"If you're still putting regular white c0caine up your nose you're basically living in the 90s everyone and anyone's in Colombia right now is snorting pink cocaine." NOW WHERE'S IS THAT FROM THOUGH??

scenecore (♥ω♥) - 2

i feel unhappy rn, i felt happy for a decent period of time and it's the worst feeling when it all comes crashing down .

https://open.spotify.com/album/5UlSFzu9AExMOpEiG2g8Jo?si=DM2DBTsdQkCNLtchX-E91A

Cut Me Down w/ Techna & Syris (Pixel Hood)

everything by me <3
feature @xxsyris

@w6lker:

wanna be your little puppet,
talk to me, you know i love it
if you can’t text me, i can’t function
i want your hands all over until i vomit
talking to me in my dreams, i’m getting anxious
i know you wanna watch me bleed, 
you couldn’t fake it
got me begging on my knees, like please don’t hate me
i could be the one you need, 
and you should fucking face it

i want your name in my skin, it should scar forever
if you ever fucking die, then we’ll die together
bruise me, touch me, i know what you rly want
overdose, od if you say i’m not the one
something is wrong, asking why can’t she fix me
look what i’ve done, bitch i want you to need me
speaking in tongues, why can’t she hear me
sobbing in agony, i need you dearly

@xxsyris:

ur luv ya its take away depression
ur luv ya u use it as a weapon
u think ur slick but bby i saw that
break my heart cause u think that ur all that
manipulate me date rape me
take me to ur back yard
cmon bby make me
u can cover me in dirt bby bury me
ill leave this earth with u i plead

@w6lker

i want your name in my skin, it should scar forever
if you ever fucking die, then we’ll die together
bruise me, touch me, i know what you rly want
overdose, od if you say i’m not the one
something is wrong, asking why can’t she fix me
look what i’ve done, bitch i want you to need me
speaking in tongues, why can’t she hear me
sobbing in agony, i need you dearly

Passion w/ syris

SHE DOESNT EAT BUT SHE THINKS IM FUCKING APPETISING💋💋
FEATURING @luvwillow
PROD BY ME :P

lyrics:
@disoc8
i've been so fucked up, n i luv the way it feels
n i love fake love, i dnt want it if its real
i deserve 2 fucking rot, fkn pop til i keel
pour it up, pour it up, i dnt evr wanna heal

she doesn't eat, but she thinks im fucking appetising
u in my sheets, bby u can keep on fantasizing
my life is fuckeddd n i think im gonna end it soon
im so caught up.. in these feelings of impending doom

@luvwillow
my life is fucked up, but it is what it is
had 2 call a uber cuz i took like 1000 hits
passing out again bitch yea i feel anemic
i hate when fake hoes wanna talk it makes me sick

got sum different pills in my pockets its a secret
baby tell me was it love or were i a regret
hang me up on the tree, like its chrismas eve
i'm doing drugs in my room alone as i greive

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction or hatred.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song.
take care<3

feelings of impending doom w/ luvwillow

Romantic Suicide [loskutny + gothlovee]

insta- https://www.instagram.com/iamsodeadawe?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

prod- https://www.instagram.com/ristanovic__?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

dollreal insta- https://www.instagram.com/dollrealx?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

Cl4ireB3ar insta- https://www.instagram.com/wwildchiild?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

dollreal
i confess that im obsessive
i confess im sick and twisted
whats wrong with me?
am i going crazy?
i confess id kill myself just for fun
whats wrong with me?
baby is that healthy?
confessions on my mind
dont tell anyone
so gory and deranged
can it be our little secret?
keep it just between
you and me
we can get obscene
you and me
x3

Cl4ireB3ar
Is it wrong that im excited to die
Cant be much more to this life 
I look up at the stars and i cry 
wishing i could be in the light 
Too much to think about 
Its all in my head 
I dont know 
whats wrong with 
wanting to be dead 
I wanna be dead x3 
I wanna be

iamsodead
u nd me
lets kill ourselves on livel34k
???
ima f33n 4 u cuz bby ur so pretty >_>
i dnt wnna fight cuz ts is so petty
yh bby lets get freaky
fck it up jst u nd me
okay baby alright
okay baby i might
be w u all nite
be w u all nite...
mayb im crazy...
lalala
mayb im crazyyy..

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am i crazy??? w/ dollreal+Cl4ireB3ar [NXTY]

(prod. by fallen ang3lx)
whole lotta red but its all gore
passed out in the bathroom to the fucking morgue
want me to die? baby watch how i can fucking die
want me to die? baby watch how i can fucking die
my bitches g o r y i throw that bitch to the side
i gotta draco loves to gossip make yo momma cry
that shit go blam blam blam
when im done wit yo hoe she cant fuckin fuckin stand stand stand
demons in the whip i think they drivin us again
gorestep for me hoe adore me
tell your mans i think hes pussy and his music corny
hoe adore me hoe adore me
put a chip inside that bitches brain im elon musk
gotta sawed off shotgun on me turns yo mans into a stump
in the scope like donald trump
bass thump like a gun wanna live? wanna run wanna live? wanna run
cuz lately i dont fuck wit anybody
when i close my eyes i see dead bodies
dissection cuz its fun 100k for the lung
try me you get stung you get stung bitch
whole lotta red but its all gore
passed out in the bathroom to the fucking morgue
want me to die? baby watch how i can fucking die
want me to die? baby watch how i can fucking die
my bitches g o r y i throw that bitch to the side
i gotta draco loves to gossip make yo momma cry
that shit go blam blam blam
when im done wit yo hoe she cant fuckin fuckin stand stand stand
demons in the whip i think they drivin us again

*LOBOTOMY SCENES* IN HILLARY'S DREAMS [fallen ang3lx]

Prod. Cholorofilm
Follow our ig : @imsoanxious___ @cholorofilm

♰ ♰ ♰

I remember we fell in love in winter
And next month I’ll kill myself I’m a sinner
Ever since your death still haven’t felt the same 
Xnx till my death memory erased 
And I break at heart attack every day been stressed
Nosebleeds on my sleeves swear today will be my last 
In my room yea yea 
Losing myself
I’m welcomed to hell 
I’m losing myself 

♰ ♰ ♰

Omg I feel like I’m Patrick swayze
All these girls try fucking with me but I want my baby 
Yes of course I’m in the club and I’m decaying 
She is a gorgeous corpse and shes fine 
Will she save me 
Omg I’m smoking gas I’m in a daydream 
I just spent all of my cash on some BAPE jeans 
I’m so in love girl f*** I’m chasing 
Do you wanna f*** girl I’m f****** fading 

♰ ♰ ♰

I remember we fell in love in winter
And next month I’ll kill myself I’m a sinner
Ever since your death still haven’t felt the same 
Xnx till my death memory erased 
And I break at heart attack every day been stressed
Nosebleeds on my sleeves swear today will be my last 
In my room yea yea 
Losing myself
I’m welcomed to hell 
I’m losing myself

losing myself w/ cholorofilm

(prod. gossip) @pr6blms
//lyrics_
goregossip:
thats a bloody lil hoe in the back of the party
suicide thoughts gotta glock in my rari
thats a whole lotta red like im playboi carti
goregossip on her tits with a sharpie
im so fucking terrified
do you wanna die tonight
cuz we can make a snuff film ur the star tonight
im so fucking terrified
do you wanna die tonight
cuz we can make a snuff film ur the star star
so turn off all the lightsss

pr6blms:
like do u wanna see my insides idgaf no
dropped down low and i still made it back bro
like yeah im feeling so dismantled
all this fucking shit it made me fucking mental (x2)  

goregossip:
do you wanna die tonight
cuz we can make a snuff film ur the star tonight
im so fucking terrified
do you wanna die tonight
cuz we can make a snuff film ur the star star
back with a bad bitch
said i just wanna die
heard nothing like this
wanna watch my suicide
bitch on my dick get tf off it
too versatile dont even wan profit
bruh. X_X

#terrified w/ pr6blms

sorry, my voice has been fucked as of recent lol
w/ @disoc8

lyrics:
@w6lker
take a picture of us both whenever I walk in the room
high as fuck I'm booted up and now I'm walking on the moon
nodding off I'm in the corner & I don't know what to do 
driving drunk without a license ,, get pulled over & we're screwed
need to run it up, run n get yr money up 
if i could wish for anything then i would wish for hella drugs
check yr bitches phone cos i'm sure she wants to fuck with us
i'm tryna get hella drunk
smirnoff, come n pour me up

tell me, what you want now
i know you want me, so you can come lay down inside my bed
take it, take it off now
come and fuck me
i cannot get you out of my head

@disoc8
ok bby take a pic
c me nodding off on all these sedatives
real shit
im off all these drugz js 4 the fuck of it

suicidal club u know we poppin black bars
i'm off molly it's xtc turn my pupils into heartz
got this emo bitch next 2 me, knew i needed from the start
idc im on ketamine im still hoppin in my car

ya do u like me? cuz i like u 2 
whats ur favourite drug i can get it 4 u
ya im the most fucked up in the whole room
like fuck one dose, give me two

@w6lker
tell me, what you want now
i know you want me, so you can come lay down inside my bed
take it, take it off now
come and fuck me
i cannot get you out of my head

Tuci w/ disoc8

HEARTLOCK w/ 444pluto (nxty)

prod by me
mastered by @niqbo
featuring @hateoryx + @bandiicam

lyrics:
@disoc8
i hope i look hot when i kms online
o my gawd i feel so horrid and so nauseous all the time
when i see u in my dreams every night im horrified..
omg i'll be so famous from my viral suicide x2

@hateoryx
Tell me I look hot when I'm stepping outside
Got a knife in my left pocket, bands in my right
Remember as a kid used to wanna kill myself online
But now I just keep going up I'll never stop the grind 
(I'll never stop the grind)
All these bakas think they know me
I don't rlly think they know a thing
Haters posted in the comments but they keep on listening
Diamonds shining, yeah these diamonds glistening
Smoking on a fat ass joint while I b fkn on my bitch
Everything you doing, that some shit I alrdy did
I dont wanna talk to you or work with you like any bit
When I walk into the party yeah they know that I'm the shit
When I walk into the party yeah they know that I'm the shit

@bandiicam
Suicide Baby
Is it do or die?
You and I, girl, I'm missing you and I - I - I.

Now I've had enough,
And I've had a couple drinks, now I've fell in love.
Am I what you want? Am I really what you need?
I've been out of touch, come put me on my feet.

Am I the one? Am I the one you need?
Tell me what you want, and tell me everything.

We can do it all again,
I don't ever wanna end.
We can do it all again,
We can do it all again.

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

kms online w/ oryx + bandiicam

w/ @1stress
p. teeth
x_x

(horrorangel)

take my pain away im a deadboy
see a corpse walking yeah it’s my dead body
i just wish u would call me yeah im srry 
red dripping down im a gawth im srry
self immolation immolation
this cruel world yeah i just wanna see it end
i just wish u would call me yeah im srry 
red dripping down im a gawth im srry

be my corpse bride </3

Spotify

be my corpse bride <\3 w/ stress (p. teeth)

empathy, not meant for me at all
there's something scratching, screaming in the walls
far too loud, i wish that it would stop
i can suffer, but the days keep going on

a couple years of walking in my sleep,
i've come to realize that there's nothing left for me
over a hundred days, i've lost the will to bleed
abandon all, i'm falling to my knees

/ / /

all shut down, every single light has been snuffed out
i don't deserve to be mourned 
permanent, locking the door 
doesn't get worse than this
set up wrong, i tried to rid myself of guilt for so long
i no longer cling to my life
there's no chance you'll reach me in time 
not worth trying

/ / /

none of this is real, but it feels real to me
from the sidewalk, right into the middle of the street
if i wasn't such a coward, for the last four years
i'd accept & realize i don't belong down here

finding comfort in nothing,
tethered to suffering
all of it has spun out of my hands
all of it happened for something
struggle to trust it,
perhaps i was destined to be damned 

/ / /

all shut down, every single light has been snuffed out
i don't deserve to be mourned
permanent, locking the door
does it get worse than this?
set up wrong, i tried to rid myself of guilt for so long
i no longer cling to my life
there's no chance you'll reach me in time
not worth trying

Mourn

prod me
sample is elfen lied ost lilium 

https://open.spotify.com/album/5ep5K5RcsW5vy4ttrk0gbQ?si=RXQ56rxGSlyEicDd9aPp4w

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJ54Q2HRBos

https://www.instagram.com/deadsince2011/
https://www.instagram.com/cy4ne/
https://www.instagram.com/swaglikejoms/

lyrics

(wintr)

dont check the bathroom
omg shes fkn dead
yea im laughing at u
coz u let it get to ur head
i wont yield
my scars will never heal
i wish that u were here
so i could kill you, my dear

ladies and gentleman open up your eyes
welcome to the circus where people come to die
mommy didn't care, coz she was never there
and i cant even blame her so i rip out my hair

(cy4ne)

i feel like i cant even understand your sorrow (alright)
come on baby let me take another photo
you look so cute whenever i cut you into pieces (yeah)
sink my teeth into your flesh, because i need it

i stared the afterlife, right into the eye 
when i saw my future it made me fuckin cry
i went to heaven and hall and said goodbye
but before this happens ill make sure u fuckin die (what)

(disoc8)

welcome to my fucking life, welcome to the shitshow
lost so many years and all my friends over a bimbo
so much anxiety, i'm peeking out the window
i can't fucking sleep cuz its my third day up on mephedrone 

ur so fucking hot oh my god ur so deceiving
took too many drugs, sorry bbyg i'm leaving
ur too fucking good for me
overdose on xtc
love 2 fucking self destruct 
cuz ik that we're meant 2 be 

enjoy <3

open your eyes ft. cy4ne + disoc8

on all plats
prod by me

@disoc8
even if it's secret bby tell me what u want
u can msg me whenever u don't ever gotta front
i'm just tryna keep it real i think i do too many drugs
i can't never stop for nun bby but ur still the 1 i want

okay
at the club, let's fuck it up
like molly rocks, let's crush it up
it's not the drugs, i'm so in love
ur stuck with me, so suck it up.
took 20 xans i fell asleep
so many bands u won't believe
cmon lets dance on xtc
if it's me n u it's meant 2 be

like shutter shades and kandi
hella haze relax me
share drugs w/ u bby got molly eyes we can't see
so much anxiety the xans come in handy
i wanna get so fucked up u can't understand me

Tuci w/ disoc8

hauntingclaire

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