lost8 - xtralrg ##BLOODGEMM

xoxo @lindo

hold me close i fall again
oh no you are my only friend 
i dont think i understand
i grab the razor with the plan
my jean r hella bloody but i dont think you understand
i wish you would understand :(
if only my death went as planned
i wrote a 100 letters but you didnt read a single one
i told her grab a glass club from the kitchen and lets have some fun
yah i wanna die but im still #1
i live in cycles of self hatred and i think i just begun
someone pls just grab a gun
ive had enough yeah life just won
one more cut and then im done
its been 6 months you gotta come

self hatred {santana}

everything by me
www.instagram.com/itsqhostii
www.tiktok.com/@itsqhostii

lyrics:
keep it in my pocket
keep it in my toolie bag
keep it out my face lil bitch
ik u isnt that
idgaf get out my ear
talk this and that
im on new shit, futuristic
bitch im tesseract

i cant fucking time travel my rollie aint got no time on it
got new fucking drip and i aint even spend a dime on it
i got that shit for free cuz im just me
aint do no crime for it
got a new hotwheels thats my whip (yea thats my whip)
thats my foreign

why cant u shut ur mouth u fucking prick
(u dumb as shit)
i dont need no one tellin me how to live
bi bitch tryna sex me she tryna suck my dick
she tryna swallow my kids
(its too late she already did)
i already said that
walk in the function like "where's my checks at"
walk to these bitches like "where's my breasts at"
stfu where tf are my boobs
(u know i be making moves)
move over bitch u just my side piece
pussy got me dying
that shit gon send me flying away

whatchu gonna say
i think that ik but u wont say that shit today
i been on my tranny shit but ion switch no way
aint no switch, nintendo switch, lil bitch i do not play

tesseract ⏰ #OLDASFSONG

life watch as it catch to me 
cus common sense that shit dont pay 
so happy that we met shop a brand new grave 
took pictures of your shadow just incase 
getting fucked falling over all day
its okay yeah i like it that way
better off when i was locked in that cage 
brains got some scars watch em scatter out the way

let me down its okay im used
simple does yeah simple do 
dont know why i feel abused 
all this life never nothing new 

life watch as it catch to me 
cus common sense that shit dont pay 
so happy that we met shop a brand new grave 
took pictures of your shadow just incase 
getting fucked falling over all day
its okay yeah i like it that way
better off when i was locked in that cage 
brains got some scars watch em scatter out the way

it hurts all over (grayskies)

give a fuck [prod. nightiger + w0kki]

prod and mix @seeucryin

lyrics:
i can tell by ur skin x6

i can tell by ur skin x2
u say i treat u like shit
girl ur so tired of it

i can tell by ur skin x2
u say i treat u like shit
girl ur so tired of it
theres so much cuts on your wrist
thats why your intimate
i always cry when we kiss x2

i cant see shit with blood in my eyes bra

##RUDE
SONG 1: https://soundcloud.com/shwtyfendi/fuckd-up-w-tmzwhore-ilybeam
SONG 2: https://soundcloud.com/p3acexo/bleed?si=b2273d1861464bf8b5e7ab07a572139f&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
SONG 3: https://soundcloud.com/twocartier/closeddoors
SONG 4: https://soundcloud.com/cutsleepy/locked-in-w-twocartier-1
SONG 5: SHAWTYFENDI SNIPPET

missing you

w3bgh0st