PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtKXThAkQnk

Hi everyone!!! Sorry I haven't posted in so long but you know the drill! 

I started this song in 2018, and it's gone through dozens of overhauls in both the lyrics and music. The song kind of grew with me until it turned into this, and I could finally say what I've been wanting to say with it. 

The point of this song is that you never really stop working on yourself. It's about getting better at navigating the depths of despair and finding a way out faster than you could before. This one specially goes out to those who aren't at their first rodeo.  I really hope you like it. 


CREDITS:
Music and lyrics by Crusher
Accordion by Dmitry Karev
Mix/Mastering by darkbluecat @darkbluecat
MV by Angela M Chong
MV text by Starry-P

special thanks to NEUTROGIC!

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Lyrics:



La la la dee da dee da
La la la dee da dee da






The day of a funeral
The mourners dressed in black
They came to say their piece and go
No, they're not looking back

I was the first to arrive
and the last one to leave
time ticked on without me 
while I waded through the grief






I'm drowning in my goodbyes
when I start to realize
I'm not quite sure who died
Until a chill runs up my spine

Six feet under,
and now I start to wonder
if for all this time,
perhaps the funeral was mine...





I know I can't be mad,
but I'm absolutely livid!
To think that I was dead...!
When I thought that I was living...!!

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and savor all the parts you can, 
Cuz no one mourns the wicked!

La da da da dee da da
Absolutely livid!

La da da da dee da da
A memory so vivid...

No one mourns the wicked!




Here lies our dearly beloved, 
who suffered a lack of common sense
And though we'll miss her,
The best thing to do here is let the dead rest






This is the part where the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown, and own up 
When the harvest begins,
Let it wash away my sins 

Never tilled a field with seeds to grow
Never watered, weeded, picked or eaten
Anything of my own, on my own,
But I know I've got to

Tend to the ends I loosened over time,
And put out the bridges I set on fire, 
That's right, it's gonna take a while
to clean up the mess I left behind, cuz

This is the part where the real work starts,
the real work starts, the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown and own up, 
and pay what I owe






If after all this time,
You find I'm all but timid
Bear in mind that turning tides
could leave an ocean winded

My heart will only grow with me,
Who owes to mend it
and as seasons come and go, 
Living on becomes the ending

I know I shouldn't laugh,
but it's hard not to do
The shallow grave my temple claimed...
...was just the hole I dug myself into

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and then savor all the parts you can, cuz
No one mourns the wicked!

We all could use some mending!
Living on becomes the ending!
A memory so vivid...
No one mourns the wicked!

No one mourns the wicked...

Wicked (feat. Eleanor Forte)

Lagtrain (English Cover)【 Will Stetson 】「 歌ってみた ラグトレイン 」

MV: https://youtu.be/LgDeeYNvvus

|| LYRICS ||
'Cause I'm in a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
It's just like a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
I'm caught in a chase scene
With someone I can't see
They're coming to find me
They're coming to find me

Ominous, I can hear my heart beat through my chest
Darkness, I can feel the breathing on my neck

And in a state of panic I'll lash out
Manage to get out, leave everyone behind
And I can hear the screams as they cry out
Shouting their lungs out, I don't dare look behind

I'm out of my mind
I'm out of my mind...
If just for a time I am free
If just for a time I am me

'Cause I'm in a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
It's just like a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
The penultimate scene, a moment of reprieve
The music swells as if to tell me

That I'm in a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
It's just like a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
I'm at my finale, the darkness surrounds me
It's all temporary
It's all temporary

Suddenly, I can feel the stillness around me
But somethings off
No, I can't see myself in the final scene

So in a state of panic I'll lash out
Follow the storm cloud, forfeit my alibi
And I can hear the screams as they cry out
Shouting their lungs out, as if to signify

I've run out of time
I've run out of time
I'll change the life I portray
I'll redefine my own face

Now I'm in a slasher
And I'll be the slasher, Ooh whoa oh

'Cause I'm in a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
It's just like a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
The penultimate scene, a moment of reprieve
The music STOPS

... aaaaand scene!

But I'm in a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
It's just like a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
Gotta have an encore
The audience wants more!
Becoming the monster
Becoming the monster

'Cause I'm in a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
It's just like a sla-sla-sla-sla-slasher
I'm caught in a chase scene
With someone I can't see
They're coming to find me
They're coming to find me

SLASH/ER (ft. マユ)

Only here because other people were reuploading it. Please stream on other services if you can, Soundcloud doesn't pay its artists unless they pay a $100 fee, which is way more than I'll ever make from this song lol

YT- https://youtu.be/oKyqHbk_WlU
Spotify- https://open.spotify.com/track/1msD6DT04B7lwD5F1qCSlL?si=11beb6fc6a8240c0
Apple Music- https://music.apple.com/us/album/self-proclaimed-angel/1701078343?i=1701078502

Self Proclaimed Angel ft. Tsurumaki Maki

Please use other streaming services if you are able to, soundcloud doesn't pay its artists :')

Dizzy Paranoia Girl ft. Kasane Teto

Left Behind Generation ft. Eleanor Forte

SONiKA - Biohazard

【Vocaloid Original】Last Of Me【Megurine Luka】

Rinse, Repeat
Lyrics, Composition: Crusher-P
Music: The Living Tombstone
VSQ: Fruutella

Rinse, Repeat by Crusher-P  [VOCALOID4 Library CYBER SONGMAN Official Demonstration Song]

video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7t5JbAue6eY

Circles ft. GUMI English (VOCALOID Original)

Watch the video for this track here: https://youtu.be/Le-xKk8pkB4
Song by CircusP
Twitter: @VocaCircus
Illustration by Sleppu
Twitter: @Sleppu_png

Kagamine Len "Poltergeist" Vocaloid Original Song

Welcome to the official Yamaha Corporation VOCALOID official soundcloud! VOCALOID is the modern singing synthesizer.  VOCALOID will make for your music production more fun!

ヤマハ株式会社が開発したVOCALOID（ボーカロイド・ボカロ）の公式アカウント。VOCALOID製品の試聴用音源を公開しています。VOCALOID製品のダウンロードはこちらから↓

Rinse, Repeat by Crusher-P [VOCALOID4 Library CYBER SONGMAN Official Demonstration Song]

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