beat made by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall and https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

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I'd do it all again (nevrfall x branwen)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

(these drugs can never help me
I know that I'm fucked
maybe someday, I will grow, the fuck up)

How you say you love me?
I don't even wanna know
How could you just fake it
And watch me grow old
Don't know If I can take this
Wonder if the ring is sold
The one that I had bought for you
But then you went and had to fold
You folded on my heart
Now I'm laying in the dark
Throwing up my guts
And I wish I could restart
And I know that times were rough
And they'll always be hard

I don't expect an easy job
And I know my bodies gonna always throb
Waking up and getting top and some slop
Helps with mentality
Perhaps my insanity

Or what's left of me
Girl you broke me down
I feel like I'm nothing
I'm the enemy now
You told me that you love me
Then you went and slept around
How could you go and do that?
Please god just put me in the ground
Please just put me in the ground😞

*sorry got a lil emotional at the end and screamed "fuck" but I let out a lot of emotions making this song and cried like a bitch making it so, I needed it. Still I apologize, I'll never shy away from putting every last ounce of emotion I have into my music so if you don't fuck with it, jus don't listen🤍🎱*

ring (prod. drmabeats)

:/ maybe one day...
Lyrics:
Shut the fuck up
I need your undivided attention
I'll only say it once
So you better fuckin listen
I'm sick of my existence
And im so done with this life 
And seeing you with him
Makes me wanna gouche out my eyes
(Gouche out my eyes, fuck this life
I don't even, I don't even, I don't even
Wanna be alive)

Got my head in my hands
And you're knocking on my door
You been worried bout me baby
I been bleeding on the floor
Better friends with my knife
Than I am with these whores
I can read between the lines
I aint hurting you no more
I know that you don't really want me now
You said, everything you could about it
I know the past is the past but
Can we find a way back around to it?

No matter how hard I try
She push me away
Lost count of nights that i would cry
 cutting away :'(
And I'm so scared of situations
Something's can never change
Like the way I feel about you
Or this life that I seem hate

Gouge Out My Eyes (prod. Lovlok)

artwork by @jckftz on instagram

and I couldn't talk
so I hit it clean in the dark
and I was ok in the morning
but I'm feeling nothing at all
like you said I would I'm just different
but I couldn't trust my instincts
and I never did I'm just wishing
and I never will did it sink in?

or do we fade to black?
should we focus on the texts or can we speak on that?
it's never over when it's over but it doesn't last
there's just so much in my body thats been fighting back

so far from me, so far from you
so far from anything that we do
lost your passport on the way home
tell me what the fuck is the move
cause he's not home yet
and this shit's so dead
and I don't love you
and I can't fake it

red eyes still got it good
in the Overlook suite in the hospital
broke everything that I thought it was
didn't care that much, didn't give a fuck
don't know why
cause I just can't stop
so much less real
than I once thought

or do we fade to black?
should we focus on the texts or can we speak on that?
it's never over when it's over but it doesn't last
there's just so much in my body thats been fighting back

run it again and again
clocking the moment inside of your bed
friend of a friend of a friend
said that he noticed, the fuck that he did
caught in the wrong place, wrong time
fucked with a year of my life
so unclean, I won't fight back
something moved in the foglight

the frozen moments stolen over parallax
wonder if I'm special, what he doesn't have
I could turn a ghost, just bring my body back
hold me, cut me open, think I'm safe at last

Illusions

prod branwenteeayemadeit!

breathing on sorbet
bitch i am gormet
i dig first class flights 
and i dont pay no 
i dont pay no entry price
that bitch is spice
that girl is nice 
yh i wanna fight

3g in me
4g in me
5g in me
like my phone
this shit make me second guess myself like all the time
am i seein shit right?
yea i cry at night
you keep me paranoid as fuck i think i might just die

i kinda wanna go back to when i wasnt making sense/cents at all
i kinda wanna go back to when i wasnt missing rent to ball
for my moms sake, i wish i could say
i dont miss smoking every night and every day

theres only so much i can say inside a letter cause its pricey as fuck and it wont make u feel better

3g in me
4g in me
5g in me
like my phone
this shit make me second guess myself like all the time
am i seein shit right?
yea i cry at night
you keep me paranoid as fuck i think i might just die

look out my window like who da fuck is dat
i dunno im the queen of the maw
im the queen of the hive
im the queen of this life
baby life is like a combine
shoot that boy between his eyes

sorbettt

teeayemadeit

Lyrics:
I might as well wake up
It's just another day alive
It's killing me to know
I may never see your smile
You're sitting pretty with him
But are you even happy with your life?

I'm sorry I attach, in such a short time
And come short of explaining how i'm feeling inside
But everytime I'd see you It would freeze up my mind 
So nervous just to talk to you
(And I'm sorry)

I wasn't tryna act a fool
I was just drunk knowing he's not good for you
But fuck, neither am I too
I'm a waste of space
I'm pathetic to my roots

It's just another day alive
I just wish the substances could change my mind
I wake up sad picturing you in my mind
I wish I had the confidence to even say "hi"

But I don't cuz I'm broken
passionate, and I'm learning how to cope and
looking in the mirror only tears me up inside :'(
I wanna be anybody else but I'm stuck inside this life

Just Another Day Alive (prod. slayingibis)

Lyrics:

Forget about my problems
Put a pistol to my head
Green beam upon my eyes
Show me peace within the lead
I've been wasting many nights
Tryna cope, but I'm just losing my friends

And they're all that I've got
You fuck with them
And you're getting shot
I'd rather burn in hell
But I'm included in the plot
That Ion even understand
So I just sit and smoke my pot

God damn, I love my weed
Always was a lover, but it grew with thc
I became a stoner for a chance I wouldnt leave
The world before I'm 20, now I'm laughing,
what a dream 

But everything aint always what it seems
Life is looking up, and the wizards waverly
Disney with my mom, got my feeling 14
I truly miss it all, at least I still got my family

(What a dream, I still got my familyyyyyy)
(and I fkn love them)
(Chorus again)🙄

And they're all that I've got
And mean more to me than I ever thought
I'd die for them
And id take a shot
Straight to my head
Just to heal their bad thoughts

all that i've got (prod. slayingibis)

JustJah - One Day ft. Mo Kartii (prod. adriel)

BBYG LUCKY!

lamtruck (prod. ezzie)

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