Lyrics🎱

And if you choose to go
Just know that I won't chase
we used to be so close
And now you feel so far away
seeing you and him is gross
it's been sourcing all my pain
depressed and diagnosed
you just sad we not the same

she got a shady past
with a broken smile
a heart that's made of glass
but she pretends that it's steel
and through disfigured stories
which she spoke to me
the truth came out
as I had fell to my knees

Now it all makes sense
I can see why you're hurting
I wish I knew sooner
But still I'm just a learning
About who you are
How to find a way into your heart

baby stay the night
that's even better yet
I got a blunt in my pocket
couple percocets
And my heart's not involved
it's nothing more than sex
around your world you revolve
and in my head, I jus sit

I don't want a funeral
but I think it's bout time
Efforts feel more futile
With your insufficient lies
Tell me that you love me
I need to hear it one last time
Before I meet the reaper
and with life I cut the ties

Catch me blowing speakers
While I'm barely getting by
Growing strong then weaker
building up a broken mind
I'm fixing every fracture
and emotions you derived
and don't worry about me after
you're the farthest out my mind

The couch we fell in love on
Still holds every single stain
and the fact that it's been so long
Since I've even seen your face
To be honest, to be real
I think I'm losing faith 
And when I try to voice that
I just don't know what to say
I stumble from anxiety 
and say the wrong things
I never mean to mean it
But I always take blame

blame (prod. malloy)

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