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FUCK YES. FUCK YES YES YES YES. This is my shit!!! Hella dig this!!!

Watch the official music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qV5H81HqvE4&ab_channel=Paradoxx

Produced by : Broque Beats

Lyrics

I Gave Up On My Excuses Now I'm Not Taking No Shit From No One
Especially Not You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Friends Or Foes I Got Them Both
No Regrets , I've Lived The Most
I Don't Feel Alone I Don't
I Said I Don't Feel Alone I Don't

Walking The Path That They Never Have
Maybe You Don't Get It , Maybe You Don't Understand Me
You Can't Fucking Stop Me Cause There Is No Turning Back See
all or nothing , guess i'm grinding Till I'm Rotting In A Casket

I Get Up When This Shit Gets Tough
If I Have An Obsession I'm Not Ever Giving Up
Think It's True
Might Not be Like You
Might Not be Like You

And I Take Pride In That I Mean Fuck What The World Says
I Pave My Own Path , Always Have Been
I Gave Up My Past, Now I'm Living In The Present
You Can't Hold Me Back
You Can't Hold Me Back

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand

Stream On Spotify

Paradoxx - Traces In The Sand

LSD with Dante X

Thank You For Everything

I'm breaking apart as we go
I've never seen down this road
As the cracks are seeping in
Please, help me within
Maybe it's all  over my head
Feeling like this is the darkest of dread
That I cannot escape
Trade my life if I could save you

What have I done, who have I become
Staring right back at the edge of the gun
What if I stay, look the other way
Saving myself at the end of my days
But know, this ain't the end
Fill my heart with love and suspense
Where were you when I tried

cast your stones, they dont hurt
i’m here at the stake where i like to burn

and it seems like a problem
im drinking this solvent
to fight off my demons
though i want to call it
too much of an addict
a sick alcoholic
i live in disease
Because there’s no cure

wounded wasted
hating this basement
the change in your faces
dont tell me i’m pure
i fought angels
through pleasures and mangers
i wanted the dangers
and i was so sure

What have I done, who have I become
Staring right back at the edge of the gun
What if I stay, look the other way
Saving myself at the end of my days
But know, this ain't the end
Fill my heart with love and suspense
Where were you when I tried

Beautiful Disguise ft. s0cliché

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
https://soundcloud.com/kamaara
https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

prod: https://soundcloud.com/flxwrency
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/imbuedmess

Lyrics:

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Think I’m still asleep
Rise up, to take a leap
Jump a 100ft
Pray it’s all a dream

7th level deep
Spells be failing
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Red wine in the bed
Mixed with blood from my head
Got stains on my sheets
Smells of fucking bleach

My days been going great
Pills are working I’m still here
Can’t feel the pain in my brain
My mind ain’t so clear

My days been going great
Haven’t felt a single thing
My happiness is gone
But my pain is fucking numbed

I skipped my fucking meds
Now I’m one step from the edge
My homie calls my phone
Asks to smoke a another bowl

Saved my fucking life
While I sit here real high
Happy for a life but
These pills be taking mine

They block the pain, they block the joy
They clog my mind, they fuzz my eyes
They eat away my fucking soul
Empty shell of fucking noise

I’m feeling numb, I’m feeling dumb
I sleep away the day with me okay about the waste of space that has the fucking face of me 

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

⚜ spotify / apple ⚜

Anti Depressant (FLOWRENCY)

Prod by @prodnovember

ALWAYS THE TOPIC
THEY LOVE TO TALK SHIT
IM TURNING TOXIC
OPEN MY CONSCIENCE

GOD ISN'T COMING I KNOW IM THE PROPHET

IM FULLY CONVINCED THAT NOBODY CAN STOP THIS 


I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE, NOW I FEEL AWFUL,
WHEN I FEEL HURT I TEAR OPEN MY TONSILS

LOSING MY PATIENCE, LOSING MY KINDNESS,
WANNA CUT OPEN EVERYBODIES EYELIDS.  
 

(HOOK)
IM FEELING TOXIC, SOMEBODY STOP THIS X4



ALL THESE HIGHS AND ALL THESE LOWS,
I TAINTED MY SOUL, IM LOSING CONTROL,

I AM NO LONGER THE PERSON I KNOW,
LOST ALL MY FAITH I HAD IN THIS WORLD. 

I KILLED EVERY SMILE, KILLED EVERY FRIEND, 
I'LL KILL EVERYTHING AND I'LL DO IT AGAIN, 

I FEEL NO REMORSE, YOU WONT UNDERSTAND, 
WHAT IT'S LIKE LOSING EVERYTHING YOU HAVE. 



THEY CALL ME NIHILISTIC, FEEL SO SADISTIC, 


I'M FEELING TOXIC, SOMEBODY STOP THIS X 3

Toxic (prod. November)

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

prod: @hkeybeats
cover: instagram.com/nice__haha
Lyrics

I do not give her the bottle of white so she can just deal with the pain
One step at a time I am saving a life from the curse that has led me astray in the rain
The people will act when they see me in pain so I walk around drunk with a smile all day
And the demons will grow until devils are born and I will become what I hate
Wait

What do you think
Stop asking me
If I am okay when I’m crying to sleep
Bring some me weed
Bring me some wine
Feed my addiction while I numb my mind

A Bottle of a white
To Make it right
A Bottle of a white
To Make it right

A Bottle of a white
To Make it right
A Bottle of a white
To Make it right

I’m tryna cage my mind
Screaming so loud that she fogging my eyes
Making me dizzy I need to hold back
Breathing like shit I am under attack

My mind is a trap
I need to fall back
Someone get me the fucking cognac
Mix with Prozaz while my eyes roll back
Not in control now my mind is hijacked

Bet you don’t know me, don’t bother
Judging me like you like some kind of brother
Your girl call me father and daddy and papa
Guess that mean I be fucking on your mother
Yuh

S L O T H B O I
Slothboi will see through your fucking lies
Stay in my lane there is no compromise
Stare at your face and I see the snake eyes

I know what await
Your Lying a trait
I don’t need a girl to add onto my plate

I been on my own
The oxycodone
Been keeping me company red drippin on the lean

Mind is monster
Whenever I ponder
I feel like a goner
I can’t do this longer

I chemically alter
My mind for it wander
Prescribed by a doctor
Say take it with water

I do not give her the bottle of white so she can just deal with the pain
One step at a time I am saving a life from the curse that has led me astray in the rain
The people will act when they see me in pain so I walk around drunk with a smile all day
And the demons will grow until devils are born and I will become what I hate
Wait

What do you think
Stop asking me
If I am okay when I’m crying to sleep
Bring some me weed
Bring me some wine
Feed my addiction while I numb my mind

A Bottle of a white
To Make it right
A Bottle of a white
To Make it right

A Bottle of a white
To Make it right
A Bottle of a white
To Make it right

EXODIA (エクゾディア)

Lyrics (artwork by https://www.instagram.com/g0re.krist/?hl=en)
------------------------
I'm an odd boy, I don't associate,

I let all my hate, exfoliate,

Let it rain MK48, 

surrounded by way too many phony fakes.


You living all your life, make believe,

I bet none of you would ever show your face to me.




I sniff out a rat like a hound, 
Talking that shit get my blade then get down 

You a private, so you staying silent, but I'm a vet now. 
Buncha props, sitting still on my set now,

Don't ever step on my premises,
sick in the head you need medicine. 


Put you to bed with some sedatives,
Everything was what I said it is. 
Dont even think of comparing us.


GOT MORE MONEY THAN YOU I STILL DON'T FLASH IT,
THE MORE YOU TALK ABOUT IT AND YOU STILL WONT PASS US

ODD KID I ROLL ALONE IN THE CITY, 
WINDOWS ARE DOWN AND MY DRIVING IS RISKY,
ALL LIMO TINTs WHILE IM HITTING 160
i see the lights now they coming to get me


Pull me over and they give me a warning,
Smile and wave cause I'm looking so charming.



Yea, young boy, I feel silly.
Yea nobody ever come get me,
Don't hit my phone I'm busy
Yea every one offended,
I don't ever show no pity,
My shots are full feel tipsy
Now I pop out feel jiggy,

I'm a bad guy but you cant kill me.

Bad Guy (prod. Nativ)

happy friday the 13th 💖🖤
screams: @pvnicrxxm
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Gax4x1n9dwTn2Mke7g6eN?si=Gg8X-p1rR3C7bIqnMtYpgA

THE LEECH ON YOUR SKIN

WASH YO FUCKIN HANDS!
intsagram: @hellboywtf
                   @ prod.duofaciess

BLOODYCHUCKS! [PROD.DUOFACIES]

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

• Produced by APT. 102 - @apt-102
• Mixed by me
• Mastered by Sebastian Metzner
• Cover art design by me, photo by William Tran

• lyrics:

with the microphone as my medicine, 
all this sad shit as my epithet 
in a big room with the elephant, 
is my flow still fuckin’ relevant?

..

i’ll still do it for the hell of it, 
yeah, 
newsflash I’m still gettin it,
it’s a tuesday, I’m still gettin lit,
grip that paper like a paperclip...

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
got too much on my mind, i’m hittin' licks,
got too much goin on to give a fuck about a bitch, yeah...

real quick, that’s a lesson, 
you take that L,
it’s a blessing, 
you won’t learn shit with that flexing,
you won’t earn shit till you messin’ up, 
bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts
then i get buck,
don’t give a fuck

(bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts,
then i...)

i can’t buy more time,
i bite my tongue and wait...
i can’t make make you mine 
until you think you hate me...

imma shine but not before you break me...
that’s what I said back then, 
won’t you call me back?

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
girl i got you on my mind, so i get lit, yeah
you’ll be the last thing i see before i slip...

x

Vid on IDLEGLANCE

epithet (prod. APT. 102)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/yates-xv

--

Lyrics

RIVILIN:


Yeah, separation comes all the time, 
like a book without the pages, im just left hung up in stages
always trying to find ways to mend the spine
you got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind

So won’t you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red
so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that im fine
so won’t you sketch me on your canvas till I’m perfect
until you cover the outlines till im nothing, till im nothing to you

So won’t you, yeah won’t you, yeah just leave me the fuck alone
Cus im better here on my own, because im better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that, I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm, but you know that it hurts, that it hurts.


remember the time you drove me to the hospital
yeah I try to be a minute but I can’t deal with commitment
yeah everyone needs some help sometimes
yeah but you weren’t helping me you just want to take and leave

like a ghost, in the background, I float around
bouncing from wall to wall I don’t want to be a letdown
always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah I never answer cus I don’t wanna be dependent on

YATES XV:

I know it’s off-topic
But I don’t feel nothin
I was at the top now I’m sitting at the bottom
She saying that I’m dark like my hearts gone rotten
I’m in my fuckin head but I’m Steady fucking Poppin
White oxycodone
I don’t open up
These drugs that I’m takin
Make me feel loved
I don’t wanna dream
I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life
Lookin like a god

Man it’s so fuckin funny
All the shit that I’ve done
Say I’ve lived my life
I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I’m takin
Got me messed up
And I know I’m not happy
But I’m smiling
Just for fun

So tell me that I’m happy
Tell me I’m all good
Explain away my pain
Let me know it’s all good
Fuck I need help
But I’m barely fuckin breathing
I don’t want help
When the pills give me feeling

JUST LET GO FT. YATES XV

be positive.


realvyok@gmail.com     ------ for all inquiries

Bad Guy (prod. Nativ)

VyOk

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