my life is gone

Owen Adamcik - watch me bleed

nxp cover song :P

lyrics:
Woke up again today
With no missions and zero strength
I don't know how to play
And I don't want to anyway
Need to delete this game
And go back to another save

But my hard drive's fucked
Zero charisma, zero luck
I don't have any skills
Or the XP to fix my build

The simulation's fucked
Everything and everybody sucks
NPCs hate my guts
I wanna quit, want to log off
I'm not having any fun

(My hard drive's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(Zero charisma, zero luck) I'm not having any fun
(The simulation's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(I'm not having any fun) I'm not having any fun

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build (cover)

horrible song i made during 4th of july instead of going outside

schizoposts about mass shooters on every single thread
but all these larpers ever do is put a bullet in their head
so i’m gonna do it better and im gonna make a change
my call to action will be written in the books 
and on my grave 
ooooh ooooh 
i’m shooterpilled
i’ll fucking bring you down
against your will
i’m shooterpilled im shooterpilled
get on the ground
i shoot to kill
walking walking walking walking through the school
no one even looks at me or really thinks im cool
a stupid freak, feel like an alien 
kill me soon
don’t tell me when
because death by cop’s 
the only way to end it
ooooh ooooh 
i’m shooterpilled
i’ll fucking bring you down
against your will
i’m shooterpilled im shooterpilled
get on the ground
i shoot to kill

shooterpilled

original song finally 

lyrics

could be bpd
thats why im so mean
could be adhd 
i cant do anything
why bother with doctors
im self diagnosing
they already told me up on my phone screen
oh im autistic
let me sperg about my special interest
im going nonverbal
im ticking im stimming
all of my symptoms
they just seem to fit in
schizophrenia
self diagnosis
you cant blame me when im in psychosis
if i did something bad it wasnt me
it was my alter i have did
meet my system 
its hard to keep up
please believe me 
even with the slip ups
and a buzzfeed test
told me that im bipolar
you cant call me retarded
yeah its really immoral
and im neurodivergent
you are neurotypical
we want you to feel like we are divisible
if theres not something wrong with you
then theres something wrong with you
the quizzes and videos
they are all calling you

self diagnosis

loser (shooter cover)

I stare at the stars all by myself
In my own head in my own hell
The Person I was got shot down and now
It’s not hard to tell

I lay down and there’s no one beside
guess it’s my fault I don’t socialize
i think about what i left behind
I drop down and cry

I want to die, just end my life

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Its 4 am, im on my bed
In my head with the words you said
Not good enough was all that you left
Left me with

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Hatred In My Heart

despite everything it's still you!

skill issue

Brau is an Alternative Rock solo project created by David Gabriel in the summer of 2012' .

Beginning of 2015 I released in Bandcamp  two EP's,  "BRAU" and "Time is a Circle", plus one album "Level 3 Seduction".

After five years,  in October 2020 I published in bandcamp & SoundCloud two new albums, "Golden Apples" and "Lightball" .

BRAU was the name of my dog when I was a child .

Golden Apples [Release Date October 30th 2020']

Hatred In My Heart

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