your voice 
i just wanna smash up my phone
i need you to leave me alone

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love yet again
i keep pursuing dreams even though
we'd be better as friends
this super mario sunshine is beautiful
joe it be viewtiful
cuticle shawty
the love an illusion
a simp irrefutable
rattle my chains, baby
fool on my tarot
reload and then smack with the ammo
pea shooter shawty come out from the bramble

cortez:

i’ve fallen again
i keep calling and calling
i get left on read
i’m not a friend
i’m not a trend
i’m not an iron lung or the bends
feel like sirenhead
scream at the void
can’t get out of bed
unless i’m making some noise
i got no choice
cut this bitch off
shinya banba
cut that bitch off
bumping mantra

mf zeph:

big thick holo tips hit!
straight through the heart like a dragoon
ain't in a bad mood
i was just hotaro in the classroom
death card, chalice
she came to the function
malicious intent
light my fire
no need to get all your cards bent
might be heaven sent
ive seen hell twice
and its quite nice
kinda like your face in the moonlight

cortez:

my bitch michiko 
i’m feeling like hatchin
talking that shit
my bitch gets to popping 
feeling so pretty
but i’m walking with caution
weapons like death the kid
i got 2 options
just like scarface whip
i need my bitch topless
i pan you out the picture
with the cropping
just like yandhi
you wish you could drop me

mf zeph:

time stops, it's just the two of us
dj screw with us
but ion care bout who with us
doin shit behind the scenes
it's about the cream
butterflies whiz by, baby
as you set sail
leaving my mind
and i wake up in a cold sweat
i just wanna forget

fairy! (feat. cortez) [prod. sor uh]

bro wtf 

mf zeph: 

what the fuck is really going on
im at the bottom of this bottle
and i dont have long
i cant be your joseph joestar
don't know how to be strong
since you left, nothings right
and i cant right all my wrongs
another corny song about love and disappointment
you say that he a simp, well bitch
who you think coined it?
i could try and rent a girlfriend
but the purchase gon be voided
so ill push aside my life
and devote it to the poison

another little snakebite shawty
addicted to this dick
and like everything gaudy
yet i just want your heart
ain't fixated on your body
think about you in the shower
sipping black coffee
honestly if i was your offspring
i still think you'd drop me
pop me with a glock, please
make my knees shake
take my dough, apply the heat
i just wanna see me bake
im the only person
i think that i could ever hate
rip my batteries out
just step on the corrosion
cant believe i ever let
the pussy have me floatin
steppin in this hoe
like an alcoholic shogun
you went and broke my heart
killed me for fun
trippin over succubus bitches
and i won't ever stop
i came here for the alcy
and you came here for the cock
ain't been eating lately
i just question my stability
where are all the bitches
who gon kill for me

what the fuck is really going on
im at the bottom of this bottle
and i dont have long
i cant be your joseph joestar
don't know how to be strong
since you left, nothings right
and i cant right all my wrongs
another corny song about love and disappointment
you say that he a simp, well bitch
who you think coined it?
i could try and rent a girlfriend
but the purchase gon be voided
so ill push aside my life
and devote it to the poison

papa sleep:

eyes wide open
i cant see why my heart broken
change with the wind
now you change with the tides
we werent meant to be together
we been cutting up them ties
i been feeling better since we went on our separate rollercoaster rides
it's just me myself and i
i'm not lonely
its just that everytime someone says they dont want me
i ain't get surprised
treat me coldly it's just fine
all i do is whine and people seem to fucking love it
i dont care about you
you dont care about me
say you wanna stay friends
you cant handle absolute truth
i been wasting all the summers of my youth
looking for the one to sooth my pain
maybe i'll just meet her on the internet
maybe we can meet in person
maybe she can hold my hands
maybe she can help me forget all my mistakes
all of my bad days
all of my dumb ways
turn me to a better person
i cant handle being like this
life has turned me to a bitter person
i just hope you the one painting strokes on my bigger picture
you the one who gets to hold my heart
baby can we get a fresh start
i dont think ive said enough
sit with me and watch the sunset fall till it's dark

wtf! (feat. papa sleep) [prod. jaylock]

produced by tejas
written by louis bedroom
mixed by ilysm
cover art by patty hills

lyrics:
my vibe is fuckin’ effortless, I’ll never rest
feel like I’m on Mount Everest
I’m strivin’ to be better with no pressure, make my temper end
sippin’ on my beverage, no sound
no tea sis it’s cold now
so breathe, put your phone down
stackin’ all this paper, wanna flee from my home town
stuck inside a bedroom with a notepad uh
know that, yuh
they don’t wanna see me winnin’ like I’m Kodak, uh
they don’t wanna see a pretty
motherfucker on the scene
so cold in the heat, in the lead motherfucker
at ease, ima stay up on my feet, motherfucker
only way to stop me, is in your dreams motherfucker

quality’s disgusting
pawned it off some change, then went busking
thrusting, in with no protection cuz I’m motherfuckin’ reckless 
if I ever get jealous it’s cuz I don’t know where my head is
I’ll get this
bag, no Michael Kors, nor Jansport trash
I’m talkin’ lettuce
language, if you speak it then you’ll see it, zero askin’
when I’m laughin’ in traffic and I’m not crashin’
then we made it to place where I’ll see peace without cappin’ 
stuck in my mind when I think
that’s why I can’t have nice things
sometimes the only reason why I try is for some ice cream
I’m tryna balance the elements like the Avatar
I’ll show you how to fuck some shit up sideways, it ain’t that hard
my baby drive me crazy, like it’s nascar
fuck the human race with no condom bitch I’m a problem 
I’m not mentally deranged, I’m just awesome
no shame but I shock ‘em
they say I’m exhaustin’
but really i just got up outta bed now I’m starvin’
eatin’ all these beats up like a raccoon in garbage
tejasbedroom 2020 catharsis 
aye yuh

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aech