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i only wanna luv, but im know i'm fucking dying 
shawty wanna talk but im really getting tired
i should get sum sleep, but im awake rhyming 
taking all the pain from my soul away with my writting
im so fucking sick of the backseat riding                                                                                   
let me live my life the way i want to in the silence
i'm okay with my thinking cause all these drugs hide it
all these drugs hide it, all these drugs hide it

both parents sick and daddy's doing badly 
so im getting fucked in the crib, in the attic
miss our talks, miss our fights miss our rides in the whip 
miss your voice, miss your touch, can u remember it?
both parents sick and moms going thru it barely
can't breathe on her own, but am here to help it
life's fucked up, never fair and am not dramatic 
life's fucked up even tho-

i only wanna luv, but im know i'm fucking dying 
shawty wanna talk but im really getting tired
i should get sum sleep, but im awak rhyming 
taking all the pain from my soul away with my writting
im so fucking sick of the backseat riding
let me live my life the way i want to in the silence
i'm okay with my thinking cause all these drugs hide it
all these drugs hide it, all these drugs hide it

hide it (santana.)

prod R3DQX

paperthinwalls:

somebody give me a sign
sick of wasting my time
feel like i’m rotting my mind
you take it all away from me

from me to you
deceive that’s what you do
believe, that i knew
those teeth you lie through

you can have this heart cause it’s broken
i wanna leave words unspoken
but the clock keeps on ticking 
already 12:25 in the evening 
and i know that you just wanna leave me
leave me, leave me alone 

epitome:

leave me alone 
i’m not gonna pick up the phone
there’s no one even home
my minds been gone since so long ago

i’ve lost control
i’m trapped inside a hole
that i dug for myself now i already know
that my fate is sealed in the void
and that’s something i can’t avoid
there’s no use to reaching out
for anyone’s help
just know that this was never my choice

brain dead at 12 in the morning
i’ll fake death just so everyone forgets me
(but i’m) still here growing mold like the flooring
my forgetten story

and there’s no sense to re-write this
my ignorance was the catalyst 
the reason, i was lost in the abyss
hoping i would never be missed
blood runs from my face to my chin
dripping down, the sirens’ sound
this is the end..

i’ll still let go so, darker and colder
i will not know, what crying on a shoulder 
feels like…

i have no mouth, but i must scream w/ paperthinwalls (R3DQX)

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3
now im smoking out the window
oh you dont like me well ig ill let ur bitch know
i can see right through your lies just like i got a crystal
how am i meant to live like this the love is superficial

i swear im not meant to feel like this
baby they arent really real like this
would've gave you everything you wanted now my heads a mess
break me down just like ur rolling up the cannabis
x2
i swear you cant even rock like this or follow this
i swear give me couple years n they will all be tryna talk like this
even if you try just know that you could never copy this
did it by myself i swear theres nobody thats topping this

did it by myself i swear theres nobody thats topping this x4

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3

now i switch it up
flow be coming vigorous
he rlly think im scared bc i know he keep a flicky tucked?
he aint gon fuck with us
if i say it then i do it
he a snake i shouldve knew it
(yeah, woah)
had ur chance n then u blew it

had ur chance n then u blew it x4

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3

i swear (jolst, irby) (ALL PLATS)

on all platforms <3

LYR1Cz

Ive been waiting for a long while now
But i still see sadness in faces when i walk around
Money dont always buy happiness, but it sure makes it easier
Yeah

Get up, start over
In need of luck
Grab a four leaf clover
That shit don't exist
Im mad til im throwing fists
And i'm outrageously pissed
Took a shot, and my shot missed
Get back up, dont give up
Keep on moving i know ur tough
Got a couple dollars, couple dollars enough

Keep that purple in my cup
Sippin lean it keeps me up
Smoke a lil bit got me wavy
Poutine on this track ima pour a lil gravy
What u really saying, i aint got a clue
Im just talking my shit really whatchu finna do
Oh nothing, ive been fine
Ima say what i say, my whole life

money = happiness? [prod. saint mike]

@kanashisadface
Stream "Recover" On All Platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/1DUpwI8SLtBrHj6dGtLo9j?si=9965d92f46a04185

Recover (ft. Kanashi) prod. Ceejous

baby i been chilling inside the cave on the east
from here i see the future so they treat me like a beast
they say i swear i never knew it or the place that its lost in
seld esteem within the walls ive been giving up on my concious

tryna find a reason it hurts every time i breathe
different battle with the seasons, fuck the cold and the heat
they say nothing i connect with but surprised i wanna leave
everything resentful an enigmas what ill be 

im just there
im a statue crumbling im not here
im all intrinsic so i guess i dont care 
they all ignore, or mayb im too aware
i do this 4 me, and everyone i love will get the share

hiding in the shadows 
ashamed of my name
ashamed where i come from and 
and im sorry that i came

i hate that i feel these things
when i know what ive achieved
my bloodline watching over like i wish that kid would see
(jus find peace)

put so much effort in to breaking down these walls
all odds against me and im still standing tall
i carry weight that u could never imagine 
so why would i relate when u speak to me at all

its hard to know my worth when i cant picture where i stand
guess im on my own, no suppression when i land
2 decades ive been destined for a confusing life
but im still here ive had no option but to fight

the enigma

the enigma (flesh x jolst)

this is a shitpost account now

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

lyrics

why lie
i jus wanted u first
i tried 
but i cant outwill the universe
white eyes
wide eyes
when ur kicking dirt
in my face
in ur place 
and it hurts

let go
let go
i know
i know
i hope
you chose
the right
path forward
i
i cant believe 
i
i cant
i cant
i cant see
why i
i cant
i 
cant help but bleed
i cant i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant see

why lie
i jus wanted u first
i tried 
but i cant outwill the universe
white eyes
wide eyes
when ur kicking dirt
in my face
in ur place 
and it hurts

kicking dirt in my eyes like im not a human as well (killedmyself)

it's hard

lyrics:
i scribbled symphonies of peace to cope with finding out the truth
worked as needed reaching what middle school me would think was cool
fiddling pens and pencils pensive wasn’t picky with the tool
i’d use for some naive translation of my angst and fragile mood

i can’t afford it now

growing pains replaced with what the bills are like in winter now
since the cold ascended i can’t shake the taste of poetry
phonetically imperfect pretty speech protruding out of me
im cramming syllables to cry of colder temps and picture books
reliving twisted memories romanticizing what it took
to be alive surviving prerip jeans and social trends
extending my insistence on reliving those remember when’s

it’s a fucked up toxic endeavor

middle child needs attention to feel valid who’da guessed it?
choose an evening to feel hollow with my grief i’ve been selective
been a lot of things over the years but never been objective
i’m a passive dude

some would call it sitting fence and when i’m honest i probably would too
at my expense i picked the easiest escape when i could
now im desperate to do something i should

cause there’s something bout finality that scares me
wavered care perpetuated the impression that i’m distant and aware
of ticking hours minutes seconds sticking strictly to my regiment
rejected any message i was yet to learn my lesson
started strong and i accepted that’s enough to use the leverage
and projected progress farther now it’s a little more than hard
to understand i’m on a limit always finish weaker than i started
know how to begin but stutter further in the tempo how ironic

looking in the mirror a song by melmige thank you for listening [prod. eeryskies]

Small Town w/Notahero (Prod. Cxrter)

✬~2300~✬

Dedicated and full of life, singer-songwriter VITO brings an illuminating,
original style to the music culture. A New York native, VITO struggled to find his
place growing up; finding comfort in music. A difficulty that inspired him to create art that could reassure others the way it did for him. Nurtured by a multitude of music genres, VITO offers a new take on the alternative music scene; intertwining various genres and sincere messages with a powerful rawness. 

His music is personal and uncensored, yet uplifting and soft-hearted: just as VITO is described in person by his friends and fans. VITO has created a platform to say what he wants to say; inspired by the Punk Era’s lack of filter and immense passion. A platform to express how he feels without hesitation, and to share that openness with others. To give a voice to all of those who may feel without. An emotional outlet for those who feel their emotions are invalid. Music for the outcasts, for the unheard. VITO is here to make a difference.

this is a shitpost account now

VITO

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