shit 4

Our society doesn't believe in demons being born a white male is it equivalent 

cut myself too Playlist

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simple small Playlist of Wast0idd's best songs
I know you hate me, I can take it

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On The Way Too Admit My Guilt

JacobFraps 2024 Most Listened

winter suicide (acoustic demo)

2 AM another night
kept awake by fluorescent lights
my slow decay broadcasted live
through snapshots of a cold and empty life

basking in the RGB
while snowfall coats late Autumn Leaves
find my way out eventually
to empty roads and cold concrete

the city streets dont teem with life like they used to
and when we speak we never speak like we used to
please speak like you used to speak to me

theres nothing left but awkward "how have you been"
"see you again sometime"
no one left to partake in gas station drinks
link cable battles while parking lot loitering

I've Been Thinking

trolling myself :p

full tape - https://ratrace90210.bandcamp.com/album/lost-in-the-jungle
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5gVulHFiuQnGYYd60grBlv/discography/all?pageUri=spotify:album:2YJfbMW1OwyS2JILcq4wL1

do you feel as good as i?

Slowbrain

sycophants (in stereo)

My Head Feels Like it's Filled with Concrete (Alternate Mix)

Everything Went Wrong (Alternate Mix)

Everyday Weekend (Alternate Mix)

i am here isolated
you are in your room
here i am oddly planted
on the chair in my room

i'm sat here slowly rotting
slowly rotting in my room
you're on the other side of a locked door
i sent an email to the computer in your room



slowly rotting

bonus acoustic mv!: http://gg.gg/expressitall
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remastered version of 'express it all for you' off of my soon to be released EP of the same name, which will be releasing within this upcoming 2024. featuring three tracks.
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i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you (mv)

Decay

stole deadcouples tags lmao
prod me
i just wanna do whats right but then the thoughts come back at night
i cant keep consetrating on the wrong thing i know its disapointing
just wanna feel free be the best that i could be
find someone that wants to listen to my head and cry with me

if only i had someone to listen to my head

https://open.spotify.com/track/7jhDIpToo5SZhXfpFu3uKO?si=692c71ca0b3f4749

lyricss:
my life is like a video game trying har d to leave the stage
all whiule i am still collecting coins
trying hard to save the girl obstacltes im jumping hurdles
im gro in up to be a big girl

i BATTLE WITH THE EVIL WITCH TRAVEL FAR AND TRYT & SAVE
sorry but ur princess isnt here :(
sick of this i push the pause
lvl up & move along
hope the next sstage i will clearrr

im jus tryin to keep from dying

its jus a game that we play
looking for a better way to play it
life is for keeping score so
stop complaining and start chainging

today i went to thereapy and told her my embarrasing issues
that im haivng in my life
he told me i needa change life is not a video game </33
so stop playing n open up ur eyes

im jsu trying 2keep from dying

its jus a game that we play & for heavenssake
lookin for a bettwe way to play it 
life is for keeping score and forevr more
STOP COMPLAINGING AND START CHANGING !!!! (x2)

GAME OVER !!!!! *NIGHTCORE*

prod me


I don’t act delicate
As much as I wish I did
I want a gentlemen
That's genuine

I'm lacking so much estrogen
Blocky build and hairy skin
Such a contradicting specimen
God I wish I was feminine
Wish I was a lesbian

I hate my body
My head is throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie

I wish I wasn’t 6 feet tall
I wish it didn’t look like I had balls
I wish I didn’t bleach my fucking hair
Cause now it falls out
Fuck me who cares
Fuck me who cares

I wish I wasn’t flat
And I arched my back
I wish I was a pretty cat
And not an ugly little rat
I wish I was born just an average girl
But now I get made fun of by what seems to be the world
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl!

I hate my body
My head is throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie
I hate my body
My head is fucking throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie

i wanna be a girl cover

lyrics: 

one more day
one more day
one more day
one more day
my feelings gone to rest, my brains still resting
so you better get away, yr pulling at the seams
breaking down, i swear, no good part of me
suicidal thoughts up in my head, everybody mad at me
everybody mad at me
why is everybody mad at me? (fuckkk)
guess i'm bad at me
i guess i'm bad at me

i'm bad at me
i'm bad at me
one more day
one more day
one more day
one more day
my feelings gone to rest, my brains still resting
so you better get away, yr pulling at the seams
breaking down, i swear, no good part of me
suicidal thoughts up in my head, guess i'm bad at me

one more day

I don't know
I don't know 
I don't know
I don't know

Where'd you go
I want to know

I'm burning with memories
you come back like PTSD
you feel like a lethal disease
the way you make me feel so empty

I don't know
I don't know 
I don't know
I don't know

Where'd you go
I want to know

I'm burning with memories
you come back like PTSD
you feel like a lethal disease
the way you make me feel so empty

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#techclub
lyrics:

live by the sword

die by the sword

too many words, not many more

not many more

not many more

i'm dead nothing more

i'm a loser

i'm always zoning out

too fucked up on the computer

guess i'm dead three times over

sick of what i used to be

not many more

not anymore, not anymore

live by the sword

die by the sword

too many words

not many more, not many more

live by the sword, die by the sword

school pooper

everyday, i sit pondering
everyday, i spend wide awake
spending days, in my bed wondering
spending days on end, wide awake
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
i'm just worried about me
invested in all the bullshit
and i don't understand why
i always have to feel this way again
i wish i could control it
the image burned into the front of my head
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
invested in my decision
i invest time in myself

extinction

do you hear my heart 
can you hear my blood jump
do you see my eyes 
staring at once was

degerate beliefs are ringing in my head
whats left is dead
Remains a desolate

Degenerate music
Degenerate music

Do you see my mind
replaying you and I
do you see my heart
the thing you tore apart

degerate music is all you left me with
no girl no friends
im like this to the end

Degenerate music
Degenerate music

degenerate music

what made you think id ever get over you
now you're gone I have nothing left to lose
a maniac is loose and shoots on sight
shoot to kill is all thats on his mind

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

All I wanted was you to stay
didnt want things to end this way
on my way to a shooting spree
death by cop will be the end of me

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

A Gun in My Hand and Voices in My Head

I miss you like shooter misses his school
I need you the way my neck needs a noose
I need you in my life like a knife in the eye, more lonely nights, throats getting tight, no end in sight
I want you like I want my teeth removed 

I don’t need you
You don’t need me too
I don’t need you
You don’t need me too

I still think about why you had to go so soon
I miss when you and I were brand new
What we had you destroyed overnight so fuck you
I’ll be better off alone, in my room

I don’t need you
You don’t need me too
I don’t need you
You don’t need me too

idontneedyou.m4a

I hate the world 
and I hate myself
the things you say
everyone else

I fucking hate the world

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

wast0idd