kasswick & Circuit Hour - will of the winding forest

This song encompasses the artistic struggle I've been enduring over the past 3 months: the obstacles to overcome, the desire for giving up, the search for something new; yet the music itself speaks of the creation of forms and shapes, the matter that they define, and the substances in which they partake in. 

This is the Cosmology of the Shapes, an entryway into the metaphysical realm where divine and earthly matters intersect.

Cosmology of the Shapes

https://open.spotify.com/track/5b0vnG0Y6spMGyXUM4PUj2?si=bd384161d2434fce
chasing feeling
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤwhile
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤeverything is fleeting

//

fleeting

not sure

a cardinal
fell from the sky
so far from home
so alone 

sometimes i dream in black and white
i don’t know why
i guess i’m numb

but i’m not gonna let it show
anymore
i think it’s time i divide and divide 
until one of me’s ecstatic to be alive
and i hope i grow
til i’m tall enough
to see over myself 
and my faults
but until then
i'm just a cardinal

take my wretched head
turn it into a satellite
bury wings so deep
i have no choice but to take flight

tell the ground i said goodbye
and i'll miss the soil beneath my skin
but i'm gonna get so high
i'll watch the earth as it spins
i'll watch the earth as it spins

cardinal

thank you for listening :)
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look me in my eyes
and tell me, what do you see?
a monster on a warpath
killing everything that he sees
i'm just like you
at least i wanna be
but you're blaming me for something
that i could never be

i don't wanna hear another word about my descent
unless you wanna help the fight
i'd rather sit here in silence
feel free to fan the flames
cause i'm fine here alone with my friends
one day we'll win the game
till then i'm happy in silence

look me up and down
as i walk throughout the store
i barely feel like a human
racing for the nearest door
you act like i'll replace you
you think that i should die
but you aren't going anywhere
and neither am i

buy here

happy in silence

come on i'm sure
it always gets better
so stop this damage
i know it hurts
he left so soon
but i know he'll manage

he'll come back, and he'll be him again
i don't know if i still want to be friends
its not enough, its not enough, for me to pretend
its not enough, its not enough

and i dont know you anymore

your white lies, your white lies
leave with fright lines
i cry when light up with the sky
i almost died but i feel alive
it left me with fright lines
it left me with fright lines

i scratched up my old identity
fell in love so everyone could see
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me
caught up on emotions i didn't need
locked away for a summer of secrecy
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines remind me
the fright lines remind me

only last year
did we talk together
how it'd get better
we were right here
i looked at you
and you said you met her

im sidelined, waiting looking in
i cant tell if we even still are friends
i want it back, i want it back, and see you again back
i want it back, i want it back

and i dont know you anymore

your white lies, your white lies
leave with fright lines
i cry when light up with the sky
i almost died but i feel alive
it left me with fright lines
it left me with fright lines

i scratched up my old identity
fell in love so everyone could see
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me
caught up on emotions i didn't need
locked away for a summer of secrecy
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

fright lines!

this one's about intimacy and physical affection, hits a spot for me

your touch, our skin

window screen

created during @artbyform's All Nighter 7, featuring contributions from many members of FORM

if anything went differently we might not be here. yet somehow, here we are

list of contributors: https://pastebin.com/Gxu4Xgc9

somehow...

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a note from ae:
this song is an expansion off of an old piano piece that i wrote. it was laying in the dust for a while until both of us finally decided it would be good to release again.  it's an older release but i'm very glad that even thru a lot of things i won't get into, it can finally shine. pls check out alaska's work as well, i wouldn't be where i am today without her :)

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GO WITH THE SEASONS, WRITTEN BY A. SARGENT, PRODUCED BY ALASKA SARGENT, AEPHYN.

Lyrics:
If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it
I'll hold you close and go with the seasons
If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it
I'll hold you close and go with the seasons

(If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it)
(I'll hold you close and go with the seasons)

happy in silence

voxkai

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