Note: If your religious and offended by people trying to find clarity in the world of belief. Maybe skip this track...

I talk openly about my beliefs that religion is Earth poison just like money so I don't think I should tip toe around that here either. I'm always respectful when someone else talks about their beliefs and I choose who to mention my firm beliefs to (if anything is currently firmed up at that time)... But it's time I painted them to my music properly too So 🫡🔆

I am a spiritual person and I think it's a possibility there may be an afterlife. But religion didn't make me realise that or show me a way to genuinely feeling that. I found that myself and I would have found it a lot younger if it wasn't for the lies and indoctrination that was attempted on me as a child by church and religion.

I think it's time we called out churches for what they are for most of us and what they should be if they want to survive. They should be houses for adults to go and confirm what they believe but in my pea head opinion you need to have a good chunk of the universe learned before you start trying to figure out your spirit and soul because the way it is now... They don't let you figure out the universe properly! How can we Co exist with that ! I'm not anymore and my kids aren't anyways. We will continue to be respectful towards everybody's beliefs. But these are mine. I don't have any and the truths I'm trying to figure out will change everyday because they involve only real truth as I see it.

So if your offended... Well no one has ever apologised to me for the lies and limitations religion put on my life so... I'm not sorry because I don't need to apologise to a realm that limited my thought and still tries to limit the thought of children today 


Here's what I think of Jesus. I think he has the same spiritual power as my Grandparents do as individuals too. They give me serious power. I don't understand that fully and I probably never will in my lifetime but I do embrace it. However I accept the large possibility that it is a self inflicted hypnotic/placebo effect born of neuroplasticity in the brain. Simply, I may just convince myself. Spirituality for me is deeply personal. I only discovered it's power by discovering it myself my way. The spirits represent part of me that has existed and still exists in memory/consciousness and a merged intent. I believe spirituality might actually evolve as physical beings do. Like Jesus had his niche 2000 years ago and it sounds like he found out some things. But look, he didn't even write them down himself. Others did that and then a few version redactions later we have one book... Not for me thanks. He was a man and that was it so I won't put him on a pedestal. I will however appreciate his good spirit like the good spirits my Grandparents are and my friend Tina and all the other spiritual energy those powerful individuals project in the universe


In the grander scheme of ideas and collective projections... There is still way too much war because of belief to be ok with just letting it be... It challenges the entire existences of too many people for it ever to be a collective positive for life. When we treat it scientifically and we all meet up for that spiritual gathering... then I'm there everyday, not just Sundays


I believe we had the second coming already s lot of times. Ian Brown was was one time. Along with the rest of that band. The random dude across the street from me that I don't know. They are a new version too.

Buddhism is the closest I think I would associate myself with. Empowering the individual. That doesn't have to be selfish but it does start from a foundation that you only have your eyes and as far as we know telepathy isn't possible. So as we grow to learn our consciousness more in science, my "guess" is we will find beings connected to one energy without the need for a god because we are god and we create the world we experience

Old Belief

Put Light On - Epic Dark electronica

Learning to set boundaries.

Lyrics

So, I think I have something that is worth telling about
I fear you won’t be proud
Of me letting this all out

I haven’t been doing too well
Seems like you couldn’t tell
Giving me all this hell

Oh, just get out of my way
If you don’t have anything nice to say
I won’t wait all day

Till this point there was nothing I wouldn’t do
I’ve got news for you
I’m a human too

This is an ultimatum
You’re gonna love or hate it
Now it’s all or nothing
Don’t know if we’ll make it

This is an ultimatum
Live or die situation
Not exaggerating
I can’t keep on faking

Like I’m just fine with this (all of this, all of this)
I’m just fine with this (all of this, all of this)
Like I’m just fine with this (all of this, all of this, ...)

So, I don’t want to make this whole thing way too dramatic
But this got problematic
I know you won’t get it

I’m not who I used to be
Having these boundaries
It’s also new to me

Oh, just get out of my way
If you don’t have anything nice to say
I won’t wait all day

Till this point there was nothing I wouldn’t do
I’ve got news for you
I’m a human too

This is an ultimatum
You’re gonna love or hate it
Now it’s all or nothing
Don’t know if we’ll make it

This is an ultimatum
Live or die situation
Not exaggerating
I can’t keep on faking

Like I’m just fine with this (all of this, all of this)
I’m just fine with this (all of this, all of this)
Like I’m just fine with this (all of this, all of this, ...)

I really hoped that you would be proud
I really hoped that you would be proud of me
I really hoped that you would be proud (of me, of me, ...)

This is an ultimatum
You’re gonna love or hate it
I felt so suffocated
Now I feel liberated

This is an ultimatum
Live or die situation
But leaving all these suckers
Still hurts like a

I really hoped that you would be proud
I really hoped that you would be proud of me
I really hoped that you would be proud (of me, of me, ...)

Ultimatum

Tempo 40 BPM
Tuning 432Hz A
C# G# D# F# A# D#
Roots // C# /// F#/B //

A Glide Guide

Eternity
Train tantric soul
Roll with ryhme
To make my whole
A whole of life
Lend love to world
Feed finest frisk of spirit pearl

Space mermaid purse
Great goldilocks zone
Make cosmic verse
Pruned proof fine poem

Word of wonder, wist and wise
Find all hearts with ubiquitous eyes

Oh widespread one
Win this Earth
Douse the dower with unity worth
Wish transparent mind
Devil meets duck backed aura
Alive as one
All flora and fauna

Ahhh ahhh
Oooo Oooo

Elegies for evil
New mimetical might
Attract all minds
To merge with their light
Pine purest selves
With egos lost
Perpetual motion
Human fission embossed

Relieve our souls
Crush our cruel
Jail the joules stolen by fools
Evolve now race
Like Lion pride
Ratio of golden
Guide to glide

Ahhh Oooo
Om mani padme hum

A Glide Guide

If I Ever Feel Better

Being in an unsafe environment.

I wrote this song with mixed feelings: one part of me wanted to express how I felt, the other part of me thought this was a really bad idea. Being in an abusive situation (both physical and emotional) can be very confusing. You start to think that it's your fault, that you deserved it, that it's normal, especially if that is what you're being told. You start to behave exactly as is expected of you, paying attention to all the rules, hoping you don't provoke anything. In the meantime, you're losing yourself bit by bit.
It's also confusing since it can go on for years without anyone else noticing it. If no one questions the other person(s), if no one tells you or them that what they're doing is wrong, it's hard to see the truth.
But I'm seeing the truth now and I think it's time to speak up, even though I'm terrified.

Lyrics

[Intro]

I’m not sure if this is a good idea
Some things are better left unsaid
Considering your responses
To other, less serious, situations

But my anxiety is suffocating me
And I need to breathe
Now I know how I got to this point…
It’s just somewhere I never wanna be again

I need to do things differently
Or I’ll never be able to be myself
I’ll never be able to live
So, here goes nothing…

[Song]

I’m so terrified
For just saying what’s on my mind
I feel your words, they cut right through me
Feeling far worse than I should be

I’m so terrified
I need to run, I need to hide
From all your rage, it’s getting to me
You’re destructive, why can’t you see?

Maybe it’s time you see (x3)
Maybe it’s time they see

Maybe it’s time you see (x4)
Maybe it’s time they see

Acting loving, acting caring
Acting like you are supportive
So committed, so empathic
Acting when we’re not alone
(x3)

Acting loving, acting caring
Acting like you are supportive
So committed, so empathic
Acting till we’re all alone

Till we’re all alone (x9)

And here come the responses
(Take cover, quick, take cover, watch out)
Here come the responses
(Take cover, quick, take cover, watch out)
And here come the responses
(Take cover, quick, take cover, watch out)
(x2)

Disproportional
Inappropriate
Not even functional
You’re delusional
(x2)

If I don’t shut up, you will make me shut up
Yeah, you will make it stop
If I dare to speak up, you will make it stop

If I don’t shut up, you will make me shut up
Yeah, you will make it stop
If I dare to speak up, you will

Tell everyone I’ve lost my mind
(You’re right, you’re always right, you’re right)
(You’re right, you’re always right, you’re right)
(x2)
 
Take cover, quick, take cover, watch out
Dodge all the bullets
(x12)

I’m so terrified
For just saying what’s on my mind
So, I distance myself from you
Wish I didn’t, but I have to
I really have to
I really have to

Terrified

The Forgotten’s Last March

Grief

Grief is life
So grief is good
Feelings forever
'Till body Earth food
We find ourselves with suffered loss
We find each-other
Solidarity sauce

Grief is hard
So grief is skill
Mind torn apart
So future still fulfil
Sincere condolence
Together in need
In today we are bound
For tomorrows seed

Grief,
Galvanise this Galaxy
Go gentle time now
Groom new gaeity
Thjis gloomy game gives gruesome gut
Glow in god like glory nut

Bolt my brain to fix accept
Grueling grief please force concept
I have all I need
Less the beautiful you
Rest in peace lost conscious clue

Grief (Poem)

Recorded in Modesto, Ca.   Featuring Gibson 335 Electric Guitar solo. Selmer Alto Saxophone solo. Harmonica solo Hhoner Blues Harp. Fender Electric Bass. Roland 880 Synthesizer Bass. Steinway & Sons Acoustic Piano. Gibson L5 Electric Guitar Rhythm. Hammond B3 Electric Organ Rhythm. Acoustic Full Drum kit set. Percussion Tambourine, Ago go Bells. 22" Zildjian Ride & Crash Cymbal.

Lover's Point

Cabin Fever

MISCELLANEA

Miscellanea

I Know A Place

🎸 Welcome to my musical journey! 🎶

Hey there, music enthusiasts! I'm Oz a hobbyist musician who's been strumming the strings of my guitar since my teenage years. Music has always been my passion, weaving its melodies through every chapter of my life. From the intricate rhythms of Oriental music to the rebellious energy of pop-punk, the timeless allure of blues, the groove of funk, and the nostalgia of electronic sounds from the '80s and '90s, I find inspiration in a diverse array of genres.

For me, music is more than just sound – it's a language of emotions, a canvas where I paint my feelings and experiences. The power of music to evoke and express emotions never ceases to amaze me. Being part of this vibrant community here on SoundCloud fuels my creative drive and pushes me to explore new sonic landscapes.

As the legendary Bob Marley once said, "One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain." So join me on this musical voyage, where we'll dive deep into the ocean of melodies and rhythms, sharing moments of joy, introspection, and everything in between.

Let's make some noise together! 🤘

The Forgotten’s Last March

VirOz

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