fallen

I ain't whole, but I'm holding it together
Better than yesterday
Beat drops, soft laugh
Call that progress

Used to sleep with my fists clenched
Woke up like I fought myself
Uh, therapist said
That's progress

Didn't feel like help
I water my plants now
I answer some text
I forget slow

But I forget less
I'm not a phoenix
But I rose weird anyway
Ash is still in my hair

But I showed up today
I'm healing
Not cute, but it's mine
Messy little miracle on borrowed time

Stitches show, but I still shine
Don't need to be perfect to claim what's mine
I'm healing
And it ain't always clean

It's dancing with ghosts
In washed out jeans
I laugh more now, like really laugh
From the belly, not the mask

Still freeze up in grocery lines
But I shake it off
Baby steps count when you've crawled that far
No epiphany, no lightning crack

Just one quiet morning
Where I didn't look back
No spotlight, just soft light
Peace don't scream, it whispers right

I'm healing
Still tender, still wild
Still got questions, but I wear that smile
Blood and soil, roots in the grind

I'm not whole, but I'm finally mine
I'm healing
I'm healing
I'm here

I'm still here


Everything I Didn’t Say is a dark pop and emotional pop album exploring the silent struggles we carry beneath the surface. Across 10 deeply personal tracks, it captures the journey through overstimulation, trauma, healing, and acceptance. Blending haunting piano melodies, cinematic synths, minimalist beats, and vulnerable lyricism, this record creates an intimate, raw space for reflection. From the chaotic anxiety of Overstimulated to the soft resilience of Soft Armor and the aching closure of Splinters in Winter, each song reflects a step in the healing process — imperfect, beautiful, and painfully real. Perfect for late-night drives, introspective moments, and anyone piecing themselves back together. If you've ever struggled to say what hurt you most, this album was made for you. Stream, comment your favorite lyric, and share it with someone who needs it. #darkpop #altpop #emotionalpop #traumarecovery #healingmusic #newmusic2025 #voxthaera #independent #artist

Healing

out on Spotify (and everywhere else) 09/05/25
https://open.spotify.com/artist/73TPeF8na0n2sWtAW50nLW

reset

visibility has fucked us

Available on Spotify (and everywhere else) 24/05/25 - https://open.spotify.com/artist/73TPeF8na0n2sWtAW50nLW?si=-WjdntAbQ5mrhIGece396Q

And if you haven't yet, check out VOXTHAERA
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words (ft. VOXTHAERA)

we rappin on accidental colour bass now, apparently

Available on Spotify (and everywhere else) 03/06/2025
https://open.spotify.com/artist/73TPeF8na0n2sWtAW50nLW?si=GiU4nnfyRm-dHazBb8k0Pw

decay

No singing. No pity. Despite being deleted, this album managed to persist. Are you going to?

Terra Digitalis is an alert from the remains of a world wherein coding one's own obsolescence was humanity's final act. Imagine synth choirs reciting the liturgy of a dying civilization, glitchcore pulses stuttering like failed hard drives, and blackened metal riffs tearing through distorted dubstep basslines. This is the sound of a planet reborn as one huge, humming machine and of steel meeting static.

There's a cool little immersive visual on Spotify Cover Art, check it out! 

Persevere, My Love

What happens when you step outside the box then realize it had more than four sides all along?

Voxthaera was born from the desire to explore those perspectives simultaneously: the personal, the observational, the cosmic, and the emotional. From ambient alt-rock ballads to cinematic metal instrumentals and spoken word odysseys, Voxthaera’s work spans genre but remains united by one goal - emotional truth.

Voxthaera’s music doesn’t just speak; it listens. Every release is designed to hold the listener like a mirror to say, “I see you. I’ve been there.”

For fans of introspective alt rock, thoughtful rhymes, or avant-metal: Voxthaera offers a genre-fluid journey of emotional recognition and release.



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Persevere, My Love

VOXTHAERA

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