i guess it hurt a little bit w/ polearm, sewerperson and ppgcasper

~ vocals, production, mixing etc. by nevrfall ~ 


𝘭𝘺𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘴:
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵.
𝘶 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩.
𝘐𝘧 𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘶 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴.

𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵.
𝘶 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩.
𝘐𝘧 𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘶 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴,
𝘴𝘰 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦.
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴.
𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥? 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱.
𝘐𝘧 𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘶 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴.
𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳.

𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳.

𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴.
𝘐𝘧 𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘶 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴.

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sickness [p. spencr + eeryskies]

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

harder than it seems w/ sace6 (noahmadethiss x sace6)

prod @taylor

steppin off
i got traces of it
stains up on my cloth
takin off
i cant shake it off
just like u wanted

its a bad week
bad year
i step out n trip over my feet
make it clear

im not running off
i just couldn't do it
couldn't pull it off

tell me what you want
please just sum it up
swear its all or none

keep my best
show my worst
i got comfy in the dirt
i know that its all im worth
i got BM on my shirt
and it hurt
i been quiet i cant act like its on purpose
1v1 versus
m40a3 searchin
we was partied up n we was murkin
lurkin 
would do it all again
i just need some friends
it is what it is
im missing a part of me
i just want some peace n that shits all i need
i been tryna find some better company
dont fall on me
im not what you think
not what i try to be
honestly
ill just turn my back
it happens constantly

bad year (taylor morgan)

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

jus a fun little track 
check out senkay! goated prod
https://soundcloud.com/senkaiedits/senkay-and-friends?si=81da853d2aaa425ea891ec88fd561a06&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

mixed by ztope 
_____________

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
woah

smoking in 4d
stack it up like ricks no morty 
shawty good, got me bricked no mortar
wrists slit tho, be dead by 40
sorry not sorry
spit with no warning
i jus dip in the flow like a 4 piece (mmmmm mcdonalds mmmm)
i could son you n ur bros no maury
while stuck in the home like Cory

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
woah

~~beat switch thingy :)

sick as fuck
not the kind they call me when i turn me up
level up
multi digit Ks like we was talking Klux
sorry yuh
really don’t want nobody, u just hype me up
acting tough
spliff this loud pack need to quiet down
but not right now
this writing not enough gon have to fight it out
n fuck him up
20 bucks on me, I’ll put him in his blood
aight that’s enough
breathing down my neck
n im jus having fun
im just having fun
she the 1
crop top like lara croft
Versace fit wit tommy socks
not talking “all grown up”
if this time the best i had
then why tf im throwing up
but guess it’s function in a function without getting drunk

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me

bloom

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

nevrfall's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.nevrfall1669


/lyrics/ 

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

throw my fist through the air
breaking knuckles against the wall
I'm not real
I'm not real
at all

head blown
started throwing objects
haven't left the bed
mom thought i was a carcass
i can't even write now
not even an artist
fuck all of the fake shit
ive been getting nauseous
i don't wanna say shit
that i don't mean regardless
had to take a break
i just had to leave the darkness
things ain't looking up
and i don't really care now
i just need to keep to myself
I'm prepared now

four months passed
and ithought i was goner
i can feel my heart beat
feel it getting faster

i just need some time
to get out of my mind
OK
need to clear a path
get the fuck out my way
it feels like
no matter what i say
i end up in the same
forsaken place

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

sickness [p. spencr + eeryskies]

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